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 Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 7:39 pm
I've almost begun to hate myself again.
I want to cry for no reason but to cleanse myself of my "emotions" but I've always been unable to cry.
I'm writing more, which is always a sign of something bad.
I was going to write this long post.
But then I realize, there's no way to describe what I'm feeling.
I like to think I'm crazy.
Maybe I really am.
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Posted: Thu Oct 02, 2008 2:19 pm
Its never a good thing to hate yourself. I use to do that all the time and it just makes things worse. so..if you don't mind me asking what is the problem here?
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Oct 03, 2008 4:57 am
Sounds like frustration and confusion to me. You're NOT going crazy, that I promise you. You need to take some time for yourself - do something you really want to for you.
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Posted: Sat Oct 04, 2008 8:16 pm
Really? Because I often think that I am. And I know that if someone says something about themselves like that, its usually not true. But I can't help but wonder.
I don't hate myself I guess. I've mellowed out since I wrote that. But things for me are just kinda weird I guess. Lots of paranoia. Lots of just writing random s**t. Lots of ******** craziness.
But it rained today and I got pissed off at someone I love. (which is something i rarely do) So today was really normal and it feels nice.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Oct 10, 2008 9:30 pm
Paranoia. Now there's a familiar face. Try to ignore it as much as you reasonably can.
Sounds like things are better. I hope they continue to improve for you.
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Posted: Tue Dec 02, 2008 11:01 pm
If that doesnt work for you there is always plan B, embrace it, I mean, we are all a little weird, in the end who is really"normal"? accept and love yourself for who you are, but never stop trying to improve yourself, loving yourself is a life-long romance.
And being a little bit crazy is sometimes even sexy, the Joker is hot, or so I've been told, and he is not "a little" crazy...
All in all, people who care for you will accept you for who you are, maybe you should trust more on them and try that too smile
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Dec 03, 2008 8:38 pm
Its true, I for one love you for who you are.
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Posted: Wed Dec 03, 2008 9:49 pm
Thanks guys. But I do have to say, aside from regular arguments with my father, things are actually going really well right now.
But I do appreciate the support.
Love you all!
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 3:33 am
"Love is in the air, every time..."
Why each time I am stuck with a song on my head spurting from a phrase it always has to be a 60'd dong? I mean, isnt it enough that i am the elder around? lol. sure I dont act like it, ok ok, I am straying off topic again here, just wanted to say I for one am glad you are part of my virtual life, I will not say the same as L_E_G or your botfriend will want my head on a platter, but in any case I just wanted to say you are remarkable and I hold you in extremely high esteem smile
As for L_E_G... maybe when not making fun of me xd
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 3:54 pm
lol. Thanks Ives, It means the world.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 12:39 am
I'm glad to hear it Clem and the odd argument is completely natural. Healthy even.
Ives I never make fun of you. I think.
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 12:05 pm
I am just messing a little bit with you L_E_G, I mean, snce you are likely the person I respond to and by on the guild it is obvious we are likely the pair of users who disagree the most, and by that sheer comparison also ythe ones wo agree the most times too, so I was just joking about that one, I mean, you have always treated me with a lot of respect, I hope I have posted on those same standards smile
Clem, dont think too much about it, I mean, we are your friends for a reason smile just smile and you will keep us all very happy.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 9:29 pm
Hahaha I know and don't worry you have. To be honest though when you first made an appearance you caught me completely off guard with how well you just jumped into threads and stuff.
smile
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 11:48 pm
little_evil_goth Hahaha I know and don't worry you have. To be honest though when you first made an appearance you caught me completely off guard with how well you just jumped into threads and stuff.
smile How well I jumped into topics? I thought I was absolutely random xd. But I am very happy we share a similar method of both thinking and posting, you have commitment and I respect that a lot.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 06, 2008 10:02 pm
IvesRountree little_evil_goth Hahaha I know and don't worry you have. To be honest though when you first made an appearance you caught me completely off guard with how well you just jumped into threads and stuff.
smile How well I jumped into topics? I thought I was absolutely random xd. But I am very happy we share a similar method of both thinking and posting, you have commitment and I respect that a lot.
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