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Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 3:38 pm

Ahh yes time for the things we call poetry...it can be soft and fragile...but as some know....it can be deep and touch your soul. it has a dark nature along with distemper. So write away young ones write away.

Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 5:48 pm

.....i like to write poetry

To forget and deny
Pretend….. and say goodbye
Things will never be the same
My heart is laced….. this question placed
(Why?)
I never knew this was a game

I never knew that this is what I became
A broken man with a broken name
How can I still have hope?
When these hands only want
To tighten this rope

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Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 6:06 pm

Im sorry you may need a dictionary for this one to get the full meaning

The ice from your shoulder
had sent me into constant rue
to think it was my kismet
to be with you

Blinded by your nous and beauty
i was left blunt
knowing it was futile
wondering if i deserved to even co-exist

and even though my feelings for you
have dwindled
my obstinate sorrow still lingers
in this twilght abyss
you'd call a heart.

Posted: Tue Oct 09, 2007 1:21 pm

For Those Who Know

I want you to see
I want you to know
I want you to feel exactly what i felt.
The pain, the hurt, the sadness, and rage.
When you realize that I am not a toy.
I wasn't made to be played with.
And I can't stand your playings any more.
Yes, I used to like it, it gave me character.
And I used to play along with your imaginary games.
But now....now I can see.
You didn't care for me.
You just wanted something to do,something to pass the time.
Well, I am sick and tired of all this pain.
It's your turn to play MY games.
To experience fear, loneliness, hopelessness, brokenness.
Like you are ready to fall apart.
And when your world comes finally crashing down,
I will be there to laugh and crush you even further.
Many nights I have planned your down fall.
But those night between I wasn't planning or sleeping,
I spent counting the lies you told and the time left till you fell

Seykkku

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Posted: Thu Oct 11, 2007 3:02 pm

...Nameless...

it clenches my stomach and rattles my brain
it makes me regret and helps me forget
I try to get rid of it but it keeps coming back
I need to get rid of it it pains me to keep it in side
when ever i see a couple hand in hand or hugging or kissing
it drives me up a wall i'm not jealous i don't hate them
i just hate that i have been so...so hurt
and what i see them sharing it has demolished my soul
leaving me bitter and broken i hope that you don't take this the wrong way
i am kind and caring, i wish you happiness that i could never find but once
and when i finally found it it kept running away
so i guess this is me breaking down cus right now my shirt is soggy and my face
well lets say that it is riddled with grief
stricken with the thought of losing her making it so far and holding on so long
now there is a void that can't be filled...a hole, if you will, that can never be filled
one that burns and aches and causes me violent spasms of grief so bad that i actually crumple to the ground like a piece of paper
thanks for listening i am done

Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 12:55 pm

The Pain

I'm empty and hollow
No where to go
nothing to say how can i
every time i say one thing it gets out of control
and I'm scared the only thing i have to hang on to is leaving me.
i see myself scattered around me
yes i go on and mimic your happiness and joy
but it is only a mask! I am calling for help
If only you could hear me....if only you would listen
to what i am saying deep down inside
the screams and yells
the poundings and noise I lock away
deep deep down far far away from what everyone sees
i am caged inside my own heart the one you love is only a shell
only skin deep only a few have seen my insides my true self
but then.....they hit me deep and hurt me bad
so i promised myself to NEVER let any one that close again
I'm sorry, I'm sorry....I-I have been hurt so bad...i don't trust as well as i should
i don't seem to be phased by the daily pain that sets in
Can some one help!? Please....I-I I really want to open...but i have locked myself in with out a key....can any one even hear me? does anyone really care??
God if you can hear me..........................Don't let me die alone...please?

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Posted: Fri Nov 02, 2007 3:45 pm

Mostly i sit alone...thinking of her
i have given my heart to a stranger
in hopes to find a loving partner
i have taken my visions to her
in hopes that she can understand
we laugh we smile and play around
i hope i am not moving to fast
this joy i feel is unreal
but i don't want it to be a dream
i've waited too long
it's been forever since i felt another's
longing warmth, and quivering lips
i pray to God, Not to take her away

Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2010 2:19 pm

Sweet Dreams Of Love

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I keep thinking of you and I wish on a star that, somewhere, you are thinking of me, too!

Sweet dreams of love, of us holding each other tight and whispering the essence of our loving beings...

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be than here in my room, dreaming about you and me!

Every person on earth dreams every night – every mammal in fact.

Many dreams are laced with emotions masking their true meaning, while other dreams are easy to interpret.

Our experiences and what we do during our every day waking ours greatly influence our dreams.

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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 3:15 pm

Forgotten and Abused

Torment has embraced me tight
wrapping its burning and grinding fingers around my head, chest and stomach.
Filling me with remorse, pain, and fear.
The nights are long and restless,
the days blur together like in a dream,
i feel i am cursed, i feel i am alone,
The best thing i had, i let go
the one i love, i pushed away,
the memories between us, i buried and locked down deep
and now it comes to this 3 years later,
i see her again, and that which i buried is ravaging my insides
and the one i love, she's not running back
the best thing i had, is still hanging there
but how do i draw her back in,
how do i re light that passionate fire we had,
how do i let out how i feel with out sounding needy and desperate?
if there is any deity out there that hears my cries,
that hears my pleas, or if there is any one out there that can help,
please, please.. tell me and show me what i need to do..
i was stupid back then and had the best thing in the world...
but i had forgotten and abused it...

Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 7:02 pm

In The Pit

A hero once standing tall,
Saving the day for all those he loves,
His armor shining with light and justice,
He was the one they all loved.

One fateful day he lost a single battle
it wasnt big, it wasn't meaningful,
but they held it against him,
and so the Hero began to crumble

Days went by and more defeats bye the dozen
the nights would come and he would be all alone
his tall house was taken from him
and all his gold and jewels were given away

the once tall hero now hunches in defeat
no longer saving the day but merely living
his armor now rusted and worn
no one could see him as they once did.

trouble came once again
but this time the hero was no where to be found.
they searched high, they searched far, but
when they did find him he was dead in a pit of spikes

so now with their hero gone, and no one to protect them
the town that once stood mighty and triumphant
crumbled to pieces and disappeared
Into the darkest pit of earth.

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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 7:22 pm

in the window

through the window
i see your facein all the drops
i reach out to the window trying to feel your face..
but the glass stops me as does the distance between us
i hear you in the thunder as it rumbles through the land
when i hear the sound i wish for your body to be with me
so i can enclose you in my arms and hold you till dawn.
How many shades must the sky turn till i see you?
how many drops must fall till i can hold you?
in the window i see you face and dream of being with you...
and time passes slower than mollases
and when the bell rings i walk home in the rain
feeling as good as if i were with you now...
my mind wanders as my feet travel a path unknown
and though i have been down this path before
the earth feels new and refreshed. the smell in the air relieves me of my troubles
and lets me think of you more

Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 7:23 pm

10 strings

Right now i hold in my hands a pair of scissors and my heart. And as of now there are ten strings holding it to me...i dont know what the mean but for some reason i want to cut them. i will cut my heart loose! I cut the first and my worldfalls down.Then goes the second and the rain falls harder. I stop and think but all i can think of is you. I think of what i have done and its not pretty not even good. 3 and 4 made no difference...5 was hard because of the pain. Six is where i got my laughs and kicks. 7 and 8 were great i felt better than i ever have in years. 9 was tough because i saw you in a mirror...so i cried thinking of what i did to you. 10 was the hardest by far before i could cut it i thought of us and what you meant to me and these words came to me..." are you really gonna let her down??"..."does she even care?"..."would she even notice?"..."of coarse she would she loves you more than you saw idiot!" and at this time i now sit with needle and thread sewing my heart back together better than before bigger than before and i do this to give to you. Thank you for letting me live another day.

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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 7:30 pm

i dont know why

maybe i should give this up...maybe i need to stop....maybe i could just let go and let the wind carry me away......or just let go and fall so far as to never hit the ground...from up here its a long fall...up here the birds are scared...up here its clear and beautiful...maybe if i say it it will leave me....they say that up there there is no coming back...maybe they are right...maybe not...but from where i stand the only off is to jump....sure i can go higher...but i wanna know what its like jumping from here....

Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 7:32 pm

My Great Wall

There is a wall inside of me that no one can see
it holds my heart and covers all emotions no one gets in nothing gets out.
you wonder where it came and who would build such a thing..well i will tell you

i built this thing from all the times that i have been hurt
built from insecurities that i have and how many times i have been cut and bruised
it covers every side of my heart

stone by stone, brick by brick it rose and rose and i am sure that it will not fall
under stand my dear friend and love that it is nothing that you have done so continue on trying to break through dont give up so much do i wish to show myself to you.

it will be slow and hard and seem to go no where at all
for stone upon stone ,brick upon brick i have stacked and not a crack is between them
the only way to make it give way to make it fall are the imperfections inside the wall

i did the best to build the perfect wall but still the cracks lay few flaws here and there each small flaw is the key to my heart. so please use each flaw and crack
to knock a stone off the stack

and because it was laid brick by brick with every pain and hurt so brick by brick it will fall and i hope and pray that you are the one that can break my great wall down.

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Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 7:39 pm

Brighter Days

Upon theses clouds i walk and see
I look down below at the place i used to be...
lower than the ground and lower than pits...
most people have been there some are still looking for the way out...
but me I have found my way out of rock bottom and it has lead me here.
Upon these clouds that are gold and white i take my steps.
The sun is always shining and the wind is always calm...
the smell is that of my youth, burning leaf piles, smoked pork barbecues and the smell of lake water. but there is a light that guides me to a place that i belong...
the light is warm and comforting i think back to when i was in that hole...
blinded by misery and holding on to nothing. but you stepped in and saved me.
you opened my eyes and and let me see that you are the best thing that has happened to me . Thus i am grateful that you found me and hopeful that we will be together forever

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