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Hypomanic Poet Vice Captain
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 Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2005 8:18 pm
What I'm experiencing is hard to explain. I can try.
My body- especially my head, and my surroundings all feel as thoguh they've been inflated, and I keep thinking that it feels like putty or clay, somehow. My thoughts are derailing, as in I go from one topic to another in mid sentence, usually in my own mental dialogue. I don't think I could even actually attempt speech right now. If I tried to speak, who ever I'm speaking to would most likely be extremely confused. I'd give away my complete lack of sanity, as well. So I'm not talking. I can only write.
I keep thinking I should die, that I deserve to die, but its only half-hearted, really. I'm not depressed. At least not now.
I honestly have no idea what's going on. And all of this has happened before. I just dont know what it is.
Help?
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2005 7:54 pm
I'm not sure what to tell you...I wish I did. I'd talk to someone (your psychologist if you have one) about it. It sounds like it's scary...sometimes I'll dissociate (leave my body and go elsewhere), but that's not what this sounds like.
Sorry to be of so little help. Just thought I'd let you know I read.
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Hypomanic Poet Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 12:24 am
Amber Ocean I'm not sure what to tell you...I wish I did. I'd talk to someone (your psychologist if you have one) about it. It sounds like it's scary...sometimes I'll dissociate (leave my body and go elsewhere), but that's not what this sounds like.
Sorry to be of so little help. Just thought I'd let you know I read. Thanks. smile I don't have a psych yet, but I'm supposed to. I honestly think my doctor is lying to me.
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2005 8:50 am
Hypomanic Poet Amber Ocean I'm not sure what to tell you...I wish I did. I'd talk to someone (your psychologist if you have one) about it. It sounds like it's scary...sometimes I'll dissociate (leave my body and go elsewhere), but that's not what this sounds like.
Sorry to be of so little help. Just thought I'd let you know I read. Thanks. smile I don't have a psych yet, but I'm supposed to. I honestly think my doctor is lying to me.
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Posted: Fri Sep 30, 2005 7:08 pm
God, that's weird. I know very little about my own disease. I don't know what to tell ya. Best wishes.
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Posted: Sat Oct 01, 2005 10:14 pm
Whoa dude. That's some scary s**t. o.o
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Posted: Sat Oct 08, 2005 10:29 am
Why do you think your doctor is lying to you?
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