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 Posted: Fri Aug 01, 2008 1:51 pm
My father disappeared when I was 4 months old, I used to try to get in touch with him, but gave up after a few years. My mother always hated males since my father left, and over the years has grown more and more worse cause of it. She despises her own son because of the fact that I am a male, and has gone so far as to beat me, abuse me mentally and physically, and finally kick me out a month or so ago. My sister has always sided with my mother, and thus was always treated like any other daughter would be. My mother was there for my sister but never for me. Just earlier today my sis told me to choke on my vomit and die, the reason why: none, it was unprovoked, she just called, said it, and hung up.
That is the story of my family life more or less. I've always been on my own and just put up with it as normally as I could. Usually just stuffing the pain down and painting a smile on my face for others. Whenever someone asked me about my family, I'd just say it's complicated. That's the only word that I can use to describe it politely: complicated. Should I put up with it the way I do? No. But I've never had any other choices. So now, here I am, 18 and unable to work cause of physical disabilities, unable to go to college cause I'm too poor and never graduated, and unable to afford any of my surgeries or doctor appoitments, let alone my glasses that I broke a few hours ago in the middle of a breakdown.
Needless to say, I won't be on for awhile, too much stress in my shitty life. I hope you guys understand...
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Posted: Sat Aug 02, 2008 7:40 am
That's terrible.
I hope you'll be all right, please try to stay strong. I doubt that there's much I can do, but if there is anything feel free to contact me.
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Posted: Sat Aug 02, 2008 12:26 pm
Oh dear, I do apologize for such troubled times you're going through sir. I know you and I haven't been formally introduced, nor met none the less, but I do wish you my undying wishes for your safety. You know, I can't say that you and I are going through the exact same things, but I do know how you feel and what you're going through on a much more minor level. I'm not here to say my life is worse than yours, or vice versa, but I do hope that you are going through this day by day.
Just as Nyzz says above me, stay strong, that is all you can do now. Just bide up hope, and hold out.
As stated before, we haven't been formally introduced, but please, feel free at any time to message me should you feel alone, or need advice, or just to vent.
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 1:31 am
I'm so sorry love. Please if you need anything get in contact with us we're always here for you.
*hugs*
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jan 04, 2009 7:45 pm
...-hugs- You could really use one of those about now. And I'm huggy anyways. You need to talk I'll listen.
Other than that all I really have to say is a quote from something else: "This is the generation of fancier houses, but broken homes...."
We're just building ourselves up a funeral pyre here.... Ain't many families that I'd say were actually families anymore... Watch and see. That'll be the death of us all...
Anyways getting off my social comentary kick here. If you need somebody to talk to man I'm here. I haven't been through nearly all you've been through....but I know what a broken family is like. That I understand.
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Posted: Sun Jan 04, 2009 8:50 pm
I don't think that nauone should have to go through s**t like that. Look, you can go and get a fafsa, and get free money from the government for college. FASFA.org, not .com. and they give grants to anyone who fills out the forms. Everyone has the right to better themselves through education.
Stuffing the pain down isn't good for you. You need an outlet, even if it is writing ******** You 50 million times down on paper.... or breaking bottles against a brick wall. Either way, an outlet is the best thing to help with breakdowns.
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Posted: Tue Feb 17, 2009 7:33 pm
I can't say I'm going through the same thing and would be able to understand 100%, but if you'd like I will listen to what you have to say, just contact me and I'll reply! I promise!
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Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 9:10 am
That's how it was for my dad.
But his dad didn't disappear... he did a lot worse.
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