Our group is meeting at 11:30ish.
I got over here at 6:30am.
I might have to stay until 7pm.
I didn't sleep well last night. I woke up every hour on the hour.

I hope I see my boyfriend today; but I doubt it. At least now I know we're on good terms, after Friday night. Maybe he'll be off today and pick me up early. I'm afraid to even ask, in case he doesn't answer and I get upset again.
I'm too forgiving, and I know it. I never thought this would be me, staying/needing someone who so obviously wronged me.
Oh well, I dug my own grave.

And now I know that Scott isn't going to beat my boyfriend to a pulp, because I made him promise not to. I'd never get Eric or Josh to do that (promise not to).