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 Posted: Sun Aug 28, 2005 6:04 pm
When i wuz 14-15, i used to dwell on my death and my funeral, (it wuz going to be kick a**, a dj and everything). I went on meds and i stopped caring, Risperidal (love my spelling) put me right down. NEways, i went off meds b/c that stuff made me feel like krap and then (in nicer wurds) i told my psych i thought he wuz nuts and to go f*ck himself. now after probably 9 months i'm back to thinking of my own death and scared my family will die tommorow. I wunder if i wuz too quick about telling him off. sweatdrop
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 9:10 am
i dunno. that's a weird one. i mean, i have vivid daydreams about my family dying and of killing myself, yet i'm not suicidal or homocidal... just a little bit weird. you could always try different meds. are you just not seeing the psych at all anymore?
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 10:08 am
risperadol isnt for everyone, ask your doctor about geodon or other types of meds, but respiridol is a tranquilizer or thats what my doc told me, thats why u prb were down in the dumps.
maybe he should look into other meds or you should look into another doctor
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 5:11 pm
heteria i dunno. that's a weird one. i mean, i have vivid daydreams about my family dying and of killing myself, yet i'm not suicidal or homocidal... just a little bit weird. you could always try different meds. are you just not seeing the psych at all anymore? No the meds made me tired and really grumpy so i told him off, then i felt fine after i got off the meds, so he told me i could go, but i don't feel fine anymore, i started crying at night again b/c i wuz afraid my family wouldn't be alive when i woke up.
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 5:14 pm
tokyo90002000 risperadol isnt for everyone, ask your doctor about geodon or other types of meds, but respiridol is a tranquilizer or thats what my doc told me, thats why u prb were down in the dumps. maybe he should look into other meds or you should look into another doctor me thinks i should start looking for a new one soon, i'm getting messed up again.
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 7:12 pm
This really sucks, i wuz off meds for many months and felt fine, i forgot wut it feels like to feel really bad, I hate being depressed, and my kinda, sorta, girlfriend is leaving to Motreal soon, i'll really miss her, even if things are weird between us. cry
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:12 am
KrazedPsyco666 This really sucks, i wuz off meds for many months and felt fine, i forgot wut it feels like to feel really bad, I hate being depressed, and my kinda, sorta, girlfriend is leaving to Motreal soon, i'll really miss her, even if things are weird between us. cry big hug heart
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 10:16 am
5 minutes ago I wanted to kill myselfe, now I`m sitting with a stupid grin on my face and giggeling... I`m so ********.
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Posted: Sat Oct 01, 2005 10:31 pm
Again....being bipolar would really help me out right about now.
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Posted: Sat Oct 08, 2005 10:22 am
I think that dwelling on your own death and funeral isn't all that uncommon, most people think about it at some point in their life.
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