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Same! Towards the end at the funeral and all I had tears in my eyes, but only after Taub did I acdtually cry crying

I don't remember when I cried more. I had come to like Cutthroat b***h and seeing Wilson like that made me cry crying But argh! Kutner was the best out of the new team crying


EDIT:
I've been reading around and I guess this makes me feel a teeny bit better...
http://ausiellofiles.ew.com/2009/04/house-exclusive.html#more
The actor for Kutner (Kal Penn) had gone to work in the White House, which is why he chose to leave House.

I also saw the four stages of grief on another thread:
Denial: He was murdered. I initially thought that he had been murdered even when they said it was to the temple. Even when they said it was suicide, I couldn't accept it until later, I think when House saw the photo and he stopped denying it, I stopped.
Anger: WHY Kutner!? Taub is the least interesting of the team.
Bargaining: I skipped this stage.
Depression: Not so far as depression, but I was sad crying
Acceptance: After reading the link above.

I moved through the stages pretty quickly. "Denial" took the whole episode, "Anger" was quick, "Depression" was during the episode and the time before I saw the link.

interesting article, thanks Ally

I just went backwards... Back to "Depression" after seeing the video on the site crying http://www.fox.com/kutner/

Honestly, I still don't like the idea they had Kutner kill himself, murder would have been more entertaining and make more sense to me. Seriously...what the ******** writers. I'm not sure of this...but did they get some new writers on the show after the strike or something, because this is really going downhill.

And what I read a bit about House and Cuddy makes me depressed D8. Their relationship has been so shoved in my face lately I wish they would just die off, let House be alone if they don't want to sum up the logic to pair him with Wilson. I loved Huddy until after their retching kiss...then came only irritating arguments, like the whole baby naming party thing and the methadone. Their back and forth bickering reminded me of two five year olds. This makes the pairing no longer cute, but aggrivating to me...so god forbid what I hear will happen this season...it was bound to happen..but now I don't want it. But I guess it's not up to me, but Im still not looking forward to it...damn you writers and damn you Shore...your art is going to s**t now.

Though maybe I will feel differently about the Kutner thing once the reasons arise, which it sounds like they might. Still I was more willing to see the attention whore that is 13 kill herself first. Still, I think a small reference to a murder along the series would have been more logical then a random suicide. Also, I laugh at how they tried justifying their actions with 13 spouting off some statistic. It might have made sense...had it been a majority! But I doubt Kutner would be the one to fall into that "25%" it's just the shows way of saying "Don't be mad at us fans, you may think it's illogical, but look, we have statistics! 8D See, we have every idea what we're doing 83"....yeah...just smile and nod...and now sadly with that article, it sounds like they wont be shocking us with sudden evidence to murder. Which a friend of mine figured that's what the show would do, since House normally never leaves it like that. Now however, I'm not so sure...

Season five has just been the rotting pile of dung the series has to offer and I only hope the writers pull their heads out of their asses by next season..