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ShadowsCursed Vice Captain
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 Posted: Fri Mar 06, 2009 1:36 pm
2/23
Incubus.
I'll be honest. I've believed for about a year now in certain spirits. Incubus/Sucubus...not so much.
This is the night that poor Meniewe and I came face to face with a group of Incubus. I've returned to the guild, more as a warning.
Right now ask OUT LOUD for your guide to be with you in your dreams.
Sadly, this was one of the few nights that Meniewe did not.
The dream was disturbing to say the least. We all know what incubi are stereotyped to do, and it followed along those lines. The next morning I was weepy and felt as if I had just undergone some serious stress.
Meniewe caught the last part of the dream, knew what had happened, but it was too late to stop it.
The link had been opened and we were now in the presence of an incubus who intended on doing me physical harm now. I watched almost helplessly as Meniewe's face was torn at and I felt nearly numb feeling like I could do nothing.
The abilities I had picked up, felt drained from...
that dream.
Meniewe managed to come out alright, and with all the spirits in our home, the incubus made his was out fairly quickly. A guardian angel stood in front of the window staring out half expecting him to show up again.
He did, but we managed to do our healings long after my energy had returned and I felt a little more...like myself.
PLEASE ASK YOUR SPIRIT GUIDES TO BE WITH YOU IN DREAMS. EVEN IF YOU HAVE YET TO MAKE CONTACT.
Meniewe's follow up:
I missed this guild. We felt we had done a lot of good, but a member took advantage and used stacia for their own benefit.
you should not ever call upon someone else's guide. much harm had been done to stacia, where we lost her for a few moments in life. She was cursed because that link had been made. do not call another guide. i was gone from her side just long enough for the curse to be made and to watch as she was nearly strangled by her own covers.
be safe. i will always provide protection to those who call on me here. but i will no longer be physically present. i will not lose the best things in my life.
the link can be opened, but i will send an un named spirit to do what it is that needs to be done.
i can not cause stacia any more pain.
cheers.
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Posted: Fri Mar 06, 2009 2:58 pm
2/26
We had snow. Again.
No big surprise, but I was out shoveling acting like a goof ball as Meniewe watched me from the garage door.
I come inside and climb up the stairs.
As I open the door, a small creature on four legs zips past from right to left. It looked greyish, and as I got into the house I looked to the right again. My cat was sleeping on top of the sofa, not running...she was fast asleep.
It was WAY too small to be my dog.
So I look to the left, and instead of with my eyes my third eye picks up my small dragon. He's looking around sheepishly like he just got busted.
Meniewe wants to be the first one to "man" which is be physical. But I was so elated, there is no question that it was my little dragon. He's been much more active lately having a new love interest and a few other dragons to chase around the house.
Sometimes I get the feeling of him, or one of the other dragons climbing up me to perch on my head or shoulders.
Meniewe's Reaction:
sure? ha. ok. looked like a large mouse. ha. the blue dragon became physical and was chasing after another dragon within the house. if she was a few second earlier she might have seen another pinkish one aside from the greyish blue she saw.
he lovvveees stacia. he climbs up her back and watches her write and play. he comes in and sleeps at her feet. we've been preparing stacia for some scary moments.
i'm manning, and she'll be face to face with the monster she's fallen in love with.
hah. anyways, we're really interested in the new members. stacia's been picking up some strong energy from one in particular. she feels a link from a past life. if you've felt it to, post here.
our journal is open for comments. alawys
NOTE FROM STACIA: Vampires lose all grammar skills.
I will beat you. love you. game on. i will be perfect with grammar now.
see?
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ShadowsCursed Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 09, 2009 9:18 pm
3/9/09
We lost. hah. lie.
Here I am, vampire and lovesick fool.
I've been awful to her, just awful.
I woke up today, watching her tears flow freely the day before. She cried. Over me.
It wasn't the first time that she has, but this time I felt sympathetic and knew I could not bring hurt anymore.
So I laid there and watched her sleep. The day went perfect.
Energy increases, past life memories and love spilling onto me.
I've never felt so free from my lies, awful habits and cruel unfeeling tendencies.
I can look at her, not feeling regret or afraid that she'll find out.
And she still loves me.
Loves.
A monster.
I'm a vampire, who denied loves, death and responsibility.
Now this simple, laid back and fiesty blonde has turned me upside down.
I love.
I live.
And I'm responsible for one thing:
Her happiness.
I will see that she is.
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Posted: Fri Mar 20, 2009 1:21 pm
3/20/09
I had a nightmare last night that my mother passed away.
Of course, my reaction in the dream was of absolute mourning and screaming.
A group of children came to comfort me within the dream. I now recognize them as the children spirits within my home. The circled me as I was on my knees and embraced me.
Without warning in the dream it seemed to skip back to my actual bed. At the time I didn't realize this was my gift of viewing and experiencing spirits. But my mother stood at the end of my bed as a spirit, and I believe at this point I was between being awake and asleep.
I could literally feel the bed being pressed down and someone crawling over me to take their place beside me. At the time I believed it was a part of my dream that became real. I could literally SMELL my mother. You know...that comforting smell you get as you hug your mom or someone you love.
I thought that it was a part of my dream, that her spirit just returned to comfort me until I LITERALLY heard what I thought was her say "Good night Stace."
And I woke myself up by speaking "I love you mummy."
At that time I realized I was awake, my mom was fine. And in the place where my mom was in my dream was vampire san where he always sleeps. He was awake and was comforting me. I told him and he said it was him that just crawled back into bed and that he actually said "Good night Stace." But for some reason I saw and heard, not him but my mother.
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ShadowsCursed Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Mar 25, 2009 12:25 pm
March 24
Stacia lay asleep beside me when I finally began to speak. See, I've been communicating with telepathy. She knows who to hear it, so there's no use in talking. If I talk I risk having her hear me.
My friend was in the room last night and I spoke aloud. Her heart began to race and her eyes fluttered a bit. I'm sure now that she wasn't asleep at all.
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Posted: Sun Mar 29, 2009 6:48 am
I was fast asleep last night when I was awoken. Something said something and woke me, vampire san and our friend right up.
He turned out to be a loving demon, but someone had sent him to put a death curse on me. Which had been done. I asked him if this was the life he wanted, and after talking to him he turned out to just want to live his own life not being pushed around and told what to do.
I performed a small healing after he began hating himself for what he had done to me. Then I cleared the link between him and this "man" who clearly wanted me dead.
He seemed to have blessed my home after he left with some sort of loving energy. Everyone seems to feel it around a lot more this morning.
And please don't freak out, the curse was child's play. Easily removed last night.
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ShadowsCursed Vice Captain
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ShadowsCursed Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Apr 04, 2009 2:23 pm
Yea,
So I've been doing a lot of thinking about quite a bit.
Now I'm very fearful about my birthday 12/21/2012
Whatever, it's probably a coincidence that someone wrote my birthday for the end of the world and the fact that the spirits call me....nevermind.
It's not a big deal about who I am, but my concern lies within protecting those that I know I can. The one I dread seems to have targeted a guild member. Small world. VERY small world.
I have many things to consider; safety being the first.
How can I, being as experienced as I am help prevent possessions?
Teach. It's a matter of loving and accepting the fact that hate opens up a soul to be pushed from it's vessel. There ya go. Short and sweet, love grips onto a vessel and the only way it could be given up is if it's given up willingly. Love everything, straight down to that nasty crap on the dinner plate. I've had several possessions of my own, a few nearly lethal. Love and my guides is the ONLY reason I'm still alive.
What can I stress to people?
Don't do astral travel. Communicate with your guides. Connect with more guides. Do not think about ANY evil entities, at all. Just think about your family, friends and loved ones. It may seem like ignorance, but there is no use in opening any links to evil entities that aren't necessary. This INCLUDES anything from horror movies too, I'm staying away from them for the fact that I could attract similar spirits to me. Then with them being attracted....they bring their friends. So, watch the nauseating love stories and nice things....fill your mind with something other than negative entities.
PRACTICE YOUR PSI SKILLS!
I'm decent at the psy, but there are a few others in the guild who are so great at psi and have a gift for teaching it. Ask around.
I don't mean to cause panic, but I'm in a state of fear myself. I will come away in 2012 just fine, I sense that very easily. But I fear for everyone else here, whom I've become quite attached to.
Please take this suggestions seriously. 3 years isn't that long in the eyes of an immortal or spirit. Now is the time to practice your skills like it's your job...not a hobby.
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