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You actually want my name..Okay, its;
(name)
Well..My friends call me;
(Nicknames)
My very first breath was on;
(Date of birth)
So that would make me;
(age)
You wanna see my picture..? Okay, here. Take a look;
(Appearance--anime please)
Well I guess I like;
(likes- at least three)
But I never really liked;
(Dislikes- at least three)
M-my crush..!?..Well.. I guess I like;
(Your crush)
My life story..Okay..;
(life story)
A stalker..No. A creator!
(Gaia username)

Tell me that you know another way to get it done...

Tegan (Tay-gehn) looked at the man then down the street. The moon was high in the sky, casting a soft glow over London. Her pale skin glowed slightly as the moonlight hit it. Her slender hands were shoved in her pockets and her scarf covered her mouth. A slight shiver ran through her from the cold. With one more check down the street she crossed and walked over to the man, her black knee-high boots making soft klunks everytime they hit the ground.

It's not me or how it would be but i's a diffrent situation...

She gave the man money and slid a packet into her coat pocket the walked back across the street. Once she got to her apartment she locked the door and took the packet out of her coat pocket. She opened it and lit the joint. It'd been a year since she'd had anything. A year since she'd smoked anything. Stress washed away with evey smoke. Tears began to run down her face, the shock of it all over. Now replaced by a raw pain in her chest.

You lay awake in the night staring at the ceiling above...

Her joint out and gone she just lay on her couch, staring at nothing, enveloped by her thoughts. His smell, smile, voice, touch, skin. Gone. She would never again hear his smooth voice or feel his ggentle touch run up her body, leaving tingles every place it touched. Her pale cheeks were now wet with tears.

I'm not sure starting over...

Tegan looked at the window. Just three days ago he had sat with her there, looking out, holding her. Both still wet from their shower. Her hand went to her head and she sighed, closing her eyes. "Terrified to remember...Forbidden to forget..." She whispered, a tear sliding down her soft, wet cheek.

Tegan jumped, jolted out of her dreams but the knocking at the door. Not really caring it was the cops she wiped away her tears and opened the door.

Tegan looked back at her empty apartment. It was just her now. He was gone. Never to return. She turned back to him. "Yea." She said, opening the door more to reveal she was in a midrift tank top and pajama pants. She left the door open for him and went to set back on the couch.

Tegan shrugged. "i was born here so it was never really a problem." She said. She stood and went to the fridge, getting out a beer. She opened the top and took a swig. If drugs wouldn't take away her pain then hopefully alcohol would.

Tegan looked at Vell and her memory flashed back. He would lay exactly like that. It was him there. Not Vell. Her beer bottle slipped from her hands and broke against the floor. Peircing pain brought her out of her mind. She looked down, a shard of glass in her foot. "Damn drugs didn't help." She muttered under her breath then bent down and pulled the shard out, throwing it in the trash. Then she began to pick up the other peices.

Tegan looked at her foot again. "Yea." She said.

Tegan nodded and quietly sat on the couch. Her foot wasn't bleeding but it stung a little. Not too bad so she'd be able to sing tomorrow night at the club.