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 Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2004 5:45 pm
here's the deal... i just found out that i was a vampire like two days ago... it started by just kissing... then i was playing around on his neck. i couldnt control myself. all i could do was keep biting. (i give hickies by biting) but when i came to there was this big purple hickie! i mean it was verry verrry verry dark purple.
the scary thing for me was, i had latched myslef onto his neck.
well it was about two days since then, and i went to his house. the same thing happened. except it wasnt just a hickie. i gave him really really bad bite marks, so bad that he would have been bleeding. he pushed me off his neck. i would have totally hurt him if he didnt. im scared. i dont want to hurt him anymore. i really dont. but he's like me, and i dont know what to do. im so confused. when i saw the marks i left, i cried. i honestly care about him, and it pains me to loose control like that. and i know i wouldnt get any energy from him. but i hate being so empty...
please help me.
oh sorry. im new here...
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Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2004 6:18 pm
Most likely you just have a fetish that you didn’t know about till now. Lots of people “can not” control their fetishes.
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Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2004 7:28 pm
KravenBlut Most likely you just have a fetish that you didn’t know about till now. Lots of people “can not” control their fetishes. Believe me Kraven, she doesn't have a fetish... She lives by me and I've been "monitoring" her somewhat. So it happened again, nay? (Oh yea... You need to go fill in your info in the member directory...)
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 2:43 pm
Mizakichii KravenBlut Most likely you just have a fetish that you didn’t know about till now. Lots of people “can not” control their fetishes. Believe me Kraven, she doesn't have a fetish... She lives by me and I've been "monitoring" her somewhat. So it happened again, nay? (Oh yea... You need to go fill in your info in the member directory...) Well I guess if you are "monitoring" (thats creepy) her you should know more than I...
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 11:32 pm
KravenBlut Mizakichii KravenBlut Most likely you just have a fetish that you didn’t know about till now. Lots of people “can not” control their fetishes. Believe me Kraven, she doesn't have a fetish... She lives by me and I've been "monitoring" her somewhat. So it happened again, nay? (Oh yea... You need to go fill in your info in the member directory...) Well I guess if you are "monitoring" (thats creepy) her you should know more than I... well duh Kraven, she implys that...
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 9:41 am
[ Message temporarily off-line ]
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 2:51 pm
She goes to my school and I've been watching her and helping her a bit... Sorry if it sounded creepy; I'm not stalking her, but monitoring is what I'm doing...
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 4:08 pm
Mizakichii She goes to my school and I've been watching her and helping her a bit... Sorry if it sounded creepy; I'm not stalking her, but monitoring is what I'm doing... For some reason it is still creepy I mean helping but monitoring sounds like what doctors do if you are sick and then just that fact that someone is watching you... eck.
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2004 1:07 pm
Bambi AX handle here's the deal... i just found out that i was a vampire like two days ago... it started by just kissing... then i was playing around on his neck. i couldnt control myself. all i could do was keep biting. (i give hickies by biting) but when i came to there was this big purple hickie! i mean it was verry verrry verry dark purple. the scary thing for me was, i had latched myslef onto his neck. well it was about two days since then, and i went to his house. the same thing happened. except it wasnt just a hickie. i gave him really really bad bite marks, so bad that he would have been bleeding. he pushed me off his neck. i would have totally hurt him if he didnt. im scared. i dont want to hurt him anymore. i really dont. but he's like me, and i dont know what to do. im so confused. when i saw the marks i left, i cried. i honestly care about him, and it pains me to loose control like that. and i know i wouldnt get any energy from him. but i hate being so empty... please help me. oh sorry. im new here... Ok.. everyon stop and look. This doesn't make one a vampire, nor does it mean you are going through an awakening, you can't just simply stop and say "Look Ma I found out I'm a vampire cause I gave someone a hickie(that was deep purple) with my teeth"... I dont know about you guys but does this really sound logical when it comes to vampirism? Also It takes years of soul searching to fins out what you are, no one can tell you if you are a vampire or not. And Please, I am tired of asking everyone to post in the Gosh Darn INTRO!!!
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2004 1:48 pm
Mizakichii KravenBlut Most likely you just have a fetish that you didn’t know about till now. Lots of people “can not” control their fetishes. Believe me Kraven, she doesn't have a fetish... She lives by me and I've been "monitoring" her somewhat. So it happened again, nay? (Oh yea... You need to go fill in your info in the member directory...) VK... Phoo, calm down... I already asked her to do it... She hasn't been on for a few days... It's ok...
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2005 3:12 pm
I had a similar experience during my Awakening. I really liked necks, and biting them...but one day I put my fingers to someone's neck, and felt their pulse....oh man, I was hypnotised. I started leaning foward when I caught myself.
I frequently have situations where my vampire side goes "GRAAGH" and I have to mentally restrain myself.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 12:01 am
Look, Wolfram....Kraven... Levey... WHATEVER! if you still hang around the guild next time you change your name your getting booted simply because I and the rest of the guild are sick of playing merry go round name tag with you.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 9:29 am
VampireKitten182 Look, Wolfram....Kraven... Levey... WHATEVER! if you still hang around the guild next time you change your name your getting booted simply because I and the rest of the guild are sick of playing merry go round name tag with you. I must agree with VK on this one. So that brings up a valid point I need to make. If you are going to change your name or create another character, and you want this character to be in the guild instead of a previous one. Then you must let me know so that I know who you are. As we do not want anyone to have more than one nmae of any one person in this guild.
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Posted: Wed Feb 16, 2005 10:41 pm
Bambi AX handle here's the deal... i just found out that i was a vampire like two days ago... it started by just kissing... then i was playing around on his neck. i couldnt control myself. all i could do was keep biting. (i give hickies by biting) but when i came to there was this big purple hickie! i mean it was verry verrry verry dark purple. the scary thing for me was, i had latched myslef onto his neck. well it was about two days since then, and i went to his house. the same thing happened. except it wasnt just a hickie. i gave him really really bad bite marks, so bad that he would have been bleeding. he pushed me off his neck. i would have totally hurt him if he didnt. im scared. i dont want to hurt him anymore. i really dont. but he's like me, and i dont know what to do. im so confused. when i saw the marks i left, i cried. i honestly care about him, and it pains me to loose control like that. and i know i wouldnt get any energy from him. but i hate being so empty... please help me. oh sorry. im new here... Although that is very strange... I have heard rumors from a friend that vampires can get blood through the skin? Valdimyr? Perhaps you know? Anyways, don't be afraid of whatever is going on... not like you can change what is happening. All you can do is suppress it.
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