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 Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 7:24 pm
Theres so many phalosiphys,morals,little pointless sayings.
It's so stressfull going through a heart break it's achually not depressing me any more it's just pissing me off!
That I have to go though this agian.
It's frustrugting I just wanna stay in bed for months and just be over this. I've seemed to have lost all my friend and I'm alone, they've eather moved or moved on with there lives with out me.
I am alone now just sitting in my room watching chick flicks thinking of all the love I felt with my last love and I realy don't want to live any more, I don't see the point anymore.
I"ve never lived for myself and now I have no one to live for, I don't know how to live for myself I never seem to want anything.
I'm sick of people and there moodes and pushing me around. The next person who tryes to just have sex with me or just gets pissed I just wanna puch them in the face!
I don't know why I"m saying this here but theres a reson I know there is.
Hold on to what you have or you could end up like me.
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Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 7:54 pm
I've actually learned about that saying the hard way as well. I'm not about to tell my life issues, but I will say this. You will regret, but the more you do the more you will die inside. This is life, and we were all born into this world with a purpose and with personalized hardships. To continue to live in this world you will have to grow some strength. Get back up and start from scratch. It will be hard I know, but if you strive your efforts won't be wasted. Sometimes being alone can be stressful, and the bullyings of others can kill you. If it's come to that then you have to fight it. It's alright to ask for help too. It may be harder for a female, since I am not one, but all I have to offer is someone to talk to. If you have troubles, you may talk with me anytime.
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Youre Awful I love you Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 8:54 pm
I lost the one and only love of my life, and I am still suffering through it. It's like, now, all the beautiful things in life no longer are beautiful, everthing is just gray. I don't see anything pleasant about life. I want to forget him, my head is begging me to but my heart holds on because there is still a part of me that beggs to try and make it work. I know he doesn't want me, and I dont blame him a bit for that, Everyday i wake up hating myself for not being more beautiful, for not being a better gf.
I know exactly how it feels. And I am so sorry someone else has to suffer the way I have been. I am always here if you need to talk.
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Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 9:00 pm
Youre Awful I love you I lost the one and only love of my life, and I am still suffering through it. It's like, now, all the beautiful things in life no longer are beautiful, everthing is just gray. I don't see anything pleasant about life. I want to forget him, my head is begging me to but my heart holds on because there is still a part of me that beggs to try and make it work. I know he doesn't want me, and I dont blame him a bit for that, Everyday i wake up hating myself for not being more beautiful, for not being a better gf. I know exactly how it feels. And I am so sorry someone else has to suffer the way I have been. I am always here if you need to talk. GOD, you're always like that...DAMMIT, I never said anything....I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT....GOD.... crying That just depresses me....you make me feel bad for not feeling bad about you feeling bad.... crying
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Youre Awful I love you Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 9:04 pm
Itachitothemax Youre Awful I love you I lost the one and only love of my life, and I am still suffering through it. It's like, now, all the beautiful things in life no longer are beautiful, everthing is just gray. I don't see anything pleasant about life. I want to forget him, my head is begging me to but my heart holds on because there is still a part of me that beggs to try and make it work. I know he doesn't want me, and I dont blame him a bit for that, Everyday i wake up hating myself for not being more beautiful, for not being a better gf. I know exactly how it feels. And I am so sorry someone else has to suffer the way I have been. I am always here if you need to talk. GOD, you're always like that...DAMMIT, I never said anything....I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT....GOD.... crying That just depresses me....you make me feel bad for not feeling bad about you feeling bad.... crying dont feel bad, we all know you dont care bout me, you have no idea all the times ive cried and couldnt sleep because I missed you so muhch. did you call to check on me? Did you message or email me to see if i was okay? No, cuz you had megan. You didnt care at all, you never have and never will. And thats fine Kevin, go be happy and forget about me, gosh...
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Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 9:41 pm
  ily heather and sorry I had to move away.
I'd be there right now but my parents, they are just ugh right now...
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Crash then Burn Vice Captain
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