passing_as_sane
yea im bipolar (other wise i wouldnt be here) and ususually when I crash i just cut a little bit and go to sleep and im fine but now its alot worse. alls i want to do is kill my self and i cant stop hyperventalatinjg and its taking alot to write this but i dont kno wat else to do. its never been like this before and if i cut too much my parents are going to be suspisious if they arnt already. i really dont kno wuts going on with me i hgave nver ever been lik this befor
I know what you mean. I`m going through the same thing and its ******** freaking me out at times. I have desided to go and see a shrink as soon as I get my paycheck because I really dont want to go back to the hospital. And I really dont want anybody to know. Just hope I dont snap first....
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