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 Posted: Sun Mar 29, 2009 12:27 am
Well, I have a voice in my head (His name is Chronos!) and, well, he tells me hurt others and myself, self-mutilation AHOY! But no the extreme urge is not enough, NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(its sarcastic tone fyi), I "see" myself do it and right before I go "Oh, ********." (hey if you thought you just cut you're arm off what'd you say, "Gee wilickers, That hurt."?) I snap back to reality and the first I tripped balls, but have since been as used to seeing you Mutilate/kill self/others as one can be. As far as the time OCD, If its 12:59:54 and some one says Its 1:00, I GET PISSED and automatically correct them. I always have a watch and update every week by 1 or 2 seconds, and I have like 3 clocks: 2 atomic self updating and 1 wall digital. if you add in my phone and iPod its 5. Trust me, its 5 and counting.
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Posted: Sun Mar 29, 2009 7:57 pm
Next time you start getting urges to hurt yourself or others, call your local emergency number. See the suicide crisis sticky in this very forum.
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Posted: Sun Apr 12, 2009 11:07 am
I agree with Dr. Awkward, next time you feel that way please refer to the sticky we have placed in this thread. Also tell someone who you love and care about, so that you get the help you need. Best of luck to you.
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Posted: Sun Apr 19, 2009 12:50 pm
so the next time chronos tells me to kill myself I call suicide hotline and say "The voice in my head told me to kill myself."?
Heres our most common convo:
Chronos: Kill your self
Me: nah
do it
The knife is ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE room
so
I'm too lazy to do it
I ******** hate you
Meh
or if I have the knife
Flip open the knife
Uh, aright (opens it less its a plain knife)
stab yourself (now I get the visual of me stabbing myself)
No
No
that'd hurt
so it'd be over quickly.
still hurt
do it
no
why not
well Eragon hasn't finished
I hate you so much i will eat your soul
betcha ******** you. you say it you die.
f**
(Now he's just Pissed off.)
(Not punctuated for a reason...)
Happens more than I'd like it too...
Little side info, the rifts in the siggy is me.
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Posted: Wed Apr 22, 2009 3:58 pm
Disorder Rating Information Paranoid: Moderate Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: High Dependent: Low Obsessive-Compulsive: High WHEEE, I'M AVOIDANT!!!
THIS BE TEST!
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Posted: Mon Apr 27, 2009 9:39 am
IceQueenMizore Disorder Rating Information Paranoid: Moderate Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: High Dependent: Low Obsessive-Compulsive: High WHEEE, I'M AVOIDANT!!!
THIS BE TEST!In any case, I took the test just for shits and giggles. Disorder | Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: High Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: High URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mvURL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html
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