I don't know if any of you can relate to me and my depression. But I come from a small town in upstate New York called Plattekill and the population there is close to about 700 people and I had alot of friends and family there. Now I live down in Hollywood Florida with only two friends down here and one up in Indiana that I have only seen once. My life is going down shits creek really fast and it is getting closer to the holidays and I get more and more depressed. I don't laugh as much as I used to and I am loosing more and more weight with out even trying. Friends and family are the biggest parts of my life and with out one you are only half complete and I don't have ether. So you can put it together and see how I feel. You are all the closest thing to friends and family I have out of this god for saken place they call a state to live. I can't wait for the day when I can say I am moveing back. Who is to tell when that day is going to happen. Don't get me wrong living down here has its up. Like the beach and all the pretty girls that tan and walk around the beach but that seem to wear then when you see the samething every day, day in and day out. Well I hope someone reads this and give me some moral on this. Talk to you all later and please leave reply.