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 Posted: Sun Apr 20, 2008 9:57 am
After getting some food in his system Wesley walked into the antique shop and shut the door. Locking it, he wondered off into the back. For the first time today he realized how tried he was. His chest was still in pain and his mind was starting to shut down. Hopefully the Setcha demon wouldn't bother him while he slept today. After taking off his shoes he found the little cot Ryu usually slept in. He lied down and thought about the events of the day. He was only going to rest his eyes for a moment. It wasn't long before he fell asleep.
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 1:51 pm
Wesley's cellphone begins to ring. The number is his apartment.
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Fred Burkle-Super Genius Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 3:51 pm
Wesley jumped awake when he heard his phone ring. How long had he been asleep? He pulled his cell out of his pocket, glancing over the number he thought it must be Sam checking on him. He pondered for a moment and then answered the phone. "Hello..." He voice sounded shaky as he found the clock in Ryu's room. He had only been asleep for a couple of hours.
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 4:32 pm
"Wesley," Fred sounded very happy to here from him, "I'm glade you picked up. You need to come back ho- I mean your apartment soon! Angel's over reacting and it's not safe for you to be out there alone."
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Fred Burkle-Super Genius Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 4:45 pm
Wesley laughed slightly. "I expected as much from him... It's not safe for me anywhere. Not even my apartment." Wesley spoke with a low voice.
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 4:52 pm
"We de-invited him, and Angel isn't going to do anything if me or Sam is around... please just come back... If I can't keep an eye on you I'll be worried."
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Fred Burkle-Super Genius Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 5:01 pm
"Fred..." His voice broke a bit. "I can't trust myself around any of you anymore... Look what I did to Charles... And what I almost did to you... I can't... I can't risk it or someone might be dead the next time I decide to go insane."
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 5:06 pm
"Decide? Wesley you didn't decide anything, that was forced on you, and while you may chose to remember the bad things part of you did you can't just ignore that another part of you saved me." Fred bit her lip, "Wesley... it wasn't your fault."
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Fred Burkle-Super Genius Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 5:14 pm
"It is my fault. Its happened twice... This time I know it was me. Part of my soul is evil... I can't come back... I'm so sorry..." Tears fell from his eyes. This had to be done, before he hurt someone else.
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 5:30 pm
"No your not." Fred sounded sad, "If you were sorry you'd come back and help me instead of running off to go get yourself killed because your Id happens to like doing bad things. Well I got news for you, everybody's does. That's what your ego and Super ego are for! So now your just going to leave me here with no one..." Fred felt a tear trickle down her face. "I picked you..." she breathed, "I know your not evil." she said louder.
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Fred Burkle-Super Genius Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 5:57 pm
"I'm not..." He didn't finish his sentence. He wasn't off to get himself killed... Or was he?
'...struggling to keep myself from putting that gun to my head'
The phone slipped from his hand and hit the floor. He hadn't even realized he dropped it. All this time he fought to stay alive and it turned out that the real reason he was staying alive was so he could kill himself. The pain in his chest had worsened and his mind was in shambles. It was like the cracked piece of glass had suddenly shattered.
"What have I..." He whispered as he raised his hand and stared at his shaking palm. Who was he anymore?
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 6:00 pm
"Your not what?" Fred said, "Wesley? ... Wesley are you there?"
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Fred Burkle-Super Genius Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 6:09 pm
Then he remembered the conversation he had with Ryu earlier. He had told him to go home to the woman he loved and remember him saying he wasn't going to let him punish himself.
'...your Id happens to like doing bad things. Well I got news for you, everybody's does. That's what your ego and Super ego are for! So now your just going to leave me here with no one...'
"Fred." His mind made full circle finally. He picked up the phone. "Fred... I dropped the phone are you still there?"
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 6:11 pm
"Yeah... I'm still here." Fred sounded tired, and upset.
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Fred Burkle-Super Genius Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 6:21 pm
"Fred I..." Suddenly he didn't know what to say. He had really messed everything up. What could he say now? He had a feeling an apology wasn't going to help.
'I picked you...'
Wait... That couldn't be right...
"I picked you..." Confusion had slipped into his voice. "What are you talking about?" He must have misheard her. Was it possible through his crazy mental state that he was making up fantasies... Again.
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