Something suddenly came over me
To make me feel this way
I read an entire book
And I think I broke my heart.
I can't stop these feelings
Of how much I'm worth
I am sitting in the dark
My sidekick 3 in my hands
On Gaia telling you what I need
You still won't call me back
Even though I cried
I don't think I should care anymore.
The book breaks me down
And helps me realize my fear
It just doesn't matter anymore.
No one actually cares.
I feel I have no one left.
And the reality is a fact.
Even my someone is feeling alone.
So, I turn to you.
You are the one I am supposed to go to anyways.
You are busy with friends.
I really need you.
You can't be bothered.
You told me it was a bad time.
Fine.