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This morning I did what I always do;
Woke up, wandered around the house aimlessly, checked Myspace.
You changed your status again.
Another happy one, that's 3 times this weekend, maybe a new record.
But I realized, just as I did yesterday and the day before, it's not because of me.
All the times you have changed it to something upbeat and positive, I've had nothing to do with it.
I am never the cause of your happiness.
And as much as that hurts me, it's even more painful to not know what it is exactly that made you so happy.
I'm so jealous. I'm so lost. I'm so sad.
I'm so sorry.