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So.. to explain my situation you have to know atleast the names of my 'friends'.

*clears throat* One. There is my roommate: M&M. Two. There is my neighbor: Em. Three. There is my neighbor's friend: Jake. Four. There is a guy who became all of our friends at once: Spencer. I think that Em is cool, cause I don't see her as often as my roomie, M&M, yet everytime I see Em and my roomie and I hang with Em, Jake or Spencer is there. No, I'm not sexist, its just that situation there. Jake and Spencer are half in love with Em. So... it gets awkward when BOTH are there with Em... and my roomie and I have to watch this crap all play out. Where Spence and Jake try to get Em's attention, and it gets so annoying and so frustrating and I wanna rip my hair out and I wanna kick both of them in the face.

ONLY! I'm glad that Jake has gotten use to the idea that Em, has a boyfriend, YES! I know what?! yeah. Em, has a boyfriend before meeting Spence or Jake. Lame, no? I get annoyed with that too. And they both know she's taken. Yet.. arugh... well Jake has gotten around to recognizing me and my roomie and how much we hang out with Em too. It's cool. but Spence?! No! He keeps flirting and only inviting Em to the plays we ALL want to see. ARUGH! What a jerk. He's invited Em, "as a friend," to like six different plays! And, me or M&M or Jake has never been invited.. and we are supposedly his "friend," too. Anywho... I get to see all this crap play out for a month now and I'm so annoyed with it.. cause we hang out all the time after classes, like for dinner and stuff, and I don't know if I can take it anymore! D:

Em is like the coolest person, and she's so artsy and whimsical and "whoo!" in a good way. But, she REFUSES, though she secretly knows, and I know she knows, to believe that Spence is being over-friendly. Just the other week Em came to me and roomie to say Spence confessed to liking her! OMG! what a Un-surprise! What's worse this weekend is that her boyfriend is over for the weekend and Jake is being an emo boy over it and so refuses to hang out with anyone, even me or roomie, and spence is so upset he refuses to come up to our floor for the next week. With spence I don't mind, can he can be very over-flirtatios, but with Jake I feel sorry for cause he ain't the kind o' guy to be more open with his feelings... but I know. *sigh* I feel like I'm in one of those stuuupid t.v. shows like the Hills or some crap like that... I wish I wasn't able to so easily sense the awkwards stuff going around when we all meet up... but I can't help it.. gawd dam mit D: