the bonds of trust can be easily broken when we trully pay attetion...i would know personally...i had this friend that never got as big a christmas as i...i new this to... i even new when she had begun to steal things from me like money,toys,my art, and even some of my clothes. i acted as if i didt notice...but i new everything that she took...so instead i pretended not to notice and she just kept on stealing...i really believe in that hate the sin not the sinner thing when it comes to my friends so i decided to forgive her over and over again...but eventually it got real old...so i decided to test her...i invited her to my b-day party but i didnt tell her where it was...she said that she was busy cause her aunt was coming down...well after school i went out and asked her mom if that was true...it wasnt...so i gave her invitation away...the next day she came up to me and said that she could go...i told her the truth...i told her that i already gave it away...she got hot and threw the biggest fit i ever saw...so i then told her that we werent friends...she said i dont care...i had trusted her and told her everything and she took those things i had told her confidently and she told every one...they mocked me...they shuned me and i was left with no friends...so thanks to her i was left with people that were guys and i have always gotten along with guys better than girls...so i was friends with them for 4 years now so i do thank her for that but ayt the same time i hate her for it... it was then that i decided that popularity was nothing compared to real friends... and i know this to be true to this day...but i swore to myself that i wouldnt tell anyone else my secrets ever again... i still hold all my secrets and emotions in even through the pain and sorrow that i have felt lately i still will cling to the promise i made never to let anyone see me cry ever again...thanks to her i am the way i am now...the tough girl that will hurt anyone who touches my friends...i will protect them from pieces of crap guys and the demonic minds of the girls that wish to bring them down and me...you will never see me lose control over anything that i dont think is worth it...but the cost of my actions is true...the pain is intense when you choose to hold feelings inside...true that they do eat away at your soul...but i cant change no matter how hard i try...