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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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 Posted: Mon Apr 06, 2009 11:17 am
♫ я ą ɨ ɳ ß ø ฬ. §ąʏs ♫
so i got a call from my boyfriend earlier.
he told me he had this dream last night that my mom, brother and i came over. but when we got out of the car, my baby bump was gone! and he asked what happened to the baby; and my brother responded with "what are you talking about?".
he had to ask me if the baby was still there just to make sure so he wouldn't just be freaking out all day. he wanted peace of mind.
i've actually had a couple dreams like that and i'd be with people just drinking like i used to, only i didn't feel drunk, just in a haze. and i'd wake up and feel my belly to make sure my baby hadn't just vanished or anything.
but more lately when i remember my dreams, i am pregnant in the dreams and not getting drunk.
i think it was because i've been wanting so much in the past to have a baby of my own, that now that i'm going to have one, i was just tweaking out because it just seems so unreal...
he probably feels the same with this being his first baby. plus he doesn't really get to see me much. so his mind is probably just messing with him. maybe trying to snap him into the reality that he is going to be having a baby.
or maybe even somewhere in the back of his mind, he's still trying to interpret the whole pregnancy thing and it's showing through his dreams. especially because we don't see eachother very often like how we used to see eachother every day. so he doesn't really get to watch my belly grow, or my boobs and a**. so he's probably forgotten how big i am right now so he just couldn't see me pregnant in his dream.
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Posted: Mon Apr 06, 2009 3:46 pm
I've been having a lot of dream with Ben in them lately. A lot of them we're mad at each other though. =/ Like the one he was sitting on the futon we have in the backyard and drinking a beer and watching TV and was mad at me. I was in front of him and giving him kisses and touching him all gently and telling him I was sorry and I loved him and then he like pushed me to the ground and told me to go away! :[ I woke up very sad. Luckily, he's not that mean. ;D
Another dream I had is where we weren't together and Gaige was like three years old. And I was at Ben's apartment and staying there for a couple of weeks. Me and Gaige took over Ben's bed because the couch was too small for both of us to sleep on. Ben came home from wherever (i think work) and he crawled into bed to cuddle with us but I got mad and picked up Gaige and we went and slept on the couch anyway. lol. I was not nice to Ben in that dream!! >w<
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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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Posted: Mon Apr 06, 2009 9:01 pm
♫ я ą ɨ ɳ ß ø ฬ. §ąʏs ♫
haha, very nice.
i've only had two dreams with cole in it so far.
in one of them, he drove me to some neighborhood i didn't recognize, but some of my old guy friends were all there playing basketball. they just came up and said hi and asked how things are going and how my baby was coming along. nothing really special or really meaningful.
in the second dream, we were fully naked together on a bed. i don't know whose bed it was because it wasn't one that i recognized. he told me i'm beautiful (gosh, i love it when he tells me that, i feel all tingly!), and then just gazed into my eyes. then we started messing around, and yeaaaah...
i couldn't tell though if it was supposed to be a more recent-based dream while i'm pregnant, or more of a future-based theme when i won't be pregnant anymore. i couldn't see my own body and didn't touch my stomache in the dream and neither did he (he normally does though even when i wasn't pregnant). if me or him in the dream would have touched my stomache, i'm sure i would have sensed whether i was or wasn't pregnant in the dream.
and if i wasn't pregnant in the dream, i don't know where the baby was. all i saw was cole and the bed and blankets and pillows. could have been in a crib against a different wall. but i think one of the blankets was actually one of the ones i have. it's a really big soft blue one.
...i wonder if that dream will ever happen. cole has never seen me fully nude, even though i've seen him fully nude (;D i stripped him down)...
and i've always had a problem with feet. i don't like anyone's feet near me, and i don't really like seeing them. same goes for my own feet. i wear socks 24/7. so maybe that dream is telling me too that i'll get over that (at least with him). i mean when we're having sex, i always have my bra and shirt on at least, sometimes even a skirt too, and always socks. he usually keeps his socks on too and his shirt unless i make him take it off or take it off or him which usually happens everytime cause i love seeing his body.
i think cole would really like it if i got over the whole foot issues thing. there was one time before i got pregnant, cole was about to take shower at my house in the late-morning/early-afternoon. i was kissing him and had my arms around him out in the hallway, and he pulled me into the bathroom with him and closed the door. he really wanted me to take a shower with him. i don't know if he's ever showered with any other girlfriend he's had before, but he really looked like he wanted me to be in the shower with him. not even really like that look of he wanted to just have sex in the shower, but like he wanted us to feel more connected to eachother and feel more like maybe even a married couple how they sometimes take showers together.
but of course i ended up telling him i'd love to and i really wanted to...but there was that whole foot issue thing.
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 12:33 am
aw. the second dream was all cute and stuff.
i've had dreams like that. where ben just kind of ravished me and pleased me before he pleased himself. :] those kinds of dreams makes me miss my benjamin soooooo much. :[
i can't say i know how you feel on the foot issue thing. i love my feet!! ;D
i'm constantly giving myself pedi's and stuff. i have these little bootie things with peppermint relief lotion. i put that on then the booties and my feet are soooooo smooth. :]
its for pregnant women. really relaxing and its nice because then i don't have to use the pumice stone thingy so much. <3 always a plus. i hate bending over with this huge growth thing in the middle of me!! D:
hehe. i love my monkey.
btw, have you come up with any nicknames for your baby yet?
i call him monkey boy all the time. <3
or "my little man man"
haha. i'm ridiculous. even ben says so.
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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 12:53 pm
♫ я ą ɨ ɳ ß ø ฬ. §ąʏs ♫
>___<
i've never even used a pumice stone.
i wouldn't even know how to use it and i don't even know what it looks like.
but i did just get a french manicure kit and my own cuticle cutter.
so i'll probably do my finger nails and toe nails later tonight after i take a shower.
i think i'm gonna pamper myself a some tonight and tomorrow.
cole's supposed to come over to watch a movie with me...it's not a definate thing though which kinda makes me sad since i haven't seen him since sometime last month...
it all depends on if he can convince his roommate to bring him out here. and if not, then it'll have to wait just until thursday when my mom doesn't have work and we can go pick him up.
i just wanna see him a soon as possible.
and i'll probably end up punchin him in the arm for being stupid the other day. his hand is sort of swollen and messed up or whatever because he wanted to ******** up this one guy, but one of his friends held him back, so he went and punched a hole through the garage...
i really want to get him a punching bag. my brother just got a tattoo gun recently and some ink and told cole about it. but the catch is that he has to get my permission to get one from him. which means, if he behaves, i'll let him get one once my brother gets better at it. and if he does something bad, no tattoo. and the way if works is my brother has to call my phone and hear directly from me that it's okay, otherwise it's a no-go.
e___e
i need to ask cole too how ******** up he was on saturday.
cause that's when i called him to asked if he'd seen the movie yet (he'd been dying to see it since the commercials started playing for it on tv). my mom got it for the little kids to watch and i wouldn't feel right watching t without him if he hasn't seen it. then on monday when he was talking to me over the phone, i asked him whn he was going to come over and watch that movie. and he asked me what movie it was again....he forgot.
and that's suspicious because he's been really wanting to see that movie, yet he forgor which movie i told him it was.
so he had to have been drunk and/or high.
i told him that after the baby's born, he's not allowed to be around the baby if he's under the influence of anything.
i don't want our baby to be around that stuff.
that can wait until our baby grows up and trys to sneak around our back and go get ******** up with friends which is bound to happen.
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 4:45 pm
I had a dream last night that I was living in utah and Gaige like just fell out of me when I was in my grandma's room and I stepped over him and kept walking like nothing then when I was done with whatever I was doing I came back and got him and then my (very bitchy stupid) cousin Kaylee kept taking him from me like it was her baby. I was like, uh No b***h.
And everyone was all oohing and ahhhing over him. he was soooo cute!!
And he was talking! It wasn't very understandable. Kind of like someone with a speech impediment, but he was talking!!! =o
it was sooooo weirddddd. D:
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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 5:00 pm
♫ я ą ɨ ɳ ß ø ฬ. §ąʏs ♫
O_o
my mom had a dream about me.
she said i went with her to a cleaning job and i was saying that i still couldn't feel the baby move.
then she wrapped her arms around me from behind and felt the baby kicking away like crazy and asked me how i couldn't feel that!
she said she could even see the foot imprint kicking and stretching my skin outwards. and the hand was doing a motion like it was trying to grab something.
then she left for a little bit, and when she came back i was just sitting down crying. then she felt my stomach and it was hard as a rock and told me i was going into labor!
crazyness!
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Posted: Wed Apr 22, 2009 2:43 pm
 i just had a horrible pregnancy dream last night.
TT___TT
i was at some highschool and everyone was all dressed up for halloween and s**t. there were like a million ******** people there. but there was one guy inparticular that i really don't ******** like because of a bad experience in the past {my brother was semi-involved in why i don't like that guy}.
it ended up where everyone was crowded in the staircase and the guy that i have issues with was standing in front of me, but pushing back against my stomach (he's short and skinny, but he's stronger than me--most people are). i yelled at him that i'm ******** pregnant and he told me no and that i wasn't and started pressing even harder against my stomache.
i was able to get away after a little bit and squeezed past everyone and made it outside. my older sister was out there and then some older kinda fat lady who came up and put one arm around my waist like she was goingto help me. i asked jodi where she was going and she said she was going inside to say hi to some of her friends.
then the lady with her arm around me, got behind me and put her other arm around me too and started squeezing really tight around my stomache. i started screaming, and for the first time ever in a dream (i can't even get myself to scream in real life because of a past incident with my dad), i was able to hear myself scream...but nobody else could hear it... 
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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 23, 2009 9:10 pm
My mom had a really cute dream about me.
It was me, her, and her Dad.
(And, just so you know, her Dad committed suicide when my mom was 17 years old. She was super attached to him, a major daddys girl, and misses him a lot.)
But, she was holding my tummy and feeling Tristan kick. And she told me to go let her Dad feel.
So, I walked over to him and he held my belly and smiled really big.
And was really happy about it.
And then she woke up.
She said it was the best dream she's had in a long time.
I told her he was probably looking down on her, and me, and the baby.
And that was his way of saying congrats, and that he loves Tristan.
(:
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Posted: Thu Apr 23, 2009 9:52 pm
=)
that's a very sweet dream.
i've never had someone who has passed away pop up in any of my deams.
but of course, none of the friends i've ever had died, and there's been only one family member of mine that died when i was 9 that i was actually kind of close to and particularly fond of.
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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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Posted: Fri Apr 24, 2009 12:31 pm
=[
i had another upsetting dream last night...
i dreamt that i was at my grandparents house (on my dad's side whom i don't really like). my granparents were just sitting around and my sister was on the longer of the 2 couches.
my brother walked n and decided that he wanted to wrestle around with me. i kept trying to push him away and tell him to stop, but instead he did a full charge and headbutted me right in the stomach...
of course, i was mad furious!!!
i was filled with rage and tears just non-stop rolling out of my eyes as i used all my strength to pin him to the ground. and once i had him down (didn't take but only a few seconds thanks to all my motherly emotions towards the harm of my baby), i started squeezing his throat, then putting my left knee on his head which crazily actually started to cave-in.
i screamed at him to just ******** die. but of course, that wasn't enough for me...then i started to burrow my thumbs into the sides of his eyes to gouge them out.
a couple seconds of pushing my thumbs into his eyes, i woke up.
TT________TT
why do i keep having such aweful dreams??!
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Posted: Thu May 28, 2009 5:13 am
From the time I was about 14 or so, I had the same dream multiple times - that I was in a hospital room with my newborn twin girls! I never saw the father in the dreams - he was always just out of sight. When Victoria was born I thought that maybe the dream was wrong or that she had been meant to be a twin ... can't always know what's ahead can you? Emma and Stephi love hearing about that dream! However, during each pregnancy I did dream of my future children and each time I was right. Alan made fun of me for months after Tori was born because I'd hidden pink things at the bottom of my bag due to the dreams - even though we'd agreed that it was much more likely to be another boy. (in his family it's pretty much all boys). So when she was born and they asked for clothes for her, I whipped out the girly stuff. Alan was all wtf? So I told him that I'd dreamed about this baby too and I'd just felt sure it would be a girl.
Normally (non-pregnant) I don't remember my dreams all that often. When I'm pregnent I've had really vivid dreams and I remember them. The ones that aren't about the baby/s were pretty weird. Do/did any of you find that your dreaming patterns changed during pregnancy?
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High-functioning Marshmallow
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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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Posted: Sun May 31, 2009 2:00 am
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» COUNTDOWN: 13-weeks; 4-days
Yeah, I definately remember dreams a lot more vividly than I did pre-pregnancy.
I used to just about never remember any dreams at all.
Just last night I had a pretty odd dream;
It started off with me being in the car I used to drive with some old friends. One of them was in the drivers seat, but I sensed that things were wrong and I'm not really sure what happened to make me snap, but I started yelling from the back seat for the keys. When I didn't get them, I got out and immediately found a cop who assisted me by chasing everyone away with one of those old-fashioned batons.
Next thing I know, I'm naked in some house that I didn't recognize. It didn't feel like I had boobs, but I didn't look down to check if I did or not.
I walked around in the house until I came across some girl (who I didn't know). I grabbed her with my left arm and dragged her to a bathroom and locked it behind us.
Then I layed on my back on the floor and placed her on top of me. At that point, I realized, omg I have a p***s; and a really small one at that! It was like baby-sized.
But once the tip touched her, it grew really large; probably to the size of Cole's.
I woke up with a bit of a tingly feeling.
I'd really like to know what that dream means.
I wonder if if's a little sign that I crave more sex?, maybe a part of me still wonders about if I would have gotten a gender change like I've seriously thought about in the past?, or maybe it's just a sign that my baby boy is gonna be as big as his daddy and a craver of sex too?
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Posted: Tue Jun 09, 2009 2:18 pm
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» COUNTDOWN: 12-weeks; 2-days
Had another pregnancy dream last night...
I was laying outside on a blanket with some girl.
My baby started kicking super-style! Like to where you can see the foot coming far out.
I had my camera nearby and told her to hurry up and take a picture.
Then I was just baffled and amazed with what happened next.
She turned the camera on, Adonis kicked, and then she was actually able to grab his foot! Not only that, but his face came up to my stomache where his foot was getting held.
My stomache looked a bit transparent at that point and I could see him!!!
He looked so much like Cole! He had darker skin like him, the same nose, and lips, and even had a little mohawk!
His eyes were bigger though, more like mine and a lighter shade of brown like mine.
Such a gorgeous baby!
Now to wait and see how he looks when he comes out!
I'm going to be completely stunned if that's pretty much what he comes out looking like!
Of course I'm sure he won't come out with the mohawk, but he'll probably have the same kind of hair as Cole and as dark as his.
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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 17, 2009 4:04 am
crying I have yet to have a preggy dream
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