Each chapter is called a dream, and each dream starts with a, well, a dream. (all except the intro)
Intro
My bed seemed harder. I knew that I could have lay down on my parents bed, but I wanted nothing to do with there room ever again. The moment I had gotten home from their funeral, I had shut their bedroom door, and hadn't gone back in. Even after a week, It still smelt of alchohol.
My parents had come home from a party that night, staggering, falling down, and locked themselves in the room. I could hear them laughing all night long.
In the morning, they were'nt up, and I knew better then to disturb them. I got ready myself, ate some breakfast, dressed, and headed off to school. It wasn't untill the next day that I called asked my friends dad to help me break the lock.
My friend, Amanda had been with me for five years. Because my parents were often off doing there own thing, her parents took care of me. I had even started calling them Mom and Pa.
They had offered to let me stay at there house, aftermy parents were found. The docters said that they had died of alchohol poisining. Amandas parents said that it wasn't my fault. The docters wanted a relitive to call.
I didn't want to leave my house. I knew it wasn't my fault. I had no other relitives.
I took my parents bank cards, knowing that they had lots of money saved up. They didn't ever save for anything, they just put money in, and took it out when they saw something they wanted.
I tried going to school, but I couldn't stand it. All my peers stared at me, the teacheres pittied me, the school counseler was always trying to schedule an apointment.
Amanda stopped talking to me. I didn't bother talking to her. Or anybody.
I got up from my bed, wanting out of my clothes. They were bright orange. I looked in my closet. It was all to bright. My parents were pure hippies, and bought me clothes acordinglly
My clothes were too bright, my room was to bright, the sun was too bright! I closed the curtains, and started yanking clothes off the hangers. Some of them ripped, and it felt good. I ripped more of them, sending bits of fabric everywhere.
I reached to the very back of my closet, and found my one black dress. It was long, and looked too dressy for me. I ripped off the hem, and the sleeves too.
The destruction was fun. I went to the kitchen, grabbed a knife, and looked for something else to destroy.
