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 Posted: Sun Nov 23, 2008 3:40 pm
The first time I got plastered
Was awsome and calming.
I was dizzy and shaking,
All I could do was talk and talk,
Talk about how I wanted you,
Loved you and need you.
I told my boyfriend
I love you,
Promising to my friends
That it's only a friendship love
Yet I sit here wondering if that is the truth,
Wondering if you feel the same.
Our bestfriend for years sits and grows weary
Of this sudden liking I've taken to you.
But my boy toy understands that I love my friends,
Oh so dear,
And could never love anyone else
The way I love him.
My friends understand,
But will the one I confessed to love
And our friend who has been there the longest
One day see the truth?
I spoke my mind,
I also spoke the truth,
I love him,
A friend,
As a friend,
Nothing more.
Is that so wrong?
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Posted: Mon Nov 24, 2008 6:39 pm
Around and around
Goes my head.
Spinning in circles
Am I dead?
This feeling numbs my core,
I lay in the bathroom,
Then wonder what for
As I vomit the answer:
A smile returns to this face
As I stand and take my place.
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Posted: Sun Nov 30, 2008 9:29 pm
That second one reminds me of the night I decided to not drink anymore. Waking up beside the toilet in a puddle of vomit isn't fun at all x.x
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 11:06 am
the first time I drank,
what the ******** did I thank?
well lets see, it was a long time ago
ten year or so,
I felt this strange buzzing,
everything was fuzzing,
the taste was rum,
proof 151,
my age was eight,
and I had sealed my fate
knowing the life ahead of me,
I thanked a tree,
for pulling me out,
of all my doubt.
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Posted: Thu Jul 07, 2011 10:21 am
LunarHybrid Around and around Goes my head. Spinning in circles Am I dead? This feeling numbs my core, I lay in the bathroom, Then wonder what for As I vomit the answer: A smile returns to this face As I stand and take my place. this reminds me of one of my trips very vivid, the imagery is amazing.
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 4:57 pm
o-chief alotta LunarHybrid Around and around Goes my head. Spinning in circles Am I dead? This feeling numbs my core, I lay in the bathroom, Then wonder what for As I vomit the answer: A smile returns to this face As I stand and take my place. this reminds me of one of my trips very vivid, the imagery is amazing. thanks ^_^
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