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 Posted: Tue Sep 25, 2007 7:17 pm
Yeah... I saw it... I'm just really not finding anything at all funny right now... sorry... I'd share a laugh... but I've no laughs to share...
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Posted: Tue Sep 25, 2007 7:30 pm
Understandable.
You are taking things in a different way than me. For instance, I haven't been eating much. Once a day and not nearly enough to truly last me all day when I do eat...I'm not really starving, but I'm not eating like I should be either. I don't feel like eating at all honestly.
And by the way, I don't know if you know already, but I don't think Stacy will be coming to App. She apparently has found someone she likes and is really enjoying LR. It is highly doubtful for her to leave the place where the person she likes is going....thus fate has intervened.
lol, ahhh life is an interesting enigma isn't it?
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Kharne Bloodhowler Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Sep 25, 2007 7:38 pm
I figured that was going to happen. More wonderful news to make my ******** day. -.- And I've only eaten very little also... I'm just so tired of everything falling apart... I'm starting to get pretty pissed with life.
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Posted: Tue Sep 25, 2007 7:57 pm
Yeah. I hate to be the harbinger dude. I'm sorry, but you were going to get the information through either me now early in the game, or towards the end from Stacy. Which would you prefer? Early or the end? I would take early over end personally.
But dude, ******** that. Who cares? I mean as long as she is happy with her decisions, then let her live with them. If they screw her over, that is her problem and I'll be there for her to help, but she will have to live with it, not me. I'm still coming to App, I'm still going to live up there, and if you will have me, then we can still live in the same place if you want, but I'm not going to let someone else's decisions affect mine.
I'm pissed off at life too dude, you know that for sure considering my situation, but I'm going to live for just a little while longer so that I can at least get what goals I wanted to accomplish done and if my baby lives, live for her till she goes.
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Kharne Bloodhowler Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Sep 26, 2007 12:51 pm
Yeah.... I can't die... You know that. And I'm not throwing the whole joke about, "I am your God" stuff either. I've got too much here to leave now... too many people depend on me for too much. My death would end so much. I just can't go, so don't worry about me going anywhere as long as I've got a say so.
And it's fine, I'm glad you're the messenger, 'cause I can't get mad at you, and if I did, no offense, but I'd rather get mad at you than at Stacy... you're a little less sensitive about that. rofl But yeah, I'm not mad anyways. Stephanie's still coming, so we'll probably go with two rooms and I'll take couch. Works for me. I don't want to pull Stacy away from anything that makes her happy, so I say let her be.
By the way, I read your contest entry, and I loved it man. mrgreen
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Posted: Wed Sep 26, 2007 4:36 pm
Heh, yeah well, at least you have say so for now.
And no offense taken. I understand that she is a bit more touchy on that sort of stuff than myself. Hell, I'm not mad either. Like I said, so long as she is happy with her decisions, than who cares? I'll still welcome her if she wants to come up too, but I doubt that she will.
And thanks. It didn't take long at all. cool
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Kharne Bloodhowler Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Sep 29, 2007 11:05 am
Jeeez... You folks sure are a depressed bunch!! XP Nah, but seriously, how are you guys? Things getting any better for you, Dante?
Ya know what? I wish I could be depressed right about now. I'd give anything to just fall apart, but I can't. I hate that I'm so strong, it's making me weary. I hate that I can't be or act as sad and broken as I really am. But I must for the sake of the people around me...and for the one that broke me in the first place...
Anyway!! Here I am! I misses you guys! Finally have another weekend of computer! But good news is, I should have a half-a** hard drive working by tomorrow night. It's only a temporary 10 gig, but hell, I'll take anything right about now.
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Posted: Sat Sep 29, 2007 11:51 am
Lol, I don't know if things are better. My heart isn't doing good, so I've got to go for testing next week. crying I don't wanna go. Anyways, I'm not all that depressed, that was just a few moments where one of my best friends was hating my guts, so I felt bad. But yeah, I'm good outside that. What's the matter with you Isis? Why you so sad?
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Posted: Sun Sep 30, 2007 11:41 am
Here we go! A little giving back, a little commenting.
Every Time - Depressing, really. Cause I know how it feels. It hurts so much to try so hard and never get anywhere, for the person you'd do anything for to not even care. Repetition works for it and the inconsistent, sometimes unconventional rhymes are good too. I like how some lines don't rhyme, while others even have internal rhyme. I also love how in most of your poems, it feels like you're screaming the words. Very intense. I like it. I hope you've succeeding in getting out.
Surrounded by darkness - The sounds of this one are great. Rhyme is good, but even alone, the flow and the repetition of sounds make the piece. Death really is rest. What I wouldn't have given sometimes to feel some of that rest. The tone of the poem really soothes the reader, you can really feel the peace. Lovely one.
The one dedicated to your friend Kris - Very nice. Like the perfect friends, to complete each other in such ways. So great to feel safe, as if you belong. To create such a strong bond. I love this one.
The one dedicated to your friend Em - So sad. I can relate... It's very crippling to do everything in your power, to give all of your life, for a friend, to find nothing will work. To find that you make no difference. A horrible feeling, but do you ever stop trying? Do you ever give up? Beautiful. I truly hope one day you succeed.
The one dedicated to Kharne and Stacy - Friends are definitely a wonderful thing. Nothing can touch true friendship, nothing can defeat it. A bond so strong... This one makes me smile.
I always enjoy reading your poems, Dante. They're all so wonderful! Keep it up! And I love your dedications.
On other notes, I don't believe I ever asked but, what are you in school for right now?
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Posted: Sun Sep 30, 2007 11:49 am
Thanks a TON Isis. Your comments always make me feel good. mrgreen Now, to answer some of your questions. 1) Most of the time I AM screaming the words in my poetry. xd 2) No, I'll never give up on Em. I love her too much to let her go. 3) I'm not sure what you mean by the question, but if you mean my classes, I'm taking Russian, Comparative Politics, Math (Just needed one credit and I've placed out of all the basic math here, so I'm just taking intro xd )), I have a Lab for Math, and Philosophy.
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Posted: Sun Sep 30, 2007 12:07 pm
Yeah, I was asking about your classes. Cool. And you're very welcome. I figure it's a way to make up for other things. Like, since I don't comment very often, when I do, I comment alot. Plus, I hate just saying, oh I like it. Especially since most of you and Kharne's poems make me feel something. It's nice to know what your own poetry does to other people.
Anyway, what are ya up to today?
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Posted: Sun Sep 30, 2007 12:09 pm
I know what you mean. I'm up to a little of this, a little of that. RP'ing, getting viciously attacked on AIM and MSN, the usual. rofl
What are YOU up to, Miss Isis?
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Posted: Sun Sep 30, 2007 12:43 pm
Well, I just commented on a few of Kharne's poems. That took a little while. And I'm talking to a friend on aim off and on. Trying to think of ways to earn gold on here. Being bored and busy at the same time, really.
Oh, and I'm talking to you!
And I forgot! I meant to add something to my comment of one of your poems. A line in Every Time reminded me of the beginning of this song. I don't know if you've ever heard it but here are the initial lyrics. I'm sure you'll find out which line caught my eye:
I'm A Fake
The Used
Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die;
I'm not afraid to bleed and ******** and fight,
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pygmy sized cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted ******** you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand ******** make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black, broken heart.
Love is not like anything,
Especially a ******** knife!
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Posted: Sun Sep 30, 2007 1:02 pm
Acually, that's where I got the idea from. sweatdrop But actually, it's a poem about me and my friend Christina. She just kinda dropped me entirely for some dude because he'd ******** her. xd
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Posted: Sun Sep 30, 2007 1:09 pm
I knew it wasn't just a coincidence!!!! I love the beginning of that song.
Anyway...that sucks, your friend dropping you like that, I mean.
That kinda thing always really irks me. I read a lot of stories, sometimes fanfiction, online. There are a lot of times when I stop reading a certain story because people are all of a sudden in love after they ********. It makes me bitter because I hate when people call that love. There's no ******** way it's real love and it bothers me cause most people don't know what real love is and I have to deal with it myself, ya know. I NEVER wanted to love the person that I do in the first place, but now that I do, I KNOW it'll never end because it is love. Real, and true to the deepest meaning of the word, of the feeling. It just...really pisses me off.
Sorry about the rant. sweatdrop But, like I was saying, it really sucks that your friend dropped you like that. It would create a ton of rage myself if it happened to me.
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