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Broken No Longer Vice Captain
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 Posted: Sat Jan 24, 2009 3:47 pm
The last 2 days have been sudden Hell...
My step mom got sick of my dad and brothers bull and she couldnt' handle it anymore, so she took my little step sister and left this morning.
It's effecting me more than my dad and brother, all my dad is doing is bashing lynne, and my little brother is as happy as can be cause lynne actually punished him...
But me on the other hand... Lynne was so great to me... She turned my life completly around, she saved me from a life with my dad and brothers of where I was the only one to get in trouble and stuff...
I've been locked in my room pretty much all day crying. I can't handle this... Lynne told me tho, if I wanted I can live with her when she finds her own place if I want(she is with my older step brother and step sister right now.). And she told me that I was the only one she considered her step child. She told me that she loves me as if I were her own, and wishes I were her own. She sees that I must be exactly like my mom because my brothers are exactly like my dad... Selfish and lazy and.. just ugh!
But i don't know what to do I'm staying at my house right now because if I left with Lynne my dad would feel abandond and like I hate him...
He is blaming this all on her... And all he is doing is bashing her cause he can't blame himself he always has to be the vicim. He asked if I wanted to go to dinner with him and my little brother, so I decided yeah. But the intire time I wanted to punch my brothers face in and my dad just sat there bashing lynne. I just bit my tounge and didn't say a word until the car...
In the car he was like "did lynne even come down and say good bye to you?" and I said "yeah. She told me so she loves me and she will always be there for me if I needed." And he was like "Yeah don't count on that!"
So I got home and had a long convo with her on the phone and she promised me that she is there for me and she could never leave me behind and abandon me. She can easily abandon my brothers cause she hates them but she loves me. I belive her... And I don't know what I'm going to do... I have to work in like 40 mins... Buut I don't know if I could even stop crying...
I'm going to try... Sorry for this long topic.. I need to rant and for some reason it helps me a lot more to type and rant than talk and rant. I think it's cause when I type and rant I can pretend that the keys are my little brother's face and i'm just punching him!! ugh... Honeslty I have absolutly no respect for my brothers any more.. I had little before, but now I"m just going to deny that they are even related to me.
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Posted: Sat Jan 24, 2009 4:42 pm
*hugs Christy tight I am so sorry hun *prays
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Posted: Sat Jan 24, 2009 4:58 pm
I can't give you much advice but I can offer you a hug. *squeezes tight*
That really sucks.
I would probably go live with her half the time and father the other time...
but maybe you shouldn't, I mean, you're going to be leaving home next year anyway...
but hopefully you can see her often.
And eventually, the bashing should subside a bit.
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Posted: Mon Jan 26, 2009 7:19 pm
*hugs* I can offer little advice as well, but just know every single one of us is here for you and whenever you need to rant feel free to rant it here to pms us. I think I can speak for everyone else when I say we are all ears.
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Broken No Longer Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 6:24 pm
Well my dad's being a d**k. He told my step mom that she has to get EVERYTHING out of the house YESTERDAY! But he wouldn't lift a finger to help her.
She had her son helping till school got out, when me, my step sister, my step sister's friend, and her cousin started to help.
My dad i don't think apperciated me helping. He would have rather had me sit there and watch like he and my brother were doing.
Then we FINALLY got everything out and Lynne was just vacumming my step sisters empty room. I was in my room folding some laundry, and my step mom walked in and started crying.
She was like "Christy! I don't want to leave you! I feel so bad" I hugged her and was like "It's ok, I'll be fine. If I won't I will call or text you don't worry."
Then she hugged me tired and said "Please, when I get an apartment consider moving in with me! I don't want to worry about you every night!"
I told her I planned on it. And she really is worrying about me, nothing has hapend though. But I get a text from her at least twice a day asking how everything is going.
I love her... And I can't live here.... I need to get out... And I will once she finds a place to settle down for good. My dad's not going to like it, but he will get over it over time. He still has my 2 stupid brothers...
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 6:27 pm
We shall pray for you Christy.
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 6:37 pm
How could they STAY??!
at least go OUT while this is being done!
I hope that she is able to find a place to stay soon.
;____;
good luck.
;_;
*huggle*
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:42 pm
I'd take Lynn's Offer.
I know what your Dad, and your Brother's are like, I knew this since I met you.
And I think you'd regret it if you didn't take Lynn's Offer Personally. :/
Just tell your dad you love him and every thing, but you don't think you can live with him.
I don't know if that's great advise, but that's what I'd probably do.
I feel like yelling at your Brothers and your dad!
If I were there I totally would, too!!
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:46 pm
*Reads your second Post*
Sweet! XD
I hope she's getting a place soon too.
I'm so sorry for every thing though Christy!
Devorce is so hard. I hope every thing gets okay soon. >.<;;;
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