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 Posted: Mon Jan 12, 2009 10:37 pm
Jan. 12Well, it seems I've given up in school, and I don't care. I'm getting closer to a certain guy in my life, considering moving in with him when I get a job and out of school... But the negative thing is, once I get close to someone my certain ticks come out... Extreme random jealousy which is usually unjustified, crying when they try to leave, beating them down when I'm upset and then turning around and feeling guilty... Oi, I'm hoarding sharp objects, as a fall back to a bad day, it's all I can think about! Med's still don't work, at 70mg of prozac, I doubt 10 more mg is going to do much, so yay another dead end. I haven't seen shrinks in awhile, though that doesn't do much good. Whatever, another shitty year.
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Posted: Tue Jan 13, 2009 9:33 am
I once saw on tv how those meds can cause a depression and are highly addicting.
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Posted: Tue Jan 13, 2009 1:27 pm
MarrieMarin I once saw on tv how those meds can cause a depression and are highly addicting. Well I'm already depressed, and every drug has some sort of addictive quality, 80mg is the highest dose given, so I don't think I'll be staying on it for long.
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Posted: Wed Jan 14, 2009 6:24 pm
Which guy would this be? o-O
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Posted: Wed Jan 14, 2009 7:13 pm
-Sniffle-Doodle- Which guy would this be? o-O The one that doesn't string my emotions around like a ******** pony
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Posted: Thu Jan 15, 2009 3:54 pm
You strongly remind me of the girl I like.
If the guy you're with honestly loves you,
He'll still be around after all the beatings.
Just try to be completely truthful.
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Posted: Sat Jan 17, 2009 7:46 pm
Jonny Wobbles You strongly remind me of the girl I like.
If the guy you're with honestly loves you,
He'll still be around after all the beatings.
Just try to be completely truthful. Is that bad? And I am..
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Posted: Sat Jan 24, 2009 6:32 pm
Jan 24;
Been really tired lately... Guess that's it.
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Posted: Mon Feb 02, 2009 8:12 pm
Feb 2
I feel like strangling something..
So, I got some of the diagnosis today..
Oppositional Defiant Disorder
ADHD
Dysthymic Disorder
Bipolar- Possible
Panic Disorder
Anxiety Disorder
Social Anxiety-Possible
I'm happy as s**t rolleyes
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2009 6:32 pm
March 08
I've been so angry lately, and acting out without realizing it, my mother had to lock the door and scream at me to stop because I was about to get out of the car and start ******** with this b***h who didn't wanna stop at the stop sign. It's like I snap. Every single person I'm around, except for my friend Conar. I feel like ripping my head off. And yet, I'm on 80 mg of Prozac, they said irritability came with my anxiety.. I'm NOT having any sort of anxiety with these rages, it's just PURE rage, where I get bothered by the littlest things... it'll fester and fester and fester. I wake up feeling like I want to blow my brains out, I've been getting random mood swings a lot as well.. I never sleep more then 5 hours, even with 75 mg of sleeping pills in me.. I'm finished with school, I can't be bothered with it right now. Anyway..been awhile.
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