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 Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 11:03 am
When you get angry, do you get a 'demon' or something like that in your chest? I've been really irritable lately and seem to get a demon in my chest. It's kind of scary, because he's trying to break loose. Last night he was in my heart, and his arms were in my arms and his voice was my voice. I had to be really careful not to say anything to anyone, or something stupid like that. I don't know what to do anymore.
People that are Bipolar seem to understand - my therapist, mother, father, and anyone else like that just thinks I'm flat out crazy.
Has anyone else experiecned anything else like this?
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 2:26 pm
Yep. Thats why I think Thats I have a demon in my heart and an angel watching over me so I dont hurt anyone...
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 6:54 pm
Amens Yep. Thats why I think Thats I have a demon in my heart and an angel watching over me so I dont hurt anyone...
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 2:09 am
I feel like that sometimes - that's when I just lock myself in my room and draw what it makes me draw or whatever it wants me to do. I try not to let it take me out of my room. It hasn't tried to speak through me yet, though, unless that's what it does with paper and pencil.
It does get scary but so far it hasn't caused anything life threatening for me.
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Some Lesser Demon Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 9:32 pm
I have a theory like that. I made a GD thread about it.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 8:41 am
Some Lesser Demon I have a theory like that. I made a GD thread about it.
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Some Lesser Demon Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 9:07 am
It was a while ago. I don't have the link anymore.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 11:16 am
Some Lesser Demon It was a while ago. I don't have the link anymore.
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2005 10:53 am
i feel like i have a demon inside of me... but i am afraid it may be more of a split personality type thing. but ********, why does everything have to be a diagnosis? why can't there really be something like that happening? grrr... i am so sick of diagnosis!
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2005 11:02 am
heteria i feel like i have a demon inside of me... but i am afraid it may be more of a split personality type thing. but ********, why does everything have to be a diagnosis? why can't there really be something like that happening? grrr... i am so sick of diagnosis! yeah, i hate getting diagnosed, my moms a freak kinda, she can't believe that i do anything of my own free will, she always wants to believe there is a problem with me.
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2005 5:24 pm
heteria i feel like i have a demon inside of me... but i am afraid it may be more of a split personality type thing. but ********, why does everything have to be a diagnosis? why can't there really be something like that happening? grrr... i am so sick of diagnosis!
Finally I just quit telling people things because I don't want more labels shoved on me.
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 3:59 pm
There are demons inside all of us.... Some people, the ones who are not labeled continuously, ignore their demons by using stupidity or ignorance. The rest of us have to deal with it - because we are aware of the damage that could be done.
Sometimes, you flee from yourself during that struggle. From experience, I know that doesn't work. You flee a part of yourself AND the demon, not either/or. It burns you and instead gives the demon strength against your will....
I'll shut up now. ninja
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 8:34 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2005 10:42 am
heteria i feel like i have a demon inside of me... but i am afraid it may be more of a split personality type thing. but ********, why does everything have to be a diagnosis? why can't there really be something like that happening? grrr... i am so sick of diagnosis! i agree, mine is like urs, but it is somewhat funny sometimes when the demon is unleashed. but that is only sometimes, others its just either scary or confusing
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