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 Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 6:08 pm
So today I was planning on coming out to my best friend Matt. We were gonna hang out and go do some stuff, but he decided he just wanted to come over and hang out here, and that he could only stay 'till 4:30 (He left like ten minutes ago), because he had to help his mom with some stuff... So the other day I messaged him on myspace and told him I needed to talk to him about something. He even asked me what I wanted to talk about, and suddenly I just choked up. For a second I literally felt like there was something stuck in my throat, I couldn't speak for a second. Then I just said nothing, and started speaking randomly... Which is normal for me, so he didn't really notice anything...
I just feel horrible though, I wanted to tell him, but I couldn't... I know how he'll react, but I was still scared shitless...
I am going to try to tell him over the internet tonight... But I just feel really self loathing (which is also normal for me, but still...) right now for not being able to tell my best friend that I'm gay...
EDIT: I just sent him a message on myspace saying:
"Hey... listen, there really is something I wanted to talk to you about, but I dunno, I just couldn't really talk about it, it's weird... I felt like it would be a bad idea to talk then... but I really do need to talk to you, so I guess over the internet will be the best choice, to eliminate some of the directness of how we talk... If that makes sense.."
EDIT 2:
Well I told him. And right now I am happier than I ever have been. He basically just chewed me out for making such a big deal out of it when he it doesn't matter to him what my sexuality is. biggrin DDD
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 7:02 pm
yey! i remember when i told my freinds. it was a huge weight lifted from my shoulders. they always have the same reaction of not caring, which makes you feel dumb for keeping it a secret lol. kudos for you for making a huge accomplishment. HOORAY!!!
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Posted: Sat Aug 04, 2007 11:35 am
Coming out really is hard. I came out to my dad first... He just said "I figured" So it was all god, then I told my mom and my friends. That was a little less than 4 years ago. So yea, everyone I know knows Im gay. ^_^
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2007 3:16 pm
I think I may have said this hear before somewhere but repititon doesn't hurt anyone. I came out to my friend and it took roughly 1.5hrs then after I did he came out to me. It was actually really cool.
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