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I recently found out my bestfriend has Leukemia. He is like my brother and I've known him since I moved to Maryland. For those of you who do not know Leukemia is a cancer that affects your blood cells. He is probably going to lose his vision since thats where the problem is occuring. I am mortified and scared. I am not going to be happy for awhile.

I'm not sure if he is going through chemo because he doesn't want to put everyone he is close to under pressure.

I am NOT going to be on much because I want to spend time with him for the next year.

crying -Mike C.

I feel sorry for him. Is it possible for him to get better?

At this point there not sure if its leukemia. They said its something serious though. Leukemia is the first on the list...

He's been getting worse, slowly, but worse.
Its only been 2 weeks since they told him he had something wrong with him.

He constantly has headaches now, his stomach hurts now when you put pressure on it, his glands look swollen, his white blood cells are still so low.
I mean yea it could be multiple things but he's still getting worse.

Its taking a toll on me. I can't really feel it and I don't really show it but a couple of my friends said they can kinda see a change in the way I think. lol I must think alot.
I just dont know what to do anymore. He's going to see the doctor again this friday but still with everything all I see is bad coming from this.

I also wanna talk to him but. He is always on the phone to his girlfriend now. I used to think it was bad before but in the 5 years they've been going out they have never talked all day straight. I'm sure he cries all the time now to. I went over his house today and everytime I left his room he locked the door and when I went to go back in he'd be like hold on and sound really bad. Besides he kinda told me thats why.