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mmmkay guys.

i figured i'd get the ball rolling in this forum.

i know this is a depressing topic, but i'm desperate to know something.

so, i'm quite self conscious about myself. by that i don't mean fickle, like i'm desperate to look good, i just mean that i'm afraid people will judge me and hate me just because of my looks.

now, i know i'm not the best looking of guys, but i'm not the ugliest either.

but nothing kills me inside more than when a girl looks at me with such a look of disgust- like i'm the most revolting thing she's ever seen in her life. the same look you give when you've just trodden in some dog faeces. or the same look you give when you look in the fridge for something to eat and there's just mouldy food.

it doesn't matter if she's pretty or not... it still makes my heart lurch when i get that look. i wouldn't want to date a girl who's so fickle anyway, but it still hurts that somebody would look at me like that.

some girls complain they get looked at by guys like they're a piece of meat. well i sometimes feel like i get looked at like i'm a piece of rotten fruit.

so what i wanna know is:

A) do any of you guys get these kind of looks as well?

B) if so, does it hit you as hard as it hits me?

i'd rather she just said something horrible to me over her looking at me like that... because a face tells the honest truth whereas a few mean words i can pass off as just her being a b***h.

first of all i'm a guy i'm allowed here
second i usually get a lot of mean looks so i learned to ignore it
third mean looks are usually because i'm the only person who expresses himself