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 Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 6:43 am
hi five anyone, nah i am in a shitty mood today, my parents were fighting all weekend and they tried to make me choose sides i hate it when parents do that bc no one wins in the end, and i am just so ******** hurt right now, i feel like just breaking down and crying. i bet you before the day is through that i do cry.
nah but i have to be the tough one bc of my little brother bc if he sees me cry then he will be sad, so all weekend when everyone else was sleeping i went in my closet and cried my eyes out every night. i just cant take it anymore, i just cant wait until that two year mark is here and i am finally gone. i tried calling my gf but no one would answer the phone on sunday and when it came time to leave a message i started crying again so um yea. i am such a baby. so i hung up the phone and just studied for my tests in school which i hope i do good in or else my parents will kill me. well i am not sure if this belongs here or in my journal, so i just needed to vent, i am sry all of yall. bye.
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 6:46 am
why didnt my gf just pick up the phone, i mean i really needed her more than anyone at that moment, i feel so much suicidal right now, but i promised so many people that i would never try to commit that act again including my gf. so i am all depressed here all alone, and so i turn to you my fellow guild members. my medicine is not working at all, my psychiatrist and psychologist are a joke and are there just to take my parents money i think. i now turn to you guys, complete strangers, peopel who feel the way i feel at times, plz help.
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 9:08 am
tokyo90002000 why didnt my gf just pick up the phone, i mean i really needed her more than anyone at that moment, i feel so much suicidal right now, but i promised so many people that i would never try to commit that act again including my gf. so i am all depressed here all alone, and so i turn to you my fellow guild members. my medicine is not working at all, my psychiatrist and psychologist are a joke and are there just to take my parents money i think. i now turn to you guys, complete strangers, peopel who feel the way i feel at times, plz help. i know how it is, having to hide oyu tetas. my mom used to get mad at me when i''d cry, she thought i faked it. you know, you''re girlfriend wasn''t ignoring you. i doubt she would. if that helps. maybe you should try meditation. it''s done wonders for me to meditate reagularly. the *no mind* conccept is something you should look into and try to learn to practice. it''s a real gem if you can grasp it.
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 10:04 am
heteria tokyo90002000 why didnt my gf just pick up the phone, i mean i really needed her more than anyone at that moment, i feel so much suicidal right now, but i promised so many people that i would never try to commit that act again including my gf. so i am all depressed here all alone, and so i turn to you my fellow guild members. my medicine is not working at all, my psychiatrist and psychologist are a joke and are there just to take my parents money i think. i now turn to you guys, complete strangers, peopel who feel the way i feel at times, plz help. i know how it is, having to hide oyu tetas. my mom used to get mad at me when i''d cry, she thought i faked it. you know, you''re girlfriend wasn''t ignoring you. i doubt she would. if that helps. maybe you should try meditation. it''s done wonders for me to meditate reagularly. the *no mind* conccept is something you should look into and try to learn to practice. it''s a real gem if you can grasp it. ty i will give it a try, i will look into it, but i do do tai chi on the side when i find time and i used to do yoga, does that count?
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 12:07 pm
tokyo90002000 heteria tokyo90002000 why didnt my gf just pick up the phone, i mean i really needed her more than anyone at that moment, i feel so much suicidal right now, but i promised so many people that i would never try to commit that act again including my gf. so i am all depressed here all alone, and so i turn to you my fellow guild members. my medicine is not working at all, my psychiatrist and psychologist are a joke and are there just to take my parents money i think. i now turn to you guys, complete strangers, peopel who feel the way i feel at times, plz help. i know how it is, having to hide oyu tetas. my mom used to get mad at me when i''d cry, she thought i faked it. you know, you''re girlfriend wasn''t ignoring you. i doubt she would. if that helps. maybe you should try meditation. it''s done wonders for me to meditate reagularly. the *no mind* conccept is something you should look into and try to learn to practice. it''s a real gem if you can grasp it. yeah, i'm sure it does. it's the centering and the escape from pain in a healthy way that counts, i'm sure. ty i will give it a try, i will look into it, but i do do tai chi on the side when i find time and i used to do yoga, does that count?
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 4:33 am
tokyo90002000 why didnt my gf just pick up the phone, i mean i really needed her more than anyone at that moment, i feel so much suicidal right now, but i promised so many people that i would never try to commit that act again including my gf. so i am all depressed here all alone, and so i turn to you my fellow guild members. my medicine is not working at all, my psychiatrist and psychologist are a joke and are there just to take my parents money i think. i now turn to you guys, complete strangers, peopel who feel the way i feel at times, plz help.
and also I have felt like cutting but I cant because I have so many people who love me and I cant let them take all that saddness...And same to you I am sure alot of people love you esp. your gf. I just try to think of how they would feel ..sad..depressed..
Hope I helped... sad
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Posted: Thu Oct 20, 2005 9:34 pm
I'm super sensitive, too....
The most random things make me cry. When my friend sprayed her hair purple and my (permanent) job was faded and stuff. Or, in our guidance class, we had a lesson in depression, and our teach was like "how many of you feel down 25% of the day" type stuff, and I didn't say anything because of the knot in my throat and then he says "Do you know there are people that live 80-90% of their lives depressed like this?" and I just started bawling. They eventually booted me out to go to the bathroom.
....or the time I found out my friend wanted to be a novelist (something I have wanted since I was about 4). I cried for a solid hour over that...
Someone talking about meeting someone that changed their life will make me cry.
I think I cry so much because I have no faith in myself.
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