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 Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 1:45 pm
Does anyone else sometimes feel like you have to lie and minipulate just to have a normal (or average) life? Cuz i feel like that pretty much all the time just to add to my distress is my mom constantly yelling at me. It all just makes me feel like s**t.
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 5:16 pm
Everyone tends to manipulate people to some extent, and we all lie about our feelings.
What's your age range? People of certain age groups tend to have more trouble with stuff like this than other people of different age groups.
Also, what is normal, hon? It's what you make it, isn't it?
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Posted: Tue May 06, 2008 12:29 pm
I'm 14 but i know what it means to be normal, to have an average life. I used to, before my ablilitys started to grow. To be able to walk down the street and know that your not any differnt than the person walking twords you. To just be able to relax and enjoy life and not lie to the people you care about. To be able not just to pretend but to know truely that every thing is ok. I've wanted that life back ever sence i was 8 years old.
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Posted: Tue May 06, 2008 5:50 pm
Stop holding it all in. Bottling up feelings and worries and who you really are can make you crazy. I've been there myself. I still bottle things in (usually just worries, but sometimes other stuff) and it still makes me feel horrible and like I'm deceiving everyone.
Do you know of anyone else in your area that might have even the faintest idea of what you're going through that you would feel comfortable talking to about what you experience and your abilities?
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Posted: Wed May 07, 2008 1:12 pm
No, theres my mom but she's part of the problem and no one in my small little town can even comprehend what i'm going through.
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Posted: Wed May 07, 2008 6:07 pm
Then I can't really help. If you want to just talk to someone, you could PM me. I'll listen, but I may not be much help. I find that talking about things is sometimes the best way to handle feelings. It may not hold true for everyone, but it's what I believe.
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Posted: Fri May 16, 2008 2:22 pm
Yeah, I haven't minipulated anyone yet but I always have to lie about how crappy I feel, but I've always done that so for me it's not that different from my past life. But I agree, you can't keep it in, I always kept everything form everyone, I knew I wasn't normal but I didn't know how or why, so I kept it in to protect everyone, somehow, but you can't do that; you'll soon see physical problems, I had cramps and they literally hurt like I was being ripped apart, it's about 10 times worse than food poisoning; my mother figured out that it was becasue of the amount of stress I concealed from everyone, you don't have to keep everything from others, but don't hurt yourself from it.
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Posted: Sat May 17, 2008 6:07 pm
That's probly where i get my legs cramps from but you see, if i let the tinyiest out to my mother, she will explode and our relationship is pretty much gone already and everyone else is too far away or doesn't understand. I always knew I was different i could see things from a distance, a watcher. I always wanted to be a part of it but i just couldn't see it that way, to myself i'm still just a watcher. I have felt like being apart of things but that's only when I'm with my dearest friend who i only see a couple times a year. She's not psychic but we grew up together and when were together I feel so relived like I'm not lieing anymore, i'm not a watcher, i'm not anything more than a teenage girl. That's what I want to give to everyone else, the chance to feel normal, accepted. I've always been able to see things differntly but that doesn't mean we all can't be normal.
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Posted: Sat May 31, 2008 5:24 pm
panadas_cute That's probly where i get my legs cramps from but you see, if i let the tinyiest out to my mother, she will explode and our relationship is pretty much gone already and everyone else is too far away or doesn't understand. I always knew I was different i could see things from a distance, a watcher. I always wanted to be a part of it but i just couldn't see it that way, to myself i'm still just a watcher. I have felt like being apart of things but that's only when I'm with my dearest friend who i only see a couple times a year. She's not psychic but we grew up together and when were together I feel so relived like I'm not lieing anymore, i'm not a watcher, i'm not anything more than a teenage girl. That's what I want to give to everyone else, the chance to feel normal, accepted. I've always been able to see things differntly but that doesn't mean we all can't be normal. I know it's hard, nobody isn't stressed, and we have even more than others do; and we can't let others push us down, I can see others aruras you know that, I can't tell anyone, they don't understand, before I met you I was seriously depressed and super stressed, really unhealthy stressed, and even though others thought that I was open with everything I had to hide my other life. Except when I did met you it all changed, I could show my other half without stressing as much as I normally do, even today, I also feel accepted by you, you're my closest friend, because I know I feel a bit more of myself around you. We all help others with problems, and if you have issues with your family members you can count on us to be your second family, I'll be your sister! Don't worry, if you worry about hard situations you only get more stressed than you already are. So we just have to find other ways to avoid them.(:
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Posted: Mon Jun 02, 2008 2:47 pm
your like my sister too, and i really understand hideing part of yourself, i smile all the time everyday but it's almost never my true smile i just put it on to please my family and make sure there not worrying for me and you know i understnd haveing someone who just opens up so many doors and you feel that you don't need to lie to, you and my lil sister anna thats what i feel when i'm with her and when i'm talking to you! Seeing aura's is a true gift and senceing spirits is a gift and i understand with a gift must be sacrifice the sacrifice is haveing stress and not able to be completely honest with people other than fellow psychics otherwise you'll just end up either scareing them or they'll think you werid, it's a very big scarifice.
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Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 2:15 pm
panadas_cute your like my sister too, and i really understand hideing part of yourself, i smile all the time everyday but it's almost never my true smile i just put it on to please my family and make sure there not worrying for me and you know i understnd haveing someone who just opens up so many doors and you feel that you don't need to lie to, you and my lil sister anna thats what i feel when i'm with her and when i'm talking to you! Seeing aura's is a true gift and senceing spirits is a gift and i understand with a gift must be sacrifice the sacrifice is haveing stress and not able to be completely honest with people other than fellow psychics otherwise you'll just end up either scareing them or they'll think you werid, it's a very big scarifice. Thanks, for me you're the only person I can't lie to, but you make all the difference to me. Thanks again, and our gifts are great since they don't just bear one seed but two, good and bad, we may have stress but we can also meet others that we won't have to lie to. For me that's you. Even though we have stress we also have the ability to do things that others can't, and we can use that to our advantage even if it could be ment for a disadvantage, but we wouldn't have been given these gifts if we couldn't handel them! blaugh You may not be blood related to me, but to me you're my closest family.
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 12:57 pm
i am panadas_cute, ok, i feel all my friends are my family, and i will do whatever i can to protect them. If i didn't have my friends theres no way i would be able to understand half of teh stuff i do, i learn more from my friends than really anyone else. OH, OH!! i almost forgot i just found out that my dad knows how to minipluate energy too!! but he only used it in rake (idk how to spell it, ray-key) so he's a good source of imformation. Unfortunatly i have looked over most of the signs of depression, i'm trying to figure a way to get to the doctors without my mom knowing, any idea's, oh and i don't get to go to my dad's that often so that really not taht good of an option.
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Posted: Wed Jul 02, 2008 7:00 pm
psychic_pandas i am panadas_cute, ok, i feel all my friends are my family, and i will do whatever i can to protect them. If i didn't have my friends theres no way i would be able to understand half of teh stuff i do, i learn more from my friends than really anyone else. OH, OH!! i almost forgot i just found out that my dad knows how to minipluate energy too!! but he only used it in rake (idk how to spell it, ray-key) so he's a good source of imformation. Unfortunatly i have looked over most of the signs of depression, i'm trying to figure a way to get to the doctors without my mom knowing, any idea's, oh and i don't get to go to my dad's that often so that really not taht good of an option. I think it's Reiki, and tell him congrats from a fellow physic, or your friend on the internet, I'm glad for him 3nodding . I have the same issue, I would get a doctors e-mail and e-mail him without your mother knowing, or go when you're at your dads if you don't mind him knowing. If you can't do those you could get a sibling that is allowed to drive take you.
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Posted: Sat Jul 05, 2008 1:24 pm
u have that too???? wow, i thought of going to my dad's but i'm not there enough + i can't ride with him in the car, sublings ha ha they would tell my mom + my sis isn't allowed to drive & my bros r too far away, an e-mail i never thought of but wat could they do w/o my mom knowing??? man i know i need medication to manage it but idk how to get it, man i can't belive how much were alike!! it's really great to know this is happening to someone else too.
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