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 Posted: Thu Mar 12, 2009 5:52 pm
12 March, 2009
It's weird. Every so often, my right hand will randomly fall asleep. It's kind of annoying and starting to worry me a little.
So last night, I randomly found that I couldn't communicate with my brother or do anything involving my gifts. this was right after leaving the public pool at around 2AM or so (We'd gone for a couple hours after Amy got off work) I also had the feeling that if I pushed to escape the block or if anyone tried to access me, they'd set off a trap that could be potentially dangerous.
As soon as we got home I had Amy call our friend Jhessie, who checked around me and defused the trap enough that it would fizzle out without actually being set off. I was lucky that she was able to do that, to be honest.
The rest of the night was rather uneventful until we decided to go to bed. I don't know exactly what time that was. But Amy got up to go to the bathroom and while she was gone, I had a feeling of danger. Upon sitting up I could see various shapes and I became of the fact that my brother was fighting things off. He's resting now and seems quite exhausted, but he won't leave my side. I still haven't figured out what was involved in the sudden attack, which is a little disconcerting. I'm convinced they came through the previously "dormant" vortex however. That in itself is worrisome.
I have something very bad after me, and it has been this way since the one past life that I am aware of. I don't recommend that anyone get too close to me until I have sorted the situation out. The last thing I want is for someone to get hurt because of me. I've already dragged my wife and a few friends into it, and that's already too many people.
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Posted: Fri Apr 03, 2009 4:59 pm
this is Matthew.I don't feel like having Michelle sign out of her account for me to write this.
I've told her not to drink coffee when she's under stress. It makes her jittery and sick to her stomach. I can tell she is agitated but I've been far too busy trying to defend her to calm her nerves...I almost wish she could contact some of the others to help me protect her in times like this.
Recently Michelle has come upon some dangerous information, and I worry that she may not know how to handle this. She gets scared easily and feels overwhelmed if she doesn't understand everything right away. She's a smart girl, but not always quick to think. She used to be good at puzzles but now it takes her multiple tries to sove even simple problems. I think it is because she hasn't been sleeping well. Can you blame her though? She is only 20 years old but she's dealing with things that many older and more experienced people do not understand and cannot confront. And she does it with only me and an angel, and the angel is not exclusively her own guide, even. He is in charge of many humans, and it is an accident of naming and her devotion that has even forged the connection she does have with him.
Well, it's no matter. I think even angels would fear what we are up against this time. Of course it would be Michelle who would be the last in the bloodline destined to fight this battle. And it is the final battle. She has to grow up fast if she hopes to do her part in this fight.
Of course I will help her.
But in the end, my job is to make her strong enough to handle herself. As much as I protect her I know she will have only her own skill and determination to help her, and she and the other humans involved will feel alone...
As guides and protectors, we try to lend our strength, but we are limited in what we are permitted to meddle in...
I hope she will be strong enough.
I pray that she will be safe.
May all of you rise victorious.
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Posted: Wed Apr 29, 2009 8:17 pm
29 April 2009
This morning, at about 4-4:30 ish, I was laying in bed trying to go to sleep. My wife works night shift so we generally stay up late...but lately she has been falling asleep within a couple of hours of coming home, if I'm lucky to have her attention that long, so I've started playing harvest moon until I get tired.
But last night I just couldn't sleep. I was tired but Amy was talking in her sleep again, and even when she was quiet I couldn't drift off.
That's when I saw a flash and I was out for somewhere between 10 and 30 minutes. When I came to my senses, I was achy all over and felt like I had been...how can I put this gently...grossly mistreated.
I know what attacked me, they've been in my house before but have been taken care of before they got to attack. This time I didn't notice it fast enough to take care of it and I am sure it's still in my house.
I was raped by an incubus last night.
I'm not hurt. Minorly exhausted, but that is the nature of the incubi, they drain your energy to keep themselves going. But if my research proves correct..it could be bad...
Well we will see how it turns out, won't we?
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