"As... beautiful as it might be.." he whispered, his body shaking as he spoke. The tears hadn't stopped yet and it was getting harder and harder to stop them. "I'm scared.. This is.. a-all because I wanted to know you more without your parents and I-- I'm such a fool.. I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.." he whispered, violet eyes looking up to connect to Kuryan's face. "This.. isn't how it should be.. Joinings shouldn't be.."