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 Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 3:55 am
Patrick yells at me too when I try to wake him up, makes me feel like his mom D;
I'm not even going to get into this discussion about sexuality...don't even know what they're talking about exactly!
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 3:57 am
Me either really anymore. rofl
I think I'm just talking circles because I'm so damn tired.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:00 am
That sucks. D;
I have really short sleeps.. like 2-4 hours then I'm up for 20.. o__O
At least I can get some sleep though; insomnia is rank..
I hate it when people stay up all night and sleep during the day and say they have insomnia.. uh.. if you can sleep it's not insomnia. XD
AMG; I get that same feeling.. I usually just give up and let him sleep. >__<
Blah; sexuality discussions always get a tad confusing haha.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:00 am
Me too. My boyfriends almost laying on me sleeping and I so wish I could sleep but my stomach is making all sorts of noises.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:03 am
Yeah, I think I'm just too stressed out over s**t that doesn't even matter anymore haha. I haaate that.
I need to learn to just like, let things go.
And I've been out of my medication for like a week which is sooo not helping. It doesn't do much, but when I don't take it now I'm just worse. D;
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:04 am
Screw my stomach, I'm going to sleep! Night all.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:09 am
I do that stressing thing too.. I don't work.. all I do is clean up the house and play WoW.
I have no idea why I stress out.. I just seem to let small things bug the s**t out of me.. when they really shouldn't.
Gah that sucks; are you gunna get more soon?
I need a family doctor.. like ********.. whenever I go to the doctor for something they just assume I want rank pills and give me weak prescriptions.. I have these pills to help me sleep.. I have to take 8 just to feel drowsy... it's just stupid. Yes I'm young but I don't want to get stoned I just want to sleep for a full 8 hours.
Night. =]
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:14 am
Yeaaah. The sad thing is I have another refill left on the prescription and live across the street from a CVS. I've just been too lazy. LOL
And they do the same for me. I have like, shitton of mental s**t and have been on medications for years. They still haven't found one that worked for me. Xanax was decent, they just needed to up the mg, but didn't want to. So now they keep switching my medications, but they feel the need to start at the lowest mg and leave me on it for two months. I've been on Prozac since November? 5mg didnt do s**t. 10mg didnt do s**t. 15mg didnt do s**t. 20mg didnt do s**t. 25mg didnt do s**t. 30mg IS NOT DOING ANYTHING. I think its about time he switches me to something else! ugh.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:19 am
GO REFILL IT WOMAN! XD
I hate it when doctors do that. D;
I mean.. they can all see your records so they know what you were previously on and you can tell them if it worked or not..
Whenever I get something new I take the proper dose.. then it if doesn't work how it's supposed to I find out what the highest dose is and slowly work it up to that number.. it just sucks because usually once I find a good dose I end up running out of the prescription. gonk
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:22 am
Hypephilia xoxo-HisSnuggleBunny-xoxo Hypephilia It depends his reasoning for having sex. Was it just sexual? Or was there an emotional relationship behind it? If it was emotional as well, then yes, I would classify him as bi. Regardless it wouldn't be right because I strictly believe in monogamy. That why I don't claim to be straight or bi or anything. The sexual attraction has always been there, but I have yet to experience the emotional. I'm not saying I won't, but I haven't. If I ever do feel that way, then I would refer to myself as bisexual. so basically your saying if you are bi, you are not aloud to play the field? meaning no emotional connections?....if that's the case then i find that is highly unfair considering straight males and females do it on a regular basis with no intention on settling down at all, or for a very long time with no intention on turning homosexual either....but, in order to be bi sexual you have to have a emotional connection to both sexes, or you are not bi? i don't believe everybody that is in a relationship whether homo,bi or hetero sexual have to have emotional connections...and although its ******** up to say many people in the world just operate that way. That's just my reality of the situation. No. In short I am saying for me to sincerely consider somebody bi, they would have to at least have serious relationships. Not just ******** around. Thats pretty much it. Anybody can have sex with whoever they want, but I don't find it fair to call yourself bi if you have never had a serious relationship with a girl. Many true bisexual people have had to deal with a lot of s**t because of their relationships. To just hook up with the same sex and call yourself bi just isn't correct. IMPO. just so we are are clear my 1st time with a female was with my best friend of nine years and she didn't feel completely right with "our" relationship after a while so we ended it, but till this day she still refers to herself as being bi-sexual because I'm sure she would go through the process again with another female and if i didn't feel the love for her as i did when we were together i guarantee you my feelings about females would still be the same so i would technically still fall under your category of having emotional ties and being bi-sexual or whatnot considering we dated for a while , but my opinion still stays the same, I'm just going by what science says, to me it feels as if you are bending the definitions of being bi-sexual with what you feel is right in your heart, so my question to you is this...if a guy has not had a serious relationship with a female is it unfair to call him straight as well? or is it because society automatically accepts heterosexual relationships the reason you find it unfair not to call yourself bi unless you are committed? I'm just trying to understand....and this argument could go on for days so night all. e,e'' Im to tired to play debate team today although i do find it hard to pull away from this thread my eyes get lower by the minute i swear. ...ok,Hop along now i wonder if i made since its to hard to tell anymore/
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:23 am
I have like a pharmacy in my room right now hahaha. I always get new prescriptions halfway through the second month. So I just have half bottles of pills everywhere. But the thing is that I think the dude is just trying to treat the wrong things. Like its hard to explain, but the three main disorders I have are Severe Generalized Anxiety Disorder, OCD, and PTSD. Hes treating me for the SGAD, but I'm pretty sure the the SGAD is caused by the other two, so shouldn't he be working on those instead? gonk
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:29 am
Well if what he is trying to do isn't working then yes he should focus on the other two.
Doctors can be silly though.. I had so many give me anti-depressants when I was 14/15 and now I'll go and they are like "we don't know what we can do about you".. uh what? You were willing to give me happy pills when I was 14 but now that I'm 19 you can't?
LMFAO; there was the one doctor that thought that I had ADHD; so he gave me a high dose of ritalin.. yah.. when you don't have ADHD and you are taking a high dose of it.. you aren't too productive. All I said was, "I can't sleep can you give me something so I can sleep so I won't be a zombie at school" and apparently that can across as "I can't pay attention in school". o________o
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:37 am
xoxo-HisSnuggleBunny-xoxo just so we are are clear my 1st time with a female was with my best friend of nine years and she didn't feel completely right with "our" relationship after a while so we ended it, but till this day she still refers to herself as being bi-sexual because I'm sure she would go through the process again with another female and if i didn't feel the love for her as i did when we were together i guarantee you my feelings about females would still be the same so i would technically still fall under your category of having emotional ties and being bi-sexual or whatnot considering we dated for a while , but my opinion still stays the same, I'm just going by what science says, to me it feels as if you are bending the definitions of being bi-sexual with what you feel is right in your heart, so my question to you is this...if a guy has not had a serious relationship with a female is it unfair to call him straight as well? or is it because society automatically accepts heterosexual relationships the reason you find it unfair not to call yourself bi unless you are committed? I'm just trying to understand....and this argument could go on for days so night all. e,e'' Im to tired to play debate team today although i do find it hard to pull away from this thread my eyes get lower by the minute i swear. ...ok,Hop along nowi wonder if i made since its to hard to tell anymore/ Oh, I'm definitely going with my own person definitions haha. I can't personally tell people what there sexuality is, thats for them to decide. What I was trying to say was simply that I don't in general consider the people who don't take the whole sexuality label seriously. Like, if someone says they're bisexual but never has any plans to have any relationship with a person of the same sex. They just assume because they made out with someone of the same sex, they're bi. Do you get what I'm saying? Totally not trying to offend or anything and I understand you points.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:39 am
Intoxikace Well if what he is trying to do isn't working then yes he should focus on the other two.
Doctors can be silly though.. I had so many give me anti-depressants when I was 14/15 and now I'll go and they are like "we don't know what we can do about you".. uh what? You were willing to give me happy pills when I was 14 but now that I'm 19 you can't?
LMFAO; there was the one doctor that thought that I had ADHD; so he gave me a high dose of ritalin.. yah.. when you don't have ADHD and you are taking a high dose of it.. you aren't too productive. All I said was, "I can't sleep can you give me something so I can sleep so I won't be a zombie at school" and apparently that can across as "I can't pay attention in school". o________o Don't you love that? Have you ever gotten their assessments of you? Like where they type out and analyze your meeting? I got one once and laughed SO HARD because they took nearly everything I said COMPLETELY out of context and made me seem like a homicidal psycho. rofl
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 4:50 am
It's just stupid!
Giving Ritalin to someone who doesn't need it is awful; especially when teenagers buy it off each other to snort.. I just took it normally and was way to mellow.. didn't even help my sleep either, I just had an urge to organize EVERYTHING around me at all times. Then I'd get mad at people if they would try to stop me. ******** I hated that s**t; I never had that from a like physician doctor but I did from a psychiatrist or whatever the one is that asks you about how you feel and crap.
Anyways; it came out saying something along the lines of I think that I am better then everyone so rules don't apply to me. It was just really weird.
I should ask my mom about the ones when I was little. Haha.. I was such a violent child. ;p
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