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 Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 7:01 pm
I can endure my own despair
..is my middle name. That's me. No self-confidence, insecure, &etc.
For example;
-I make a post and nobody responds to it. Ergo, I am an annoying brat whom you all are trying to ignore.
-Someone I email does not reply for a very long time. Ergo, they don't like me either and I'm just bothering them.
-I say hello to someone and they just nod, not really paying much attention. Ergo, I am again annoying them and they want me to go away.
-&etc, etc.
I cannot help but think along these lines; it's quite depressing. Especially when I'm depressed enough as it is.
Do you have similar issues? confused
But not another's hope.
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Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 8:54 pm
 All the time.
My teacher says I'm too anti-social if I keep up being that way.
I don't like having conversations with people IRL or hanging out with them if they invited me over.
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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2007 1:34 pm
I used to think like that. Now, I ooze with self-confidence. Just keep telling yourself how amazing you are, your life will get so much better. xd Many times I'll be too busy to respond to emails and such quickly. That's probably what happens. Don't think such negative thoughts. I'm an incredibly social person (maybe it's becasue I have five other siblings to deal with 24-7) and can't stand being a lone a lot of the time. I need to talk to people on a daily basis.
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2007 12:28 pm
It's not that I'm antisocial and insecure
Hardly!
but yes, I think everybody has those issues.
Really.
I've been very depressed lately, and not only for the obvious reasons.
Just...
god.
Every damn second of my life now I have
been obsessing over my weight.
Which is odd, since I've been gaining it rapidly.
-Rekki needs to learn how to hang out with people,
it's all I do,
and I love it.
It's half the reason I push people to call me via internet
because I just feel you make more of a conection with people
when you really TALK to them. ._.;
And Scotty,
when there's nobody left,
you know you'll have me. ;D
I'm leaving for DC today,
so I mean god,
just call me whenever
if you feel depressed or s**t.
....Like...
if I'm depressed I like to talk to people,
but that's just me. gonk
Quite a long post,
if I do say so myself.
ninja
And people hardly reply to my posts also.
I believe it's because I come off young with my
style of typing.
Really, I can't type the way Rekki or Sonata do
(she changed her name, s**t)
I just can't.
Too damn formal.
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2007 4:36 pm
Ami how could you say that? Your more literate then me!! eek
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2007 6:59 pm
If I don't reply to posts it's because I have time constaints. Lo siento, mis amigas.
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[~ Sonata Euphoriacide ~]
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Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 12:09 am
{SONATA} -->Yeah, same with me as with Letishia...as some of you might guess, I go on here mostly when I'm procrastinating on my homework.
But I know how you feel...I'm mostly insecure and inhibited, too. I really sympathize with your second one, Scotty...I've had a good friend who moved recently, and so far she's not replying to any of my messages. I know she has reasons (of which she already told me), but I can't help thinking if she's purposely ignoring me.
I'm especially shy when it comes in my class...I know I'm different-I'm an idealist with ambitions to revolutionize the world with interests that nobody else has-and people are so close-minded; and I don't want to be rejected. To protect myself, I alienate myself. I want to fit in, but I'm not willing to sacrifice myself for it; I feel it's just not worth it. And it sucks that I know my problems perfectly, but don't know how to fix them. Oh, what a psychiatrist I'll be. rolleyes
Mmf, don't mind me being nitpicky...anti-social doesn't really mean you're not social, it actually means that you're against society. Sort of like a psychopath, if you will, but less severe. But I suppose, since us quiet people are always labelled as such because "OmGz we're not social!" Seriously, though-we don't need communication to physically survive in this world anymore. We have pretty advanced technology, unlike the cavemen era, where we had to have a system of socializing to go through the survival of fittest and such. Rather, it's one of the things that adds more purpose to life.
Gomen-nasai. Pardon. Sorry sorry sorry. I do this frequently on LJ, too...being an introvert, I internalize my feelings...which are like a soda bottle. Shaken more than it's used to, it'll GO 'SPLODEY!
Just...don't vote me for "Most Likely to Grow Up to Be a Misanthrope" please. sweatdrop
@ Xingie-Fetshie (...just another nickname): It's because I'm used to typing that way...I always type my homework assignments, save for stuff like worksheets and math. You're rather literate, IMO. I mean, the rest of my classmates "typ Lyk dis". Some people just don't reply to your posts simply because-well, everyone feels that way at one point or another. It's just because everyone has the tendency to write comments that well, aren't so replyable. I have always wondered that on other forums, and when I did try to write a reply to my own comment, it was pretty difficult, so that might be just the reason.
Mmf, and I had mistaken you for a senior in high school before I knew your real age, seriously. ninja
Winter is on my head, but eternal spring is in my heart.
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Posted: Mon Apr 02, 2007 1:24 pm
Senior!me=scary
Hopefully I'll loose some weight...
but damn you were off!
heart
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Posted: Mon Apr 02, 2007 6:28 pm
are you my twin Scotty? eek
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Posted: Mon Apr 02, 2007 6:35 pm
Ishbalan11 are you my twin Scotty? eek
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Posted: Mon Apr 02, 2007 6:47 pm
Hm... Maybe I should give lessons on being confident. xd I taught this one friend of mine to be confident and work to emulate her hero: Ayame Sohma!
Although I'm a more like Ayame than anyone else I've met. Well... an Ayame who puts other's feelings above themself. Interesting thought, eh?
And I met Chris Sabat! YAY! *is still happy about that even though it happened in January*
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Posted: Wed Apr 04, 2007 2:13 pm
Scottscoon Ishbalan11 are you my twin Scotty? eek hahahaha <3333333
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