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The Pain from Within

"Why does no one hear my cries of pain?Why does no one come to comfort me?I see them cofort one another.But never anyone like me.They must see me in a different way than I can even see myself.Just because of that one little cut on my arm?It shouldn't really matter.The teachers know about it but they still don't do anything about it.So why should the other kids care?I thought that they would try to stop me...but they did nothing.So why do they judge me?Why do they leave me to suffer alone in the darkness?I had hoped that someone would come to take me away from this place/But they just left me here..."
It was rather late.A young teen-age girl was curled up in the dark classroom.It was just about midnight.The others had forgotten all about her.They didn't check the classrooms when they closed up school.That or they just didn't notice she was there if they did.Her parents wouldn't really look for her.Her dad was an a*****e and her mom worked all the time.
She was just sitting there on the floor of her classroom.Her emerald green eyes were shining in the moonlight through the window.The light was daning but her eyes remained emotionless.The same as always.She was always left alone.Even the teachers didn't bother with her.Actually they were sort of afraid of her.
It wasn't always like this.The toher kids actually noticed she was there and picked on her.She really didn't mind because she realized that they were really paying her some attention.This made her feel better but it didn't really help the main problem.
She wasn't ever that emotional towards anyone really.She saw the world in another way than you could ever imagine.She was highly intelligent.But she also had one major rule to follow.Just one.In her eyes the first to cry had lost.She saw tears as a weakness that said that someone else had domminated you.It was truly sad because that would be the only way for anyone to realize that those words said did hurt her.
Her name was one of the kids favorite things to make fun of.For her name was Destiny.They could really say some really stupid things.But just one day exactly three in a half monthes ago she met a girl that saw through that invisible force field.Her name was Jun.She was so beautiful.Especially when she smiled.She had the face of an angel.Even those gentle ruby red eyes.I could always tell when she was looking at me.She was also one of the greatest swordsman I ever saw.Or woman.I was completely mezmorized when she used to pratice.Her blades would dance through the air as if the wind itself bowed down to the graceful blades.
I can still remember the day.She just saw me sitting there.She walked over and sat down and talked as if she honestly new me.;It was as if she could see right through me.LIke she looked into my eyes and saw my whole life.I loved her for it.One day was all it took.I came and looked for her every day.She would be right there waiting for me.She was the only person that ever made me smile.She was like a big sister.But one day...she didn't show up.I searched the entire park for her.She wasn't there...
I didn't even go to the park the next day.I figured that she had forgotten me like all the rest.I soon began to hate for the things that I thought.I still think that I should go back.Just to see if she might be waiting.But I'm scared that she won't be there.That the swing would be empty.Then that I would hate her for it.
It's just that I don't know if I should go through with it this time.No.I think that its time.
The young Destiny pushed back her hair to reveal a long dagger.Her hand was shaking.She wasn't sure if she should proceed.She gently lifted the dagger to her neck.Then she pressed as hard as she could.Blood ran down her neck to her clothes.She winced in pain.But she did not remove the dagger.She just pressed harder.
The dagger dropped to the ground.The pain was too much for her to tolerate.She fell to her hands and knees gasping for air.She had begun to drown in her own blood.It had started to come up out of her mouth.Her nose began to bleed.She then fell to her side with the blood gurgling and gushing out into a pool of blood.In the next few moments...she was dead.All she had ever wanted was to have someone take care of her and love her and see her.To then look around and see no one else...but that would never be... THE END FOR THE BROKEN HEARTED AND THE LET DOWN