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Posted: Sat Mar 08, 2008 10:42 pm
Username: Sosiqui Quest Thread: http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/viewtopic.php?t=11496945God Name/Information: The Norns of Norse myth - caretakers of Yggdrasil, those who see and weave the fates of men. (For my purposes, as discussed with Silvy ahead of time, the Norn speaking with Svana will be Verthandi - Skuld and Urd are acknowledged to exist but they will not interact with the godling or any other gods in any way. They are a three-aspected deity and Verthandi is the spokesperson, as it were.) Links for your edification- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nornshttp://www.pantheon.org/articles/n/norns.htmlGodling Name: Svana Ming Aesir (Svana means 'swan' in Old Norse, Ming means 'life, fate' in Chinese, and yes I do have an IC reason for the random Chinese in there - see history.) Gender: Female Appearance with Godlike Features:1.) White skin/hair/everything but her eyes. WHITE. Like ivory. 2.) Tufts of swan feathers at the tips of her ears, and drawn through her hair. 3.) Also included in her hair - white ash leaves. 4.) Threads (silver?) drawn through her forearms, running under the skin, able to be pulled forward out of the flesh to twine between the fingers. How do these features apply to your god?:1.) One of the duties of the Norns was to water Yggdrasil from the Well of Urd/Fate. As the epic Prose Edda states: "It is further said that these Norns who dwell by the Well of Urdr take water of the well every day, and with it that clay which lies about the well, and sprinkle it over the Ash, to the end that its limbs shall not wither nor rot; for that water is so holy that all things which come there into the well become as white as the film which lies within the egg-shell." Thus, I think it would make sense for Svana to gradually pale and become pure white as the godhood takes her. (I'm leaving her eyes sharp ice-chip blue because I feel like it. >> All white eyes are freaky.) 2.) Swans lived in the Well of Urd as well, made white by its waters; the two swans that lived there were holy to the Norns and were supposedly the parents of all swans on earth, who in some sources were called the eyes of the Norns to espy human fate. Hence, feathers. (Also see powers, below.) 3.) Ash leaves, pale as well of course, for Yggdrasil. The World-Tree, traditionally, was Ash. 4.) The threads are the most directly significant thing on this list besides the paleness - obviously, they represent the threads of human fate drawn from the Well and Yggdrasil, spied through the eyes of swans and the purity of water. They would also be used for abilities - see below. Potential Powers:1.) Minor - Perfect Timing. Svana frequently has... well, perfect timing, in the sense that she's excellent at walking through the door right when they're ready to give a hundred dollars to the next customer, or showing up exactly when she's needed. However, this also works the other way around, like walking down the street just in time to get squashed by the falling piano. (Well, hopefully that won't actually happen...) More good things tend to happen then bad, but the bad is still entirely possible. 2.) Major - Swan Shapeshift. Er... this basically speaks for itself. 3.) Most Major, probably ramping up through the course of the game - True Wyrd/Scry. Svana can see flickers of possible futures and fates. In the beginning this would probably be visions caught completely randomly, and ONLY in liquid - in a puddle, in a glass of wine, in a bowl of soup. The purer the liquid, the better the vision. As she grows, the ability will become more controllable; if she gains those threads spoken about in possible features, she'll be able to cats-cradle weave those between her fingers and scry in that web she creates. (Another idea was being able to pull fate-threads to read directly from the bodies of other people, though obviously that'd be way advanced.) The fates or wyrds she sees may not be accurate, may be from a future entirely unrelated to her own reality or timestream, may be a choice of many possible futures, and so on. The accuracy and ability to dial in on a person/place/etc. will increase with age as well. 4.) (Possible, I hadn't decided about this one yet): Call up water from the Well of Urd and use it to stave off aging/to scry in/to heal with, by packing it into mud poultices. in the beginning this power would be VERY minor, like summoning up a very shallow small puddle's worth of water, just enough to see a vision in. Or to soak a paper towel in. (Another possible, but minor: Affinity to ash trees.) How do these powers apply to your god?:1.) Seems like it'd be fun for a trio of time/fate goddesses? XD This one doesn't directly derive from the source, it's more like a fun side effect, honestly. 2.) See the above in features for explanation of the swan-thing. Yep. Same thing. I figured it makes sense because swans were eyes of the Norns on Earth, and Svana is also a manifestation on Earth, so... yeah. 3.) This should be fairly clear as well. The fate-scrying of the Norns was alternately said to be done in threads (which is possibly an influence over time from other fate/time goddesses like the Greek Moirae) and from the Water of the Well of Urd itself. 4.) Again, Well of Urd - it would make sense for her to have access to the water for making her all pale, and the healing bit is explained in the part above about the paling. The Norns also used the water from the Well of Urd together with dirt to make poultices with healing properties. And, as mentioned above, to scry in some legends. Personality: Svana is very uncertain, good at second-guessing herself. She sees things, you see, things that nobody else sees - little flickers out of the corners of her eyes, flashes in the mirror or the shop window as she walks by. Sometimes they come true. Sometimes they don't, but she hides under her bed afraid until the time foretold has passed with no ill effects. Because of this, Svana is a nervous and anxious child. This gets worse after every vision; anticipatory anxiety, if you will. She keeps this a secret because nobody she's ever mentioned to has understood, yet because her visions have shaped her so much, she tends to be withdrawn from others, quiet and not social in the least. She doesn't angst about what she sees so much as be silently afraid. She's developed a stoic front to hide her fear and her strangeness from others. When she must interact with others, she does her best to be perfectly good and not give them a reason to interact with her, or even notice her more than polite pleasantries require. Svana has silenced a great deal of her own personality under her anxiety and her fear of what she sees; but the one truly positive thing her fear has allowed is the will to protect and prevent the flickers from being true. She doesn't always succeed, and when she does, she's never sure if her success was legitimate or just... the vision not being accurate. Still, this has given her a strong protective streak, and a grim determination. All of this is tempered with her relatively young age; she is not incredibly mature, just withdrawn and afraid. If given freedom from her fears, or at least a decent understanding about why she sees what she does - and what it is, exactly, that she's seeing - Svana will blossom out into a bright young girl. She'll never be hyper or loud, but her other interests and further aspects of her personality will resurface once her anxiety is calmed. (In case you're wondering, I'm basing this on actual anticipatory anxiety, a problem I've had personal experience with. It's not fun, but it is an interesting problem to play with in fiction, and one you don't see very often.) History: To understand Svana, you first have to understand her family. Svana grew up and still lives in Harbor South, one of seven children living in a Crowd neighborhood that backs up onto the warehouse district. Her father and mother are both alive. They're not super well-off, but they're not poor either. They get by and have a bit saved up, and everything manages to work. Usually. Svana's father is not around very often. He's a deckhand and cargo loader, taking jobs on various ships going in and out of the harbor, and Svana sees him maybe a day or so every month (the longest she can remember him staying home at one time was three weeks when one of her siblings was born and there were complications). He's a stolid man, not very expressive, but a good person. Svana doesn't know that much about him, though, simply because he's not around enough to really get to know. Svana's mom... well, she's had a huge impact on her daughter's life. Her name at birth was probably something much more sane, but now she's called Aether Moon Aglaia. ... Yes. Aether Moon Aglaia. As you can see, Aether is a bit of a kook, a New-Agey-hippie type who gets high on odd things inside hookahs and names her kids random things. Once she left her parents' house, Aether decided the best way to stand out in the Crowd was to really forge her own unique identity. Aether fancies herself a cosmopolite, a member of all cultures due to her utter mutt heritage, and makes a big deal of it; one of Svana's six siblings is named "Hoshino Starlight", which honestly makes "Svana Ming" seem frankly normal. (There is a strong suspicion that poor Hoshi was named while Mom was on some particularly good crack.) Aether brings in some extra money by doing 'fortune telling', all of which is complete nonsense, but it makes her happy and she does have a fairly regular clientele, for some reason. She wears very bright nail polish, an absurd number of bangles on her arms such that you can hear her coming a mile away, and has filled every doorway in their house with cheap plastic bead strings. Indeed. Anyway, back to Svana - Svana's personality describes a lot of her history - nervous and easily frightened, anxious and scared. For a while, her mom thought she was just shy and tried pressing her into social situations to fix it, which did about the opposite. Currently, her mom's trying the "smothering" tactic, giving Svana lots of attention at home and keeping her inside a lot. That's not working too well either. Svana does love her mother, though, and Aether knows the most about Svana's visions, although she doesn't really understand them or their source. She keeps trying to fix Svana's problems and failing miserably at it. The rest of the family is similarly strangely named, and the kids range in age from 24 to six months. Svana is not terribly close to any of her siblings; with such a large family, it became surprisingly easy to go unseen when she wanted to be. Svana's home life isn't abusive in the least, but it is REALLY REALLY weird and Aether has little idea of how to properly relate to the girl. Honestly, though, Svana doesn't much care, though she's agitated at the start by being kept inside, away from being able to prevent her visions from coming true. Overall, nothing of incredible note has happened in Svana's life other than those dratted visions - I'm not going to go into detail here, all you need to know is those flickery visions sometimes had grisly and nasty ends, and that one of Svana's young siblings died when she was five, and it took Svana a long time to convince herself that it wasn't her fault. The details aren't important for now, unless I want this response to be ten times huge. >>; (As if it isn't already. Urk.) Anything else you would like us to know about your godling: She's about eight at the point of entry into The Game. Young. (Appealed to Skuld, I guess.) Her current appearance is fairly unremarkable, with no particularly distinctive features. Her skin is somewhat tan naturally and her hair is muddy brown, due to the genetic goulash that runs through her veins. (Or, er, something.) She does, however, have bright blue eyes, a nice recessive throwback, but that's not unique to her family; her mom also has blue eyes, as does her oldest brother. The one odd thing about her at the start is that she has white hair in bits throughout her brown hair - nothing as dramatic as a streak of white or anything, but just a single white hair for every hundred brown. She's always had that, since she was a baby. (She may develop an additional small odd feature for her entry into the Game.) Svana looks like she'll be tall when she hits her growth spurt. Her physique is wirey and a little bit scraggly, but not too much. She also almost always has dark circles under her eyes, largely because she doesn't get enough sleep, and because she's worried and stressed out almost all the time. Also I envision that the goal of the Norns in The Game is not to rule THEMSELVES, but to replant Yggdrasil and have it subsume the world under its roots, forging a new world in its branches for them to people at their will before returning to their eternal task as caretakers. Prompt Number: Prompt 1 Prompt Response:Your god has sent their prophet to fetch some flowers from Persy. What kind of flowers? Why? How does your Godling react to such a request? Do they actually wind up getting the flowers?Svana padded quietly through the streets, not paying much attention to the people around her, who barely noticed her in return. She smiled, though, as she watched them go past and around her; a small, secret smile. She had a god in her head. She was much more special than they were; the real kind of special, not the too-loud kind that her mom liked so much. So do other people. You never know who can hear the divine, Verthandi said, warningly. Don't drop your guard. Anywhere.Svana made a face. More people than just the ones with gods in were dangerous; didn't the goddess understand that? She was fairly sure the man the police arrested two days ago for rape didn't have a god in his head. She reached the street corner, then, and stopped; someone nearly tripped over her, but she ignored them entirely. ... The florist is this way, Verthandi said, after a long pause. Svana made a face, and tilted her head up; even though Verthandi seemed to be in her head, gods lived up in the sky, didn't they? Otherwise, it felt too much like she was talking to herself, like one of the crazy people that marched around and muttered nonsense from dawn until dusk. "It's way over there?" We're two blocks from your house! What do you mean, 'way over there'?"That's far away!" Svana folded her arms and gave the sky a sharp look. "I'll get punished!" There was another long pause, as if the Norn couldn't quite believe what she was hearing. Do... do I understand you correctly? You don't want to go any further because you're afraid you'll get punished?!"Right!" The girl nodded, pleased that the goddess had cottoned on so quickly. "So we'll have to get flowers by the docks, okay? I'm allowed to go there." You're my avatar. I daresay you're allowed to go wherever you like, and that I outrank your mother. Verthandi's voice turned impatient. "What's wrong with the flowers by the dock?" Svana insisted, loud enough that the people passing paused, looked at her, and then altered their paths enough to give her a wide berth. They're not - it's not about the flowers, Verthandi sputtered. She hadn't been expecting this kind of resistance. And it wasn't that Svana was being bad; quite the opposite. She was being good, and she was following orders - they just weren't her orders! The flowers are an excuse. Something for you to tell other people. We're going to see another person 'with a god in their head', as you say."I'll get spanked!" Who cares about your mother swatting your bottom with a hairbrush?Svana made a face. "I do. It hurts. You don't have to feel how it hurts." True, but you'll need to get used to pain, Verthandi said. There was sympathy in her voice, but no give. It's inevitable. Now, move."Hey!" Svana squealed as she stumbled in the direction of the curb. "Stop that! You're not the... er..." Hmph. I think you'll find that I am 'the boss of you', as you say. Now, move.Svana hesitated one more moment, then sighed stuck her tongue out at the sky and moved, because it was better to do it herself than be forced. "You'd better make the spanking not hurt. And I DO want flowers! Pretty ones! We'd better get some! Got it?" Fine, fine, we'll buy flowers. Just... go. If the price of getting Svana to Persy today was an impudent lecture from this mortal child - and a bundle of violets - then so be it. That would all change in time. They went. Svana chewed at her lip as she stared out the window; it looked like rain. Rain meant puddles. Puddles meant visions.
She did not like the rain.
This really isn't acceptable. If you fly inside the second a cloud crosses the sun, you'll be a poor player indeed.
She did not like the voice, either. For all that Verthandi understood, for all that she'd explained, at the moment it was too little, too late. Where had the distant, echoing voice been when Svana had failed to stop a train accident? (She'd been six and a half. There was nothing she could have done, young as she was. That knowledge didn't make her feel much better.) Or any of the other times?
Svana!
The girl sighed. "Whaaaat?"
The Norn sighed, exasperated. You are going to get over this silly aversion, and you're going to do it now. The last word echoed with the ring of command, and Svana found herself shifting to stand up before she was even aware of it.
She put her hands on her hips and tilted to glare in the vague direction of the sky, somewhere past the ceiling - that was where gods lived, right?
Svana's parents have an open relationship; it's tacitly understood that Svana's father may well be screwing around when he's away, and that Svana's mother probably does the same, but they never bring that issue up. Any romantic interludes with other people are kept firmly away from the children. Svana isn't entirely sure if her dad is really her biological father, but she has so much else to worry about that this particular issue doesn't come up often.
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Posted: Sun Mar 16, 2008 9:00 am
Having two siblings means that your foal is always finding some trouble to get into. Tell us about a particularly humorous escapade that they all managed to get into when no one was watching, and what sort of repercussions awaited them. (It's okay to godmod his brother and sister for this one.)
Foal's Name: Asinta Prompt Number: 2 Response:
It was a beautiful day - warm, not a cloud in the sky, and just windy enough to flap the dust and smell from a long winter away from the Kawani tepees. Everyone in the village was hard at work, tugging the hides off of the wooden frames so that it could all air out... except for a few lazy teenage boys, who chose to only do things halfway before running off to forest to play. Little did they know that their laziness would incite a panic among the Soquili...
"HELLLLLLLP!" Asinta scrambled along the path, moving his hooves so quickly that it was a miracle he didn't tie his legs in knots. His ears were pinned back and his eyes were wild, white at the edges, as he barreled into the clearing where his siblings were talking. "Great spirits above, HELP!"
"What is it?" His brother stared at him.
Asinta panted for a moment, then shook his head wildly. "There's... a... a monster! It's eaten the VILLAGE! VILLAGE EATING MONSTER!" He squealed and ran around in a tight circle.
His sister blinked. "But... there's no such thing... r-right?" The idea was stupid, but Asinta was quite clearly really, honestly scared.
"There is! Look, look, I'll show you where it's been!" Asinta darted and nipped at his sibling's flanks. "It tore the skin off of the two-leg mountains and left their bones sticking up in the air! Just like that dead raccoon we found! And it smells so foul! Oh, horrible!"
"Okay! Okay! We'll come!" His brother intervened, knowing that they'd get no peace until they gave into Asinta's whims.
"Hurry! It's probably a... a giant wolf! A huge kalona! The size of a MOUNTAIN!" Asinta rolled his eyes at them in fear. "Come on!!"
Perplexed, his siblings followed him back along the path; Asinta kept going too fast, then zooming back to whinny his impatience at them. The whole thing was very awkward until they got close to the edge of the village.
"Now! Now... be quiet! Or it'll find you, and step on you! Leave your bones sticking up!" Asinta shuddered and did his best to sneak stiff-legged behind a bush, though he wasn't very good at it whatsoever. His siblings exchanged glances. "Shhh! Look!"
They crept over as well, then looked.
Their jaws dropped. Sure enough, the three tepees here had their skin tumbled down, hanging off the wooden frames, the wooden frames coming apart, and with the nasty scent that comes of uncleaned teenage male tepeees... the only conclusion was...
"AAAAAH!"
This time there were three squeals of fear, not just one, and a moment later the path was full of thundering hooves as the three foals tried to all go down the same road at once. There was a collision, some more squealing, and a few bruises before everyone worked out which hooves belonged to them and figured out to run single-file down the path.
"MOOOOOOOOOM! DAAAAAAAAAD! MONSTERRRRRRRS!"
It took a very long time to get everything sorted out, in the end.
Most Soquili figured out that it was all nonsense, just a misunderstanding, but Asinta told the tale of the Mountain Kalona Who Eats Villages until the end of his days.
What's your flavor? Orange blossom honey! ;9
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Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 5:16 pm
Dark Side of the Moon
Cricket was dimly aware of Ethan getting up; the mare roused a little, and opened her eyes just enough to see the stallion padding away from her. She didn't make much of it at the time, just closed her eyes and drifted back to sleep; Ethan had a million reasons to get up in the middle of the night, and most of them certainly didn't involve her in the least.
However, a good hour and a half later, Cricket was stirred awake again by the hooting of a nearby owl. She opened her eyes to check on Ethan, just in case, and found him still absent. Cricket got to her feet with a whuff of surprise, then nosed around where he had been laying. The grass was cool now; he had not returned.
Where is he? "Ethan!" Cricket hissed, hoping to catch his attention without alerting unsavory night creatures to her presence. "Ethan!"
Nothing. No reply, and no sign of him.
The mare's ears flicked back, and she shifted uneasily. Where on earth had he gone? She shook herself, gathered her courage, and padded in the direction she had seen him go earlier.
Here and there were hoofprints, the odd three-pronged left forehoof marking them, unmistakably his. But where on earth had he gone? Cricket slunk through the darkness, every night sound and wind rustle making her flinch. Had something happened? What was going on?
Finally, after a good fifteen minutes, she heard a sound on the wind - his voice. Ethan! And not a cry of pain or anything, either. Her heart lifted, and she trotted briskly towards the source. There was another voice on the wind, too, but she didn't care that much. All she cared about was that Ethan was here, apparently safe and happy.
It was only good luck - or bad luck - that she saw them before they saw her. Ethan, and a mare she'd never seen before, deep auburn with stunning barred wings. A new friend? What were they do-
Oh.
Oh.
Cricket stared for a moment, then slunk back into the shadows, unseen, numb.
Oh.
She crept slowly backwards, her hooves making barely a sound on the grass, until she judged herself far enough away. Then she turned and ran, full-tilt, her ears pinned back, as if something terrible were chasing her, stunned and more than a little scared of the sudden intensity of feeling inside of her. Her heart was pounding, and it felt as though it had fallen into a cold pit.
Ethan...
She stopped on the edge of a hill that was too steep to safely run down at that speed, her head drooped, foam flecking her sides. He'd crept away from her and-
But she was his best friend-
First friend-
Nobody, except his mother, knew him better than she did-
Except for that mare-
Cricket tossed her head wildly, trying to shake the thought out and away. She folded her legs under her and curled into a small ball of hurt, as best she could.
Why did she care so much? Ethan could do what he wanted-
But up until now, he's always wanted to stay with me.
Cricket swallowed, hard, and pressed her eyes shut tightly.
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Posted: Thu Jul 10, 2008 8:26 pm
Safe Within the Shadow / Retconned
The dust stretched on forever, tugged at his legs when he tried to move, seeming more liquid than solid... behind him, the half-made thing gibbered and swiped, tearing strips from his wings, his back, and there was no solace, no rescue, nothing but endless dust and pain and-
Illumin convulsed and awoke with a gasp, his heart pounding. Where- No dust. No chase. Just his bed, and light pouring down from the lanterns, and the worried faces of his Aoidei peering at him. Thank Creation... Illumin settled back against the pillows with a sigh of relief that turned into a hiss of pain as he jolted his injured wing. So that part, at least, hadn't been a dream. They really had gone... and returned...
His Aoidei were waiting for him to say something, he realized. His throat was dry, and he swallowed; a moment later, there was a glass of water held out before him. He took it eagerly, and drained it. "Thank you," he managed.
"Welcome back, Radiance," Eliam said, quietly.
"Believe you me, no one is as glad to be back as I am... except perhaps Eamnnon." Illumin realized there was something cool and smooth at his side; the decanter and key. The precious artifact they had gone so far and done so much to obtain. He picked it up reverently, truly looking at it for the first time. Blue crystal, stoppered, with another liquid inside, and the key hanging from that. He shook it gently, and heard the liquid slosh around inside.
"What is it?" Eibhilin asked, extending her long fingers to take the empty glass from him.
"Priceless," Illumin murmured, furrowing his brow. "It is a piece of Aristogeiton." He did not understand how that could work, how a mortal could be broken into pieces, and how one of those pieces could come to look like this odd relic, as utterly unlike a human being as he could imagine - but here it was, proof positive. "Ea and I brought it back."
"We felt you go," Eibhilin whispered, after a moment. "It was like..." She paused. "Like they killed you again."
A shudder ran up Illumin's spine. "But I came back."
"Yes." Both Aoidei smiled and bowed. "Months and months gone, but praise to the Twin Crown, you have returned," Eliam added.
Illumin stared. "Months and months?! But it seemed merely hours!" True, their journey and the subsequent pursuit had seemed long and it had been difficult to keep track of time - if any Time could be said to exist in the Ashlands - but still, months? "What time is it now?"
"Late spring, for what it is worth under Destruction's rule," Eibhilin said. "Oh..." She brightened, and glanced at Eliam, who nodded, once. "Radiance, I have news of Panacea!"
Illumin's heart skipped a beat. "Pana?! Where is she?"
"I have not seen her, Radiance," Eibhilin said, quickly, offering an apologetic half-bow. "But a servant of Tien Lung's came to me, saying that one of that King's own followers had spoken with Panacea in a far away place, across the vast spaces of the universe. She still seeks Aristogeiton."
"Pana..." Illumin smiled. "That is good news. Is there more?"
"Sadly, no - but it is more than we have had for some time."
"True. I will have to give my thanks to this... Tien Lung, hm." Another Dragon King, then. "How fares the Pantheon?" He had missed so much...
"Well, as far as I know." It was Eliam who spoke this time, bowing in turn. "I have seen the flight of Dragon Kings, and there is an odd.. shield, of sorts, around some of this town now. The protection of the Worldshield, it is said, that same Tien Lung who sent us news."
"I spoke with a host newly made, thrall to Winter's goddess," Eibhilin added. "Destruction's reign continues, though..." Her glance slid to the decanter Illumin held. "And this will...?" Her voice trailed off, but the question was plain despite not being spoken.
Illumin sighed. "I don't know. It is but a part," he admitted, letting the relic rest on his lap. "We may need to travel again, and search more for the other pieces."
"May we not aid you?" Eibhilin asked, anxiously.
The god smiled. "Perhaps. I am glad you did not come to the Ashlands, though. There were perils there that you may not have survived, and... I need you. Both of you."
The Aoidei bowed. "As we you," they replied, in unison.
"It's good to be home," Illumin said, with a contented sigh. "Even if this place does lie under Destruction's shadow... at least here, there is Light."
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Posted: Thu Jul 10, 2008 8:27 pm
Trials of the Physical / Retconned
"Ow, ow, ow, ow!" Illumin winced with every pathetic, mincing step he took, his Aoidei trailing him with concerned expressions. Damn this... this overly physical form! Gods shouldn't have leg cramps and sore muscles - the very idea was patently ridiculous. And the pain in his legs hadn't had the decency to stop after the Grigori pursuit. Far from it - now his legs were stiff and taking every opportunity to take revenge for the abuse he'd put them through, to say nothing of the rest of his body.
Completely, utterly ridiculous.
"A long soak will help, Radiance," Eibhilin piped up, trying to be encouraging. Illumin gave her a withering look and limped the rest of the way to the bathroom. The promised bath steamed invitingly, and Illumin let his robe slide off his shoulders before slipping down into the hot water with a sigh.
"By your leave, I will tend to your wing," Eibhilin said quietly, coiling her long tail to perch snakelike on the edge of the bath behind her Lord. Her long fingers were delicate on the gauze, but Illumin still flinched away, involuntarily. "Oh..."
Illumin sighed. "I'm sorry. Please continue." He forced the injured wing to stay in place as she tentatively plucked at the gauze again. "Who tended to it?"
"I did, Radiance. There were some useful references in Lady Medicine's things - under the circumstances, I thought it wise to seek advice."
"Hmph," Illumin grumbled, after a moment. He didn't like the idea of anyone fiddling with Panacea's possessions, but the goddess probably would have approved of Eibhilin's intentions. If she'd been here, she probably would have done it herself...
He sighed again. A fine opportunity, lost.
"I applied a healing poultice to the edges of the wound, Radiance, then lightly laid strips of gauze over it. The poultice itself served as adhesive," Eibhilin continued. One of her hands dipped into the water next to him; a moment later, Illumin jumped as she poured that water over his wing. "This type of injury... was not in her books, I admit... but I did what I could."
"It wouldn't be," Illumin said, pulling his knees up to his chest, with effort, and bending to rest his arms and head on them. "I doubt anyone has sustained this type of wound in Age upon Age."
Eibhilin paused. "What happened, if I may be so bold?"
"A Grigori. One of the inhabitants of the Ashlands... his claws, if you could call them that. He injured Hunt as well." Illumin shook his head, then tried fruitlessly to look back at his own wings. "Is there sign of healing?"
"Not yet, Radiance," Eibhilin said, after a moment.
"Hmph." Illumin went back to sulking. He might well be able to compensate for the loss here. If not... ugh. What a terrible thought. If only Pana were here, surely she would know how to repair it...
Hmph.
When Eibhilin finished, he ordered her away, then turned and flopped into the tub, on his belly, keeping his wings carefully above water so as not to dampen the new poultice. Really, this whole situation was not at all as he'd expected. They'd gone so far, done so much, been hurt - and was anyone waiting for him, save his own Aoidei?
No.
No accolades, no praise, no red carpet. Nothing. It was as though nobody even noticed he was gone, let alone that they had returned with a priceless piece of Creation's salvation!
Hmph.
Illumin sulked.
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Posted: Thu Jul 10, 2008 8:27 pm
The Plots and Plans of Aoidei / Retconned
Eibhilin sighed as she left Illumin alone. She dumped the old gauze into the trash, then made the bed before wandering back into the Aoidei quarters. Eliam was there, working on something at the table, his brow furrowed in concentration. He looked up when she entered. "How is he?"
"Feeling ill-kept and ill-used, and making absolutely certain that everyone knows precisely how he feels about it." Eibhilin shook her head. Her loyalty to Light was absolute, but at the moment her Lord was being extremely frustrating. Now that the relief at being home had worn off, he seemed to be finding absolutely nothing to his satisfaction. His wing hurt - which was understandable. His muscles ached, which was also understandable, but the way he was whining about it...
Eliam put down his pencil, then chuckled at the look on Eibhilin's face. "I see, I see. Well, no one can deny that the journey was brave, and difficult-"
"And now that he's back in a place where we can tend to him, he's determined to be as..." Eibhilin paused, trying to think of a delicate way to word it. "To... make sure his needs are as firmly met as possible?"
"To whine, and wish to be babied and cosseted for a while, to make up for the difficulty of his quest and to restore his confidence," Eliam corrected, and laughed again as Eibhilin nearly swallowed her own tongue in horror. "Don't take me the wrong way - you know my loyalty and love for our Lord is as absolute as your own. But that cannot stop me from having opinions, even though I won't say that to his face."
"I suppose." Eibhilin smiled, toothily. "What do you suppose I should prepare for lunch? Drinking light is all well and good, but he should have some proper food as well."
"Hmm... something with the feel of luxury about it. Finger foods, perhaps. Delicate little things. With curls of this and that. Pretty."
Eibhilin made a face. "Oh, fine. And are you going to help me with this?"
Eliam waved his pencil at her. "I'm busy working on the plans for the Beacon-"
"Oh, no, you're not." She pounced on him, pinching one long ear between her fingers and tugging. "Come along. He who suggests 'curls of this and that' shall be forced to curl them."
"Ouch! Let go!"
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Posted: Thu Jul 10, 2008 8:28 pm
The Brightest Light / RetconnedZero Dream It was her plan to head home after dropping Adrian at the pantheon, but as both cat and host faded from view, she hesitated. Since she had come here, she might as well stick around a bit, see if there was any familiar faces out to be seen.
She entered and went straight for the kitchen, looking to see if there was any drink she could fix herself while she waited. Sosiqui The kitchen was already occupied. Two Aoidei darted here and there, obviously on a mission - there was a tray on the counter, slowly being filled with plates of delicate little finger foods. "Eliam, dear, there's not a curl on this one," Eibhilin said cheerfully as she slit open a box of crackers with one claw. "Oh, hush," Eliam grumbled back at her, resuming his perch on one of the stools and picking up the vegetable peeler and a carrot. A moment later a long orange curl of carrot topped the dish in question. "Better?" "Very nic- oh!" Eibhilin stopped what she was doing and quickly put the crackers down before bowing. Eliam followed suit. "My apologies, Lady Music - may we aid you with anything?" Zero Dream The goddess was caught off-guard for a moment. They seemed to know her, but she did not remember meeting them ? The boy was completely unfamiliar, but the lady... not only stood out, but did tickle her memory sightly.
Perhaps she had met them. Before she was even herself. So long ago...
"Greetings, then." She said with a smile, peering curiously at the plater. She thought about purposing her help, but honestly doubted they would even let her. "I am fine, thank you - there is no need to worry about me, and you two already seem to be a bit busy." Sosiqui "We will be done in just a moment," Eliam said, rising. "And then we shall be out of your way entirely, Lady." Eibhilin rose as well, and immediately dove for the crackers, flipping six onto a waiting plate. "Just this left to do - get the cheese, Eliam!" "Shall I curl that as well?" the winged Aoide asked, sarcastically. "No. Hush! The Lady is waiting!" Eibhilin swatted at him with her tail, then bowed again. "Light our Lord is waiting, so we really will be only an instant, faster if Eliam hurries up..." Zero Dream "Oh, please, there is no r- Light ?" She paused for a moment. "Illumin ? He... is back ?"
She had not seen light for some time. Ever since she'd come to take this body proper, even. She also knew that Nergal had been waiting on his return, but...
"Is he well ?" If he was not, or if he was weary, it might not be the best time to talk to him about it. "I... would like to see him, if at all possible." It had been so long. Sosiqui "Yes, he is our Lord," Eliam said, pausing in his cheese-slicing. "He is well, though he has just returned from a harrowing journey..." The Aoide's words trailed off, and his face took on a thoughtful expression. "Eibhilin..." "Hmm, indeed." The banshee Aoide put the crackers back in a cupboard, an impish smile appearing on her lips. "I wonder... Lady Music, might we trouble you to aid us? Our Lord had a... difficult time in his travels, and though he brought back a prize of great worth there were none but ourselves to greet him. He is feeling a bit..." "Whiny," Eliam put in, then yelped as Eibhilin rounded on him and slashed with her claws, actually drawing blood from light scratches on his forearm. "Ouch!" "Do not speak so!" she scolded, then turned back to Echo as if nothing had happened. "Even so... he might benefit from some... bucking up?" She swayed back and forth, almost shyly. Zero Dream Whiny, uh. The thought was amusing, but she did her best not to betray her own amusement. She,s probably be equally so in similar circumstances.
"I can at least try." She said with a smile. Oh, she could try, indeed. Sosiqui "Splendid! Just, er... don't tell him we... said anything..." Eibhilin looked vaguely guilty for a moment, then whirled and picked up the tray just as Eliam put down the finished final dish. "Wonderful! Thank you, Lady Music. I'm sure he'll be delighted to see you." "Go on ahead, I'll tidy up here," Eliam put in, so Eibhilin nodded at Echo. "If you wish to follow, my Lady..." The banshee Aoide trailed upstairs, holding the laden tray with care, and used the prehensile end of her tail to open the door marked with the sun-in-glory. "Radiance? You have a guest." She floated to one side and held the door open for Echo to enter the brightly lit space within, and winked at the goddess. He's in the bed, she mouthed. Zero Dream "I have not heard a thing." She winked, then went to follow the banshee aoide. On the way she smoothed out her dress and couldn't help but fuss with her hairs a bit - it was so hard to tame her thick strands into something manageable, sometimes.
"Lord Illumin ?" She asked. Would he remember her voice ? Who knew. If not, she could present herself. Sosiqui Illumin was indeed in his bed on the dais, nestled among the pillows with the lights all going full blast. There was incense, too, lightly wafting smoke. The whole room was very bright and rather warm, but Illumin didn't mind that in the least.
"Visitor?" He peered at the woman who entered with some consternation. Who on earth was that? Did he know her? Some goddess... with... strings? What?
But her hair color was somehow a bit familiar, niggling at his mind as she came closer. "... Zero?" he said, hesitantly. Damn him, he couldn't remember the goddess' name. Sound or Song or... no, Music, that was it.
How long had it been since then? The goddess must have ascended, clearly. "You are... Music, then?" Zero Dream The sheer amount of light was thankfully not completely blinding, but it did cause her to squint a bit to make sure she was not colliding with anything as she stepped toward the bed.
He wasn't as she remembered, either. It did catch her offguard initially, but she nodded. "Yes. I am Echo - it's... really been a long time, hasn't it ?" She said with a shy smile. Sosiqui "Indeed it has..." Illumin wasn't quite sure what to say. He didn't really know her, this Echo, and he hadn't paid much attention to Zero, instead choosing to favor Memi when the two hosts were around together, as they frequently had been. "Pardon me if I don't stand up. I'm rather sore from running for my life," he said, with a grimace, and a pained sigh that was at least 75% genuine. Zero Dream "Do not worry." She nodded, her face betraying her worry. "What has happened, if I dare ask ?"
She knew that he had been gone, for quite a long time, but beyond that ? Not so much. It did not look to have been pleasant. At all. "Are you mostly alright ?" Sosiqui "It is a long story," Illumin said, but he sounded more pleased than put-upon. Finally, someone was asking! "Did... did Memi ever happen to mention the name 'Aristogeiton' to you? And please, sit," he added, gesturing at the edge of the bed and scooting a bit to make room. "Here are some snacks for you, Radiance, Lady Music," Eibhilin said quietly, drifting over to them at last. She picked up a small end table with her tail and set it next to the bed, then put the tray on it. Zero Dream "Thank you." She smiled to Eibhilin before turning her attention back to Illumin, taking a moment to sit before answering.
"Not from Memi, no, but the name is not foreign to me. Through I remember little beyond it and to who it actually refers to." Sosiqui "Thank you," Illumin told the Aoide, then reached out and snagged a cheese cracker. His energy was recharging quickly under all the wonderful light, but there was still a niggling growl in his stomach that the light would not sate.
After taking a bite and swallowing, he refocused on Echo. "Aristogeiton. Mortal lover of Lord Harmodius. Memi... and then Panacea... was searching for him. It seems his essence has been divided up into pieces." He took another bite, the rest of the cracker, then fumbled at his side and lifted up a blue crystal decanter with an odd metal key hanging from the stopper. "This is one of them, brought back from the Ashlands by myself and Eamnnon, the Hunt." The pride in his voice at the accomplishment was easy to hear. Zero Dream Echo likewise reached for one of the crackers. They did look pretty tasty, after all.
After she was done nibbling on one, she peeked at the object. A crystal, a decanter, and a key. This made so little sense with what Nergal had gathered... This was one mighty puzzle.
"The Ashlands ?" The term was unfamiliar to her, as her confused expression showed. Given the state Light was in, it couldn't be very welcoming. Sosiqui "A realm I hope you will never visit," Illumin said, dryly. "A place set apart from All That Is, except for Universe the Sky and Gaia the Earth. I have... never seen its like, and hope never to again..." He shook his head, then brushed his hair back with one hand. "There was nothing there. Like all that is true and divine was snuffed out save the barest touches of Universe and Gaia, just enough to sustain existence." Zero Dream "Dear lords..." A world... outside the influence of the gods ? This was mind-blowing. And seemed downright impossible. Improbable. How would anyone want to live in a world like that.
"I take it the inhabitants where not quite happy to see you two, then." She sighed. "That is quite a feat you both have accomplished." That must have been quite the experience.
The strings pooled around her where spilling on the floor, and seemed to give just the slightest twitch as the goddess seemed to think. "I am quite glad you returned in one piece. Is Hunt well, also ?"
She should also let him know, really. If only so he knew he was not alone in his endeavors. "I know a few things about this because a close friend of mine has also started to seek out pieces, I believe he has acquired one, with the aid of the scepter he has found." How many where there ? Who even knew. "Lord Nergal, the Underworld. However, I have no idea how your piece and the body in my basement are supposed to connect together." The goddess honestly was still a bit weirded out by the whole thing. "He told me that the body had never bore a soul. A planned vessel for rebirth ?"
...But then, what had stopped it ? Sosiqui "Not particularly. We dealt with one of them to obtain this piece... another one did this to my wing." He turned a bit to reveal the wing in question; a large rent had been torn right through it, and much of the color had leached away. "He struck Hunt also, similarly. Other than exertion, though, and this... we are well enough. Ea moreso than I am, since he's used to running." Not running away from things, true, but still the Hunt was far more suited to such things than he was.
Echo's next words, though... "Other pieces have been found?" He leaned forward, his eyes bright. "Underworld I have not met... how did he come to seek Aristogeiton? A body? Really? Please, tell me all you know - if we have been seeking the same goal unknown, then I must speak with him as soon as possible." Zero Dream Dear lords, the damage on his wing as horrible, only enhanced by the contrast of the colorless area next to the bright purples. If Pana was around, she would probably be able to fix this.
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"...Panacea. Do you know... where she went ? Is she well ?" She realized she had derailed the conversation, and shook her head. "I'm sorry, I... I just worry about her. It has been so long."
"He would be able to give you much more information than I would, I believe... but I believe the scepter can locate the pieces... I am unsure how he started his own search, he hasn't really told me about it. The body was found in some kind of museolum..." Sosiqui "Hmm... I will have to seek him out as soon as possible. Does he live here?"
He brightened again at the mention of Panacea. "I do, actually! An Aoide of... Tien Lung's, I believe, brought news to my Aoidei while I was gone. Apparently one of his followers met Panacea in a far-away place. She is alive and well, to my knowledge... but still not back here, yet." He sighed. Zero Dream "He does not, but he is nearby. He has been waiting for both yourself and the Hunt to return, actually, to see what should be done next." For once she did feel somewhat useful as far as this whole matter was concerned. Even if she wished she could do more... But better not to think about that.
"Oh, thank the lords. I was so worried. I have seen her once, shortly before she left, and then... nothing at all." Sosiqui "Yes, we must speak at once... but..." Illumin tilted his head at her. "Why seek me out? Not that I mind," he added, quickly, "but we barely met at all... I knew your host as Memi's friend, but little more than that. I don't remember it well, to be honest. I was more concerned about finding Memi." His smile was a bit self-depreciating. Zero Dream "Why not ?" She tilted her head as well, smiling sweetly. "I don't think she ever noticed. Beryl and Memi kept her busy enough, and I was wondering how you where doing. And we can get to know each other, don't we ?"
She hadn't sought him out specifically by coming here, but she was glad it happened all the same. Sosiqui "After everything that's happened, it is nice to have a bit of a rest - though now that I know Underworld shares our quest, I really should go and see him as soon as possible. The faster we can rebalance the Twin Crown, the better..." Illumin shifted, uneasily. His muscles were still sore, but that didn't seem as important now. "But I suppose I should rest for more than a day."
Nevermind that he'd only been in the Ashlands for a day... to him... it was all blurred, odd, stretched in his mind now. And at the time it hadn't felt normal, either. Zero Dream "You should rest." Her voice took a bit of a worried tone. "I agree that this needs to be done quickly.. But I can tell him to come here, and you can continue to recover in the meanwhile ?" Sosiqui "I'm sure I won't be an invalid for too much longer," Illumin said, with a sigh. Now the aches were just annoying, rather than a reason to moon about the Pantheon and be tended to, as he had not been tended in some time. There were more answers to be found, and he couldn't get up and find them!
... Well, probably he couldn't get up. Maybe.
"But I would very much appreciate it if you could bear a message, if it isn't troublesome for you," he added, shifting a bit in his bed. Zero Dream "I would be glad to... I can check and see if he is home on my way back." She nodded with a smile. "What should I say to him, then ? Do not worry about writing it down - my memory of words is quite well enough." Sosiqui "Hmm... perhaps only that Light would love to speak with him regarding the matter of Aristogeiton, and that I have a piece in my possession now, kept safe and close, obtained through great difficulty." That last part was superfluous, perhaps, but damnit - it had been obtained through great difficulty. Zero Dream She nodded lightly. "I can definitively do that. And, I should probably let you sleep, shouldn't I ?" It really looked like he needed it, but she didn't dare say it out loud. Illumin's pride had been rattled enough. Sosiqui "Hm." Illumin smiled. "Perhaps. Thank you for visiting, though - even before my journey I was alone a great deal, researching and such, and I've been gone so long..." It hadn't been that long for him, but for others the difference was astonishing. Echo herself was proof of that. "It's good to see others again." Zero Dream "Yes... it had been a pleasure to see you again." She got up, and gave him a shining, charming smile. "Rest well, Lord Illumin. I will bring him to you as soon as I can."
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Posted: Thu Jul 10, 2008 8:28 pm
Light and Oath / RetconnedXanil Eddard could see his breath in the cold morning air and hear the snow crunch beneath his men's feet. He held his horse steady by the reins as he guided it down the road to the clearing that he knew lay before him. His men grumbled about the weather, but Eddard knew they did so more as a means to strike up conversation and poke fun at one another as opposed to actual complaints. It was still early in the winter and the conditions would sharply grow worse as the weeks passed. Unlike his men, Eddard did not complain, he was too focused on the task that ly before him. Up ahead, one of his out riders galloped down the road toward him. Drawing up beside him the out rider spoke, "Lord Cedric, we got him. He's tied and bound and awaits your judgment." Lord Cedric? I'm Sir Eddard of Liam. Not Cedric and certainly not a Lord."Well done, Randall. You have served me well. Has the traitor said anything?" he inquired, stroking his thick, black beard. I have no beard, either. How are these words coming out of my mouth. How do I know and not know whats going on?"No M'Lord. He waits silent as death. No doubt he knows what lies before him." "Thank you, Randall," and with that, he dismissed the out rider to the back of the line. It wasn't long before Eddard and his men emerged into the clearing. Before him stood two more of his out riders and the traitor on the ground, a renegade household guard who had served him only a year and half. Dismounting, Eddard walked over to his two outriders and their prisoner. "Get him on his feet so that I might stand eye to eye with the man." His men did as bid. Eddard took a long hard look at the man. He had been given to Eddard by the king, as had all his men though they weren't trained like those of the citadel. No, Eddard was only a peasant lord, undeserving of such. The king didn't even give him real men, instead giving him petty criminals and the like, people who would rather be servants instead of maimed or branded in the tradition of the king's justice. Not one of his men had any real training, that is, until they were his. Eddard was stern, forceful, and uncompromising. Once a criminal passed into his lands and swore the oath, they were his. He never mistreated them however, only demanded that they stay true to their words. They committed the crime, chose not to be punished under the conventional laws, and as a result ended up under his command. They all could have chosen the other punishment and possibly lived easier or harder lives. This traitor, Nigel Worwin, was a dog. Lazy, arrogant, quick-tempered, thieving, and now, an oath breaker. Eddard's eyes pierced the traitor. Though he had resigned himself to the punishment ahead, the traitor couldn't help but squirm under Eddard's sharp, silent scrutiny. He had stolen his grandfather's sword on his mother's side and made off with it three days past. A beautiful ceremonial piece encrusted with precious metals and gems. Though it wasn't his father's sword, which was at his own hip, it had sentimental value beyond any price. His mother had been an only child and his grandfather had given it directly to him on his deathbed, reminding him that he was as much Merril as he was Terance. This traitor's action had cut him dearly, but no matter, those who broke the oath they swore when first coming into his servitude all suffered the same punishment. "Do you have anything to say for yourself." It was a statement. Eddard always expected oath breakers to have something to say for themselves. "A pox on you and your house, PEASANT LORD of criminals." Peasant Lord of Criminals? What was that supposed to mean?"I see you don't. Men, bring the traitor to his knees." Instantly, the out riders complied by stepping on the back of the traitor's calves and then proceeded to bend him over. Eddard gave him one last long unbending stare. Pacing around to the side he drew his sword, raised it, and let it fall. "You will have to be as cold as tempered steel on a winter's morning"Eddard woke, his back to a tree. Breathing rapidly and drenched in sweat, Eddard assumed he had a fever. He looked down and regarded the gem that ached in his right forearm. He had been traveling slowly, gradually making his way back to the pantheon. The past two nights had been hell for him. Initially, when he had left the town he was given medication for the aches caused by his healing bones but he had run out. The aches weren't even what bothered him. It was the dreams. He had slept so hard under the influence of the drugs that he didn't remember his dreams. Now was another situation. Sosiqui Illumin's flight was far shakier, far slower and lower than it had been before his journey to the Ashlands - but flight it was, the Light jumping the gap in his wing and forming a new surface, of a kind. Something that could interact with the ambient light and keep him aloft, though not yet strong enough to soar in low light, at night.
Daylight, however...
The world had continued to decay, but something in Illumin had changed. Rather than his former helpless anger sulk at the state of things, he found something more to consider. All is not lost. We have a piece of Aristogeiton. Nergal, wherever he is, has the same. All is not lost...
And this world was waiting for its gods.
Light banked his flight over the tops of some trees - they were brittle and dry, but something in the leaves still yearned for his element in pure form, tilted ever so slightly to drink in his presence as he moved past.
And then there was something else - another flash of power, here, there, gone. Illumin frowned and turned back. No, there it was again. He hadn't imagined it. Another god? He found an opening in the branches and carefully dropped down to land - a bit heavily - on the leaf-strewn ground below, his glow casting a flurry of strange shapes on the nearby trees. Xanil Eddard pushed himself against the trunk of the tree, weakly coming to his feet. The combination of cascading lights across the trees and the fever hindered his perception. "Wha...Who?" he asked, a foreign hint of feebleness in his voice. What was this gem doing to his body? Where was the strength and the fortitude that was a result of the troll blood that coursed through his veins? He had never been so weak, even as a child. His mind began to swim. He was a boy of 10 running down a cobbled road between a barn and ranch style home. Dodging left, he rolled under a wood fence and then was up, running across a pasture. He could hear his father roaring, "Get back here now, or god help me!" Looking over his shoulder, he could see his father, a local rancher, loosening the belt that secured his denim jeans. Eddard shouted back in childish disobedience, "You broke your pro..." No! Our well beings could be at stake!Eddard reached out to the trunk behind him and steadied himself, preventing his collapse. He had been so close to letting the darkness take him again that it scared him. He must fight this, but how? Mustering his strength and clearing his throat he called out once more, "Who goes there?" Sosiqui Illumin's eyes narrowed at the sound of the strange voice. Who...
There was a man, leaning on the trunk of a tree as if it were a pillar of strength - and the power Illumin had felt was coming from him. Weak yet, pale, and yet... and yet...
"Illumin, the Piercing Radiance," he said, cautiously, gathering his light around him. "And yourself?" Xanil Illumin? The name stuck in his mind. Gianfar had written it down in the journal. This was another of the reborn gods though the domain escaped him in his weakened state. Eddard had no desire to present himself to a god in this condition, but the opportunity may never present itself again. Heavily dropping to a knee, Eddard bowed his head in respect if not exhaustion. Swallowing nauseatingly, Eddard introduced himself, "Sir Eddard, of House Liam. I am pleased to come into your presence. Please..forgive my appearance." Sosiqui Ah.... A pleased smile spread across Illumin's face at the obeisance. True, it was awkward, but the man seemed to be in quite a state - but not enough to forget his manners. A promising start. "Rise - or sit, if you'd rather - and be at ease, Sir Eddard of House Liam... what brings you here, to lean against trees in this Destruction-blighted forest?" Xanil Eddard rocked back and took a seat, leaning against the tree again, "Thank you." It seemed he was feeling some of his strength come back. Perhaps the deity that resided in the gem would show a little patience in the presence of one of its fellows. "I was out familiarizing myself with the surrounding area as I am new to this realm. On my wanderings I found something that might intrigue the head of the pantheon, Harmodius or Destruction, whatever he prefers to be called." He stretched his arm out and showed Illumin the raw, uncut gem that had embedded itself in his right forearm. Scar tissue and crusted framed the gem, a result of him trying to rip it out with his bare hand. "It seems to have taken a liking to me," a subtle trace of contempt in his voice. Sosiqui "Ah..." So that was where the power had come from. Another host. Of course.
After Memi, hadn't he promised himself not to get involved with hosts, so fragile, ethereal, and doomed as they were? But this man was no inexperienced and naive child. Perhaps the hosts called in the Age of Destruction were stronger, beings of more mettle, forged of sterner stuff. This one would need no cosseting, and probably wouldn't accept it even if Illumin were so inclined.
"I see." He acknowledged the presence of another deity with a nod. "I also see you understand what you have found. I assume I am not the first reborn god you have met?" Who was the gem? The power was too weak to properly recognize, not without touching it. Xanil "No, you are the fourth that I have had the privilege to meet." He had to wonder, had this god's host gone through the same mental agony he was enduring now? Maybe he should have fought harder, pulled harder, something. His mind turned to overcoming the situation, but in the presence of a god his hopes were quickly diminished. But not destroyed. "I met Sh'Khin by chance as I am meeting you now. I sought Gianfar on my own terms." He looked down at his own outstretched arm, "And this one was a trophy though now it seems more foe than treasure. In all my forty some odd years, I have lived through even shrugged off injuries and illnesses alike, but never have I had to fight such a strong mental barrage as the one I am now. From what I understand, it seems this being seeks to consume me and perhaps I should let it. Save myself the anguish." He paused, a stubborn smile curling the edges of his mouth, "But unfortunately for it, my knightly oaths prevent me from surrender." Sosiqui Illumin raised one eyebrow in surprise. True, it was hardly a new thing for a host to fight against divine choice, but he'd never heard that reason before. It was something he could respect, even if the man was by definition going to lose. "Honor is indeed something to be treasured," he said, with a nod, "and your loyalty to what you have sworn is admirable - but if you have met Sh'khin and Gianfar, you must know that your fall is inevitable." He spoke plainly, and moved to seat himself on the dry leaves, facing Eddard. "You may be taken but not give in - is that about the size of it?"
One hand strayed up to touch the warm surface of his own gem, set into the side of his neck. Xanil "It is good of you to not spare my feelings. I fear just as I have slain many foes who never surrendered, so too will the the one in the gem do to me. So be it if the god is worthy of this vessel." The word hung in his throat. Is that all the hosts were, vessels? "I hope for its sake it is. I don't think it'll appreciate the outcome if it's not." Even as the words slipped out of his mouth he knew they were wrong. Who was he to pronounce whether a deity was fit or not. He averted his eyes and bowed his head before Illumin, "My apologies I speak too forwardly. I have no intentions of offending you. I'm just so sour about my situation though I imagine I ought to be honored to a degree." Sosiqui "Hm." Illumin smiled for a moment. This was indeed an interesting mortal. The fight was pointless, yet he would fight on in the name of honor and oath.
Perhaps he, himself, could learn something from Eddard. What would I do in such a fight? Complain about how it was too hard, perhaps... He shook his head. Time for such thoughts later.
"I have never heard of a god that chose wrongly. Do you even know what jewel you bear?" He gave the gem a curious look. What manner of god would select someone like this, someone who would fight to the last breath? Perhaps a combative deity. Xanil "No, I'm afraid I do not." He paused briefly considering the dreams he had and brief conversation they had shared during the fusion, "I remember little of his introduction during our initial 'encounter' but my dreams have been filled with retribution and punishments." Eddard sighed, "But each dream is so different, its hard to put it all together. I figured if I was unable to see Harmodius, mayhap Gianfar would know. He was quite helpful the first time I met him though I don't want to take advantage of his powers." After a short pause, "I also considered talking to one of the dragon kings. The journal Gianfar put together mentions at least one who's host was preserved to some extent. Perhaps he knows something that I don't." Sosiqui "You could simply try and talk to the deity within, you know - unless your knightly oaths forbid that as well? Surely there is honor in fair discussion." Illumin tapped lightly at his gem. "My own host came to me willingly. I know nothing of Dragon Kings-" though that was an odd tidbit of information, he had to admit - "but the answer to your questions lies within your own flesh." Xanil "Perhaps I misread Gianfar's entry. I must admit, the whole was one of the better reads I've had in a long time. This world is very interesting." He considered Illumin's words, "I thought that may have been the case though I fear I have offended the being within with my resistance. The only time it speaks to me is at the end of dreams, and even then its cryptic. Things I must do, things I must become, it's very unclear. I do know that it intends to punish a lot of people for that is almost always the role it casts me in in these dreams it stages for me." He pondered the nature of the gem, trying to discern its demeanor. "The voice is always low, stern, and gruff, undoubtedly masculine. Perhaps I should start referring to it as him or he. But its hard to offer it any kind of concession because I can't imagine such an invasive force doing the same for me. Bare with me a moment, don't think for an instant that you have to answer any of my questions but how grateful are you for your host's sacrifice and would your feelings be any different should they have been less willing?" Sosiqui "Far be it from me to deny earnest petition," Illumin said, pleased again. Such an unusual, fascinating mortal. "I am tremendously grateful to my host - I promised her statues and remembrances in her honor would decorate my temples once I acquired some. I have not yet had the pleasure of fulfilling that promise, but I will. Light keeps his word, always." He nodded, firmly. This man would understand the importance of such things, he was sure.
"Had she not been willing..." Illumin paused. "I'm not certain. One could say that my perfect host would never have fought me, because that was not an element in what made her perfect for me. Perhaps the god within you wants such a battle. It is possible. Perhaps he is a god that relishes such things... how did you come by the stone?" Xanil "How did I get the gem? To make a long story short, I seized it from some sort of earth giant or elemental. The creature had exploited a small town, trading the people fuel for the gems they mined from the land, but gradually raising the cost of his fuel. When the people couldn't afford the fuel, the exploitation turned to extortion which again, became more and more expensive. I stumbled into a situation in which the giant's minions were beating a man, demanding more gems. Naturally, my knightly vows dictate that I protect the weak which I was obliged to follow, three on one is never fair and these minions seemed impervious to most conventional forms of attack since they, like their master were made of earth. Due to my involvement, one thing lead to another and my path was made clear, destroy the fiend now or let the towns people be destroyed in time." He stopped briefly, the nausea and exhaustion welling in him for an instant. Breathing deeply he let it pass and then continued, "I penetrated the giant's lair and found that unlike its minions, it wasn't made of just stone and mud, but of the many gems it had charged the people back in town. After an irrationally inspired attack brought on by this one gem I wound up with broken ribs and one of the bones in my shoulder. Thankfully it relinquished my fascination with it and I was able to find my head and footing. I managed to defeat this giant shortly after. For some reason I couldn't just walk away from this gem though. I dug it out of the giant's collapsed remains and sure enough found myself in a new battle." Sosiqui "Interesting." Illumin shifted a little. "No doubt Lord Harmodius will be able to tell you about the god you carry... but what about your oath prohibits you from... hm. I will not say yielding to him, but surely the rebirth of a god is a noble act?" He raised one eyebrow at Eddard, genuinely curious. Xanil "An excellent question. I can't rightly say that I swore an oath that directly prevents me from giving myself to the deity in the gem, I will not lie. However, I pledged my life before my people that I would do certain things and live a certain way on penalty of death. We trolls, above all other fae and mortals alike, are bound by our word, our honor. My life isn't mine to give to this god. I gave it to the innocent and the helpless a long time ago. Of the many oaths I swore on my dubbing into knighthood, several deal with this and then one that cements them all. I swore to recognize weakness and to defend those that are weak, especially women, children, and the elderly, men are stronger than these, for the most part. Also, everywhere I go I must champion the cause of right and good against injustice and evil. Their are three more that bind me to similar guidelines, but above all is the troll's favorite 'I will never lie and remain true to my given word.'" Just reciting it made him feel stronger, as if he could be victorious in the face of his inevitably grim reality. Sosiqui "I see... yet perhaps his purposes are not at odds with your own. You should try and speak with him. Choose your battles - you can't give yourself to those others you spoke of if you are constantly locked in inner combat, can you?" Illumin shook his head. "I do not ask you to break your word - that is something I myself cherish quite deeply - but you should learn more. You may not have to waste your last days in this sort of fight," he added, quietly.
Now he was really, really curious about who was locked inside that gem. Xanil Eddard nodded, taking in Illumin's words. "You're right, but nor can I give myself to them if I just let the being within take me." His shoulders slumped a little. He suspected that Illumin was trying to guide him down to the road of acceptance and resignation, something he himself would never do. He thought back to the Code of Dagdna, an ancient code by which seelie trolls conducted themselves. One of the provisions stated that a troll never take advantage of the weak. What it really meant was that in battle, one should find a suitable opponent and avoid cutting down the common soldier for their capabilities were below a trolls own. Perhaps he and the jewel had that in common if he was truly deemed fit by the deity. What worried him was that he had a myriad of qualities that an evil deity may want to exploit. His birth for one. His natural strength and fortitude could be harnessed and curbed toward evil while his combat prowess was more than exceptional. And then there was his magic. He didn't didn't know if the deity would have access to those skills, but he didn't just want to give them away like this. "Perhaps when next I'm alone I'll try to commune with the gem. That is unless you have the abilities to do so yourself," he gave Illumin a hopeful look. Sosiqui Illumin hesitated. How many times had he done that? He'd spoken to Pana for Memi, and to Zhijian for Seppa. Why can't these mortals just break down their own walls?
"The god will have you in the end, whether you will or no. Fight him if you find him at cross-purposes, or ally with him if you don't. The choice is yours to make, for a little while." Illumin shrugged. "But... well. I could try to speak with him, but I'd have to touch the jewel, and stay in contact." Xanil "That is fine. Just give me a moment." Closing his eyes, Eddard concentrated. When he opened them they glowed with a pale, white light. Raising his arm he said, "I'm ready." Sosiqui Illumin nodded and stood, walking over to the man's side, slightly vexed that even while seated Eddard was still very nearly his height. He reached out and laid his hand on the gem's surface, then closed his eyes and concentrated, as he had with Panacea, and with Zhijian. Light greets you, he thought, hard.
Light gathered around his hand and the gem, dancing warmly around Eddard's arm. Xanil The warmth was a welcome sensation, almost soothing and Eddard was grateful if even it lasted for a second. Through the enchantment Eddard could see energy coalesce in Illumin's hand. It had aesthetically pleasing features to it as far as energy went. The energy within his gem began to move and undulate and then it was there again. He had forgotten about the face that had formed in the gem during his battle with the giant but there it was once more. Your greetings returned. The sentiment was sharply cold, as if done only as a formality. And what brings you to me this day? Have you chosen not to shine? Or is there another reason? the bitter tone was unmistakable though not directed at Illumin. Sosiqui Your host seeks an intermediary of sorts, it seems - I am sure he can conduct business himself, but I wanted an opportunity to speak with you. To welcome you back to Life and to the Pantheon reborn. What is your domain? And, privately, please, please don't be something foul... Xanil How many are reborn? Are they holding true to themselves and their domains? His tone was short, curt, nearly dismissive. Eid was as stern and stubborn as the vessel he chose to carry him but with one major difference. Where Eddard was warm and sincere, Eid was cold and cared for little other than the purpose set forth for him by Harmodius. Sosiqui Illumin frowned, slightly. Snippy thing, this one was, for a god still stuck in his jewel. Two, perhaps three dozen if not more. And I suppose that they must be, though naturally I alone cannot answer for the entire Pantheon. That was an odd question to ask, and it seemed fairly pointless to Illumin's mind. Could a god be anything but true to one's domain? If any existed who were not, surely Harmodius would not expend the effort to bring them back to existence.
"He is speaking with me," he said, aloud, for Eddard's benefit. Xanil "Hmmmm." Eddard sat watching, brooding over the events that were transpiring. He had little idea what was going on. He could only note Illumin's facial expressions and that the gem's energy pattern was changing. And mortals. Are our relationships strong with them, our pacts unbroken? he inquired a little less sharp but still short. Sosiqui You are reborn into the Age of Destruction. Lord Harmodius is more than true to his nature; the worlds are decaying rapidly. Those gods with mortals beholden to them must work hard to protect them in these times. A flock untended dies. Literally. Not that he knew from personal experience, but Ea had followers, and he had seen a little of Hunt's temple. Few gods are ascended high enough to acquire any significant following, that I know of. Rebirth is a long process. Xanil He conceded, Thank you. I am Eid and I hold dominion over oaths. Your straight forwardness is appreciated. As for the troll, he is too stubborn to acknowledge this honor. Though his dedication to his oaths in my absence is admirable, he is aware of the situation and bears great disdain for me. So be it, I do not have to forgive him. If he wants to resist me until the end then I will let him. I welcome the opposition. Give him nothing in my name.Sosiqui "Ah..." Illumin said aloud, then bent his mind back to the gem. Eid. I am Illumin. A sense of relief came over him. Oath... hm. That was an interesting domain. Odd, though... I am curious - he fights you because of his own oaths. You would have him break those for you? Or does he misunderstand? I believe I may be able to convince him to parley with you, or at least speak.
He paused. I will not tell him anything unless you wish it. He is your host, after all. I shall not interfere in your affairs. Xanil It is not that I would have him break his oaths. He will die, an oath he intends to see to fruition on his lips. It is the greatest reason I chose to honor him this way. I will offer him no concession lest he remains unbending. Until then, he shall remain as helpless as ignorance can afford. Do this favor for me, and I will return the debt. Eid was growing slightly more comfortable. Though Eddard had tried to commune with him earlier, his tone was always contemptuous, where his fellow god had a curiosity, maybe even a care. He had never dealt well with disrespect, and Eddard's was no exception, even in light of the circumstances. Sosiqui I understand. I shall leave him to you, as he is yours. Perhaps it was cold or cruel, but it did make an odd sort of sense. The man had to find his own way, or not. Either way, he would honor what he held most dear - and honor the god he bore as well.
Illumin opened his eyes and looked over at Eddard. "There may be a path, but you must forge it alone, with your own strength. Unfortunately, it is not something I can find for you." That was solely for the host's benefit - he could aid Eid and not seem a complete a** to the host at the same time, after all. Xanil "Thank you, Illumin." Though he wished that more could have come from the interaction between his gem and the god, Eddard was pleased that Illumin had tried. Eddard still wanted to seek out the dragon king but in light of Illumin's words, decided that now was not the time if ever there was one. He had better continue his trek to Harmodius and present the gem. "So did you get anything else out of him? Anything at all?" he had to ask one more time, for the sake of blind hope. Sosiqui Illumin couldn't lie - sure, it might make things easier, but it went against every fiber of his being. "I did, but there was a price I had to pay. Call it an oath of silence. Something I'm sure you understand. I must allow you to find your own way. You belong to this god, and I will honor that - else, we'd all be battling over hosts and insults, and tearing gem from flesh. Lord Harmodius would certainly not allow such things." Xanil Eddard's expression changed from one of curiosity to one more critical, but only momentarily. He felt he understood his situation and wondered at why the deity in the gem would be so secretive. In the end he accepted Illumin's decision, resigning to the possible extreme measures he would exact upon himself regardless of any consequences that would follow, "If that is his will then so be it." He looked down to his arm and the unwanted guest snuggly housed there. He could no longer see the pattens of energy like he could before. Curious, he hadn't dismissed the effect, but its duration had ended prematurely. The spell was so basic, the first of the little human magic he had learned to cast and it should have lasted much longer than this. He could only suspect that the gem was responsible for this and cursed it inwardly, adding to his spoken words to Illumin, It is my will to prevent you from doing this, especially under this pretense. You will get nothing from me except all my hate and mistrust.As Eddard finished the thought, Eid ebbed, sending another intense wave of nausea through Eddard's body and accepting his challenge through action, not word. Eddard breathed deeply, doing his best to keep what little rations he had eaten that day down. He looked back up to Illumin, "Even when hosts are accepting, is it always so physically taxing? Or is it just this one?" Sosiqui "It is always difficult, to an extent... though not so much if host and god cooperate. At this point, the god draws from your own energy, and so do you, and you are both using extra to fight each other in addition to the normal demands of existence." Illumin straightened up and fanned his wings a bit, stretching. "You should still come to the Pantheon, though. Lord D... Harmodius is there, and if nothing else you can find lodging and food." And with the energy you'll save by not having to scrape around for food and shelter, you can fight each other all the more if you like, he thought, but did not say.
It seemed rather pointless to him, but gods would do what they willed. Xanil "I will go to the Pantheon, it is necessary to introduce the gem to his Lord." His situation would impede his progress but not prevent him from reaching his destination. As sudden as lightning strikes, Eddard had a notion. He doubted the incantation would be strong enough in his current condition, but maybe it would relieve some of the nausea and fever. "Pardon my actions, Illumin. I hope what I'm about to do doesn't offend you." With that, regardless of any objections, Eddard picked the scab around the gem until it began to bleed. When enough had welled through his recently opened wound, he used his other hand to draw a few arcane symbols around the gem on the surface of his skin with the fresh fluid. Closing his eyes and murmuring under his breath, Eddard activated another one of his spells. When he finished he sat and monitored himself quietly for a moment. Normally the spell would have been strong enough to control the flow and movement of a magical energy source. On this occasion it was only strong enough to thin the flow of the gem's energy, lessening it's influence to a more tolerable degree. Enjoy what time you have in my arm. You may not be there as long as you'd like. After a moment with no obvious recourse, Eddard pulled himself to his feet not wanting to waste the likely decreased duration of the effect. He was wobbly and for just a moment, the forest spun, but ceased quickly enough. "Will you come with me, Illumin? That is if you aren't busy. I imagine the gods are all engaged with their own goals and ends." Sosiqui "It will not hold for long." A futile gesture. Such an odd thing, this fighting dance of posture, pretense, and promises. Yet its existence seemed valuable to not only host, but god as well.
"I myself live in the Pantheon, for the moment," he said, with an acknowledging nod. "I am indeed busy. I happened upon you by chance while stretching my wings, testing my limits." He gestured quickly at one wing, which had a jagged, grey-edged chunk out of it. "But I can tell you the way to go, and if I am still there when you arrive I will receive you and your god in my chambers."
He didn't want to tie himself to this mortal too closely. Not with everything at stake now, with the Underworld to find and then Aristogeiton to revive.
Not with the memory of her smile in his mind. Xanil Seeing the wing, Eddard had many more questions to ask Illumin but then thought better of it. He had little time as he already felt his spell slipping and besides, it was probably none of his business. Illumin had been helpful and he felt it was best to let him go about his business. "I know, he seems to be interfering with my spells. I must make haste while I can. Your directions won't be necessary. Gianfar's journal will guide me back well enough. But thank you, I am grateful for the help you have given and the help you offer. If there is anything I can do to return the favor, please, never hesitate to seek what assistance I can offer. May your travels and endeavors be fruitful." He bowed low and held it, respectfully awaiting Illumin's response and farewells. Had he not possessed the gem he had now, Eddard may have found himself in the ranks of Illumin's followers. Sosiqui "Thank you. May yours be, as well." The benediction seemed strange in Illumin's mouth. But that was something gods did, wasn't it? He'd have to think up, or remember, something more fitting for his own. "I will leave you with this."
He raised his hands in front of his chest and spun light between them, quickly forming a fist-sized ball of light. He released it with a smile, and it floated to bob near Eddard. "It's no guide, but it will travel with you and light your way. Perhaps it will be helpful." Xanil Eddard came up from his bow, thanking Illumin once more before parting ways. The encounter had been good even if it didn't change his personal situation. Illumin was both genuine and honorable, something Eddard prized deeply. When he was gone, Eddard began the long trek back, the ball of light bobbing from left to right, lighting his way as he went. Even though the light wasn't particularly needed for him to find his footing, it did help him to read Gianfar's journal. In any other circumstance he would have had to make a torch and even then, he wouldn't have been comfortable holding the book and the torch at the same time for fear of the worst.
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