I can't believe it, I feel so depressed I got the verdict on my court case yesterday. I'm on probation for 2 years. All I did was vent when the stupid call consultant didn't rebate me. I said I would kill them yes I know its stupid but don't you think 2 years probation is crazy. They were talking about 3 months imprisonment... I would have committed suicide rather than go to jail... I have to admit I wonder if I should just kill myself now. I can't believe I'm going to have a criminal record I'm only 22 and never done anything wrong before. I wanted to become a vet nurse but I can't get my certificate for working with dangerous drugs (Morphine and such) if I have a criminal record. There is no use in becoming a Vet Nurse if I cannot deal with those drugs. What should I do? I feel like my life is over...