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 Posted: Fri Jul 11, 2008 9:31 am
I'm a free writer and express myself through my work.
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Posted: Fri Jul 11, 2008 10:13 am
The tears of which I cried leave me here to lye
with nothing but my memories to place me to sleep
where was I when I had the perfect person in my life
I sit here and wonder what was I thinking
I guess in some ways i'm not really sure where I belong
Should I stay here next to you
or swim around finding another
I can't seem to find my way to where I truely belong
There is no room for school anymore
I'm getting ready for placing myself in a job place
I wont live at home much longer
The fear that lives inside of me keeps me awake at night
there are some days I will dream of you but in a place where I wont lye
My dreams I'm afraid to live
I dont want to watch the cracsh and burn
But to live here in this moment being loved by you is a dream come true
I never left the face of the earth only the body of which I lye
I scream in tears of the fact of fearing to be alone
I hold myself from happyness but to be free I must let go
What can I do to help myself feel safer and more comfortable
I miss you so much
but what can I do I cant hear you
Your voice is fading someone please help me
I wish I could fix what I messed up so much
I'm sorry for all of this
I'll sit here and watch my tears fall from my eyes as life itself passes by
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Posted: Sat Jul 12, 2008 9:18 am
The light that shines from the heavens give me hope for the day
watching you walk on by like a dream that never wants to come true
I hold the light in my hands incasing it in stone
I place it around my neck holding it with me everyday
The street lights dime but I stay shinning bright
I clasp the hand that places me back in time
The world spins as fast as wind can blow
The sent of you with me stays with me where ever I go
Your my dream now why wont you come true?
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Posted: Sun Jul 13, 2008 6:01 pm
here I stand falling to pieces at your feet
how am i to hear your voice my sanction
your the person i inviewed on watching over me
your myone the true one that i will love
come and find me the one that i have searched so long for
call for me and hear my calls of all that i've cried
carry me to the ends of the earth
hold me in your arms there i want to stay
i want to know i'm loved and cared for the one sweet part of life
this faite has held me far
please come find me and save me from myself
i fear being alone and being there forever
come for me when life its self stands still
hold me in your arms where i will feel nothing but love
knowing your there next to me to cover and chase away all i fear
i'll be waiting here for you to come save me
set me free with you next to me
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 7:36 am
The One
There was a binding link between me and my friends
I took years to create
I have made several attepmts to make all my friends stay friends with me
But I tend to lose them along the way now I'm holding
These hands, these tears, these planes that seem to last for years.
My greastest fear is losing those people that I have made friends with Whether ignored or fallowed through I'm lost in my own guilt.
I always find my self falling in to the feeling of being left behind
And all alone knowing its not true.
What I want to know is who will stay my friend in this never ending place Who will help me move on in this heart aching path?
Are You ONE?
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Posted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 5:30 pm
The Sweetest Dream
I take these thoughts of what I once knew
Spill it out on the floor to view
I look at it closly and hold my dreams up high
Taking you into the night of which I flew so far
I take the hands of those I care about and hold my friends close
Making the series of this thought forgotten and never to be remembered
I write because it is passion
I write because it makes me feel free
And when I'm alone and afraid I write some more
It gives me light shines on the hope left to find
Shows me life that might be seen again one day
I walk with nothing but come so far
Why do I try to live this life
I cant seem to do anything right
I fail from so much
I try to be me but even that is wrong for myself to bare
I take the wounds I left behind reopening them
Letting life bare its self cause I dont know what is here for me
I'm lost in my mind
Lost in a world of lonelyness pain and sorrow
I and left with fear and try to stray with my own will
I walk with myself in these dreams of blue
Screaming for more people to be there
To be closer to the one I love
Why do I sit in this dream letting it last so long
I know there is better things to do
Better dreams to move on to
But I'd rather stay here and wait for the true calling of this life
I want to find my one
I will wait forever searching trying to find you
I just hope you find me soon
Because I dont want to be lost anymore
I dont want to be trapped here anymore
Set me free and watch me soar.
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Posted: Fri Jul 18, 2008 9:13 am
All I Ask
I hear my own screams echoing from deep within
I find myself running in circles leaving nothing
For me to really to think about in the end
I only wanted a boy that would love me and care about me
Show me how much I should be here, get to know me, be there
I had one that did that but it never lasted
I want to feel that love again
I want to feel happy and alive again
The pain of heart ach from when it breaks hurts so much
It feels like there wont be another to take that place
I have tried to heal from all the pain that I have had
So far its been ok I haven't let people in to much
I dont want wounds reopened
I want to hold ones hand that cares about me, knows me, makes me laugh
Where did he go where is that love
I wonder wil I ever feel that again
So much lost and I left to feel so lonely
I want to be loved and not alone anymore
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