♥. somewhere, maybe you'll be thinking of me.
Tell me I'm on your mind.
Piano solos in which I feel underpressure
and pleased because I am noticed in the
sense that I know you're looking, waiting
for me to tell you if I like it and I do but
I just don't want to make you think I'm
retarded or something. If you agree, do
you think I'm just doing it to make small
talk or is it because you know I really like
them because of how I look so enthused
and I really believe I do because you don't
know how long I've been waiting to talk to
you. I waited for a whole year plus some
extra time and just recently you started
talking to me and I feel like I met my new
best friend and it is the most amazing thing
that I can't even lose words and I can still
be myself and color with my colored pencils
that I spent too much money on. You are like
someone I once knew and loved very much
but now that bridge is a bit crumbly and I
don't want to push or it'll break again so
please don't let me make a fool of myself
and do try to let me get close before you
go away. I will make sure I can stay close
enough so I can talk and hang out in the
sense where we are so close that I'm just
rambling and making stuff up.
thinking of how we could be.
