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 Posted: Wed Jan 06, 2010 11:20 pm
 Guild Pet &&Guild LeaderDear Kitten;;
I'm sorry I could not make you happy the way you needed. I'm even more sorry we spent such a short time together. I still love you and always will. And I will wait for that day you spoke of....the day you come to New York and we try again. I wish you all the luck in finding one who can make you happier than I could...
Goodbye my sweet Kitten.
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Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2010 7:12 am
It's coming closer, the flames ase now licking my body and won't you help me. My dear..
I never really thought I'd miss you this badly, just because I didn't get to talk to you for a moment more..
I just hope everything is fine, and you're fine.
Sorry if I worry too much about you.
I know I haven't been telling you just quite
how much you mean to me, and how much I care.
I hope one day I'll be able to do so,
and show you all that. I feel like I'm slipping away, it's hard to breathe, and my chest is a-heaving.
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Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2010 11:20 am
Guild Pet &&Guild LeaderDear Big Bro;;
Due to some fight I cannot remember you shrugged me off for what feels like 2 years now...but you were there for me since I was...OMG, since I was 12. You hung around with me chatting and being sweet to me. You were never blood but you were closer to me than my own family. You would advice me against bad and for good...you were there through both times I was raped...comforting me. You were there through my pets dieing...my families divource, and my multiple heartbreaks from stupidity. You even helped me through my struggle with sexuality, which in some aspects I still have today. You were a huge person in my life. I even met Mort through you. He is one of the sweetest most caring guys even. He definitely is like you. He sent me a little silver heart necklace for...I think valentine's day last year....maybe christmas. Either way, I haven't taken it off since. In a way...it reminds me of you both. You, big bro, for all you gave this gem of a heart, and him for all the sweet things he has said to make me smile.
But today...just ten or so minutes ago, I was informed after months of not talking...you hung yourself. Christmas day was your death day....12-25-09. I wish I could have only had that last goodbye. Through all those scares with you in the hospital, I thought you were invincible...you never seemed to die. Even through that coma you survived and came back. But...now you're gone and I can't even tell you that I still love you.
You made a big impression on my life and that will never go away. I hope you are watching me from heavan as I write this and realizing I do love you with all my heart...through all the ******** up things between us. You are my Big Bro and even in death I will scream it. Rest in peace, Sweet Bro....I will miss you with all my loving heart.
A final piece to you....Goodnight Justin
~Lil Sis; Jessi
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Posted: Fri Jan 08, 2010 5:52 pm
Dear 17,
can't really tell what i want from this. what we have. nor can i tell what you want. im not dumb, i know what are white lies and what is a lie.
even if your intentions are to mak me happy and likewise are my intentions for you. i want nothing more then to see you happy.
but i can't help but to wonder if your looking for something else, and keeping me around so you won't be alone. its hard to tell, im not a heartbreaker, but i do play the heart game. i'll make you happy until you break my heart. somethings i wish i could just tell you and others i'd perfer to keep to myself, and this is something im not sure that you'd like to hear me say. i know what this is even if you say its not a fling, your young, and im actually okay with however this ends or whatever it turns into. i love you i do, its just hard to know where you stand is all. im still debating inside myself if its worth it...
sincerly,
lover. <33
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 6:54 pm
Dear heart,
i've learned that you like decieve. make me want to pursue something i am not ment to pursue. im a liar and fake. i deserve no to like me. i am not worth of any affection what so ever. im selfish i am told and care not for other but for my own. i have shown this but i dont mean to be...it just hurts to know that your left alone...im a dependent and i dont like it. i try all possible to be with who i can...to make me feel less alone. i hold on to thoughts of things that aren't really or ever going to be there. i just want to be someone worth something.
sincerly, Torn.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 9:32 pm
Show me damn it you owe me. My dear.
I love you, I hope you know that. C:
-Me. The tears in your eyes, I wanna see you cry.
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Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 10:03 pm
To you,
There are things that I want to say to you right now...but I can't because if I do, there will be a virtual b***h slap and a slew of curse words to follow. Just know that with this bout of bullshit that you're pulling, you're ruining my life. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't concentrate on anything except you and the fact that you're being the biggest a*****e imaginable. In all of our years I never dreamed that you could be this intolerant, self-centered, egotistical p***k [and not in a good way] but you proved me soooo wrong.
I have no idea...no ******** idea how we got to this point but if it continues like this you can consider me gone because there are things, like my sanity, that I would rather keep instead of you.
I'm sorry if it sounds mean, but I am in no mood to deal with your ******** bullshit right now. It's me or him, pick one and do it soon. That's the way it has to be.
Don't like it?
Consider me gone.
King.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 7:55 am
Show me damn it you owe me. Hey hey you.
You do realize, that I don't give flying horseshit,
about how sorry you are about whatever.
I don't care if it makes you unhappy to see me over you so fast.
I needed not to have you open up to me with all your
"This is who I really am, this is my past" bullshit.
You left me.
I got over it.
Now you do the same.
So, ******** you. The tears in your eyes, I wanna see you cry.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 11:18 am
Dear roomie
I want you out of my ******** house.
You're always downbeat, you don't have any friends because you're way too uptight, and you need to get over your fear of school loans and get one so you can get back into ******** school.
My parents have given you a place to live for no rent, so you could get away from the family you hate so much. Yet you seem to ungreatful for what we've done.
And now, you've been unemployed for over 3 months, because you decided to quit without having another one lined up.
My parents have already told me that the second you can't help me pay for the utilities you're out of the house. Yet, I haven't told you this, cause I want you to realize that you have to take responsibility for just sitting around the house all day reading those stupid books.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 5:39 pm
 Guild petDear M,
God (or, as you would say, Goddess *giggles*), you are way too sweet.
You're making it really hard for me not to fall for you.
I want to say my feelings for you, but I don't want to be the first.
I always am, and I always end up hurt.
I'm going to wait it out and see your feelings before revealing mine.
I just hope they're close to the same.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 7:55 pm
After breaking up with you,
It seems like you're expecting me to care about you.
Lemme say just how impossible that is at this point and I'm not about to fake it.
Sorry, your mistake.
King.
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 12:57 pm
Dear Yuu:
I wish I had the guts to tell you how much I loves you. I really truley do. I loves how silly you are and adorable and how much you are like a child. I kinda wish you weren't dating him. I know he makes you happy and I like that. But I love you too. Is not fair crying
-Schitzy One
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 10:09 am
Show me damn it you owe me. Dear my A.
I can honestly say, I didn't think we'd quite go to this.
Perhaps I was just, how should I say it, cautious over you, but you keep on wrapping your little net tighter around me all the time.
I've grown to fall for you in these past days, everything you have shown me, told me.
I've seen you laugh and smile.
I've seen you cry.
You've told me things deep from your past,
things deep from your heart.
I don't know what have I ever done to deserve your trust like that.
But I thank you for it all.
Even after everything you've gone through, you've become such beautiful creature.
I am happy to call you as my own.
I do love you, my babygirl.
-Me The tears in your eyes, I wanna see you cry.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 6:16 pm
Guild petDear M,
Thank you so much for standing up for me. For telling her that I could stay with you when I come out. I understand you having to work and all, you don't have to worry about that. You're so amazing. Thank you again and I can't wait to see you!
Impatiently waiting.
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