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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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 Posted: Tue Mar 31, 2009 3:33 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 31, 2009 4:37 pm
ßεƒøяε ωε øƒƒïςïαℓℓʏ мεтBACK IN 2003 → STREAMWOOD HIGH SCHOOL FRESHMAN YEAR.
i got to go to shs solely for the fact that i got accepted into the academy to learn japanese.
i used to wear all black baggy clothes and had my hair exactly like so. [me][me]
i was really shy and always depressed; which resulted in my walking slowly in the halls, head lowered,
and eyes aimed at the floor.
cole also went to streamwood. he told me that he tried to talk to me once, but i ignored him. that
was my normal reaction to anyone who'd try to talk to me. i would just keep walking. after that year, i
switched to the school i was originally supposed to go to. therefore we never met.
BACK IN 2008 → IN MY CAR? WTF
early 2008, my bff was living with me. at this point i looked like this. [me(left)--ashly(right)]
we decide to get into cocaine. but alas, we didn't know where to get the best of the best. so we called
up our friend angel and asked him. he said to pick him up and he'd take us to the guy and we could get his
number. my brother came along with and we picked up angel and his friend (cole) who i didn't even notice.
my mind was set on one thing; getting the coke. that aside, i also didn't realize he was there because he was
sitting behind the drivers seat. we got to the destination, got the drugs, did the drugs, and then drove back.
we dropped off angel and his friend (cole). and i was too hopped up to even bother watching them get out of
the car, so again i didn't even see him.ωħεη ωε øƒƒïςïαℓℓʏ мεтSEPTEMBER 26, 2008 → MY 18TH BIRTHDAY
[i-looked-like-this]
at this point, i chopped my hair off like freshman year & dyed it blonde.
that day, i wore a tight pink top with a short pink pleated skirt along w/ b&w striped knee-high socks
and silver glittery heels. did my make-up nice too. i was planning on spending some of the afternoon with
my mom who was going to be taking me out and we were going to bring my friend nikki along with us.
but angel had called me up and asked me what i was going to be doing. i told him my plans, and he asked
if i could come out for a little while so he could chill with me for my birthday before i got busy. he came in a
car with two other guys to pick my up. so i got into the back with angel and we started driving. we ended up
going to ci-ci's house (she tried talking to me a couple times during lunch freshman year and during summer
school). we sat outside in the car and angel went up to her house to go in and get her to come out so we
could smoke. i just kinda sat in the back quietly and the two in the front introduced themselves and then asked
for my name. it was cole and zac. everything about the way cole looked physically (his hair, eyes, smile, everything)
and his style of clothing (all black) just really attracted me. i couldn't help looking at him as
much as i could. of course i wasn't going to stare because i didn't want him to think i was weird
or ask me what i was staring at and then have to answer. cole and zac talked and i just sat in the back
occassionally looking out the window to see if angel and ci-ci were coming. eventually they
did, we all got high, and then i got dropped off at home to go finish the rest of my day. ħαηgïηg øυтSEPTEMBER-NOVEMBER 2008 → MY HOUSE [us-in-the-same pic]
after i stopped chilling with all my old friends, angel started coming over every morning-afternoon
and later at night to chill with me. we'd get drunk in the morning when it'd be just us at the house and
we'd sit around talking and/or going online. then in the afternoon when my brother got home, we'd all
get high. and later on at night, we'd all get drunk. one day while we were all drunk later at night, angel
and i were sitting on the couch talking. his phone rang and he looked to see who it was, said he wasn't
going to answer it, then set his phone back down. i grabbed it and looked to see who it was, and found out
it was cole. i answered it and he asked about getting picked up and i said i'd go get him and i'd call him
when i got there. i only knew where he lived because i had taken ashly over to his place before to drop off
a puppy and i remembered her saying she was giving it to cole. so i drunkenly grabbed my keys and angel's
phone drove to his house alone to go get him. i didn't even remember the whole drive there, and i didn't
remember the whole drive back. we probably talked on the way to my house, but i don't remember anything.
next thing i know, angel starts having cole come over to my house with him every day and we'd all pretty
much do the same stuff every day.
one time while drunk, i passed out in my room and locked my door. everyone else was downstairs and i was
the only one with cigarettes. so cole came up and knocked on my door a few different times so everyone
could get a cigarette. but i was so out of it, that i didn't hear the knocking until the 4th time. i unlocked the
door and sat down on my bed, still drowzy. cole walked in and asked about the cigarettes. from that point on,
i don't remember much of what happened. but according to him; he sat down with me and somehow after talking,
he ended up with his arms around me. i would guess that if he didn't bring me into his arms, because of my
sleepiness, i may have decided to make myself comfy and cuddle up to him. after that, pretty much everytime
we'd be next to eachother, we'd be cuddling and holding hands.
after a while more of hanging out, we were sitting on the couch together cuddling and hoding hands. we were talking
about relationship stuff and ended up kissing. no, not making out and using tongue, just old-school kissing. it
felt really nice and i felt all warm inside. i was always used to making out. my first "kiss" was making out. i was
always good with using my tongue. but the change of pace felt really nice with him.ƒïηαℓℓʏ ∂αţïηgNOVEMBER 12, 2008 → TEXTING
so after getting really comfortable with eachother physically (i've always had some issues with being touched
by most people---no problem feeling good with him though), and with talking to eachother.... i randomly got a text
one night while i was getting ready to go to sleep from a number i didn't recognize. i asked who it was that i was
texting, and he said it was cole. i had no idea how he got my number, but i guess i had given it to him probably
while we were all drunk. and i guess i didn't remember giving him my number because i didn't have his. i may have
grabbed his phone once and just put my number in his phone, but i'm not sure. all i know is he told me i gave it to
him. we'd text eachother all the time when we weren't together or he'd call me to see what i was up to. then we'd
still be hanging out too. one day while texting when i had no one over, we were talking about relationship stuff again,
and i was talking to him about how someday i wanted to go on a picnic and then just lay out under the stars. he told
me that maybe he'll be the one to do it with me. and after a few more texts, i got one at 4:19pm saying
"wat do u think ur mine now". i could feel my heart pounding fast and i almost lost my breath.
so it was offical, we were dating. [first-actual-picture-together] 
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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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Mistress Cupcakkes Captain
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Posted: Tue Mar 31, 2009 7:22 pm
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