There are many times when I hear a voice that tells me the brighter side of things, tells me to think it over, and not to do some things. She calls herself Mina. I am not sure if she is another voice, my conscience, or just me trying to fool myself. I can't imagine what is happening, since there are also other voices that tell me to do some things that I would've never even thought to do before, but they are also in the same situation as above. I've come to a point where I'm talking back to them constantly.
I also don't seem to be good at anything at all, besides drawing and home arts. I fail at math, I suck at science, I can't remember things well for social studies, and I'm just a stupid screw-up in language arts! For gym, i can never run fast enough, or score any points for my team/class. So what am I supposed to do!? Just stay home and draw while doing home stuff?
I feel really depressed about this, since there also seems that other things that are "invading" my mind. It's your choice to not believe me, but there was this one time I was visiting a friend of mine who was hospitalized. Well, as I got out of the room for her check-up, I wandered off to an empty room. The door was opened slightly so I peeked inside, and I saw a girl with beautiful blonde hair and pale blue-silver eyes about, I'll say 15-16 sitting in a chair next to the window. She was singing in a very sweet, gentle voice, but I couldn't make out the words. She was wearing a pretty white spaghetti-strap white dress, so I was thinking she wasn't a patient. She looked over to me and smiled then looked over my head and I got in trouble. A nurse came in and said that I wasn't supposed to be in here. So, being the person I am, I asked her about the girl. She looked at me like I was mental or something, and I looked back at the spot and guess what? She was gone.
Have i seriously lost it?
Discuss and help:
What are those voices?
Any advice to boost up my self-esteem/self-confidence?
Is it truely possible to see ghosts?
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