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well i got suchgood responses from my other post The Dreams i decided to post another piece of my work here it has quite a diffrent tone than the last one but i like to mix it up a write whatever i feel at the time down. you can be certain there will always be new things from me as the crew progresses but I'd love to see some of your works as well so post them but as for this passage just comment it tell me what you think if you liked it or not

Peace:Kid Cloud out



Hate it Or Love it
Are you my friend or my enemy? Why do I hate the sight of you?Your essence I hate it I hate being here I hate keeping my hatred below the surface. No it's not that i don't like you it's that I hate you. It's you that's helping make this happen to me. Helping the Darkness consume me and all I see is you smiling. You have my remaining Light I can't die yet. I refuse to. If I have to live on in hatred so be it but I will never let you destroy what I've come to be. No one will. You don't see the hatred because you don't look for it. You don't notice it because I conceal it well. I'm always shielded by my remaining light so you never have a chance to see my hatred boiling in me. Why don't I like you? Why don't i trust you? Am I overly sensitive? Do you desevere a chance to be my friend. No ******** You you don't deserve that chance if you wanted the chance you would have tryed for it. You would have known me your new blood fresh blood. Mine has been around for almost half a decade.Yet your the one I despise to no end. It's Rage it's pity. I pity you because you will never ever cherish what i cherish completely and even if I die and fade to Black and you stand on my grave I'll still always be above you! What have you done to earn what you have? Have you been through what I've been through? You want to know me? What do you already know about me accept what you hear from various sources? What do you know of me? What have I told you personally? I don't control my fate but you don't control yours either, so you will always be the same. You will stay unaware of your surroundings unaware of your dangers unaware of those meant to betray you one day. No believe it or not I won't be one of those people but I won't save you from it. No I won't take sympathy for you if life hits you hard and you stumble. You've never helped me and you've never been there for anyone else but yourself. So take you best shot this is your one and only Life if you waste it oh well there is no do overs there is no restart button. This isn't a game I hate you and will as long as your in my thoughts. As many times as i see your smile as many times as I hear your name called As many times as you get unearned praise as many times as you gain unachieved success I will hate you. As long as you give me strength in hatred I will be more powerful than you. I will always gain my happiness not steal it like you. Are you happy? Is this making you happy? Is me fasing out of existance initiative for you to to fase in and make me nothing more than a distant memory? I hate You! You piss me off But you'll never replace anyone. You will never truly be a member of this place. I swear it. Your bullshit doesn't work on me I'm allergic to it. I sense it in you and I sense secrets in you. You know nothing of me you never will because I will always be shielded. I welcome death but I won't leave you behind to destroy the life I have built while I was here. If I die a piece of you will die and piece by piece you will be torn apart and you will feel every piece being jerked away from you and you will have no control over it. You will be worse off than me. You will lose everything you hold dear to you, and I won't be the only one that hates you. You will grow to hate yourself in time and regret past decisons you've made. The past will shrug you off like your nothing and you'll feel like an idiot because you didn't cherish your past and without a past you will have no future. I know you've noticed it already the cycle has started already are you ready for it?