*Lights candles and sits here quietly before speaking* I guess you think I have forgotten you Gabriel,but there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you.I know Selene prolly thinks I have but the day and night of March 29-31st 2008 was very hard for me.It was One year since my love was taken away from my by the Angel of death.I sat quietly in my room for the most of it with one candle burning.I thought Airrin would take me away from the pain and he did for a few months,but then his love for me was fleeting.He says he still loves me,but if he does,he has a shitty way of showing it.I'm alone now and that is okay.I prefer it.I am use to it now.I was always alone even while dating Airrin.I miss you so much.The way you held me and whispered in my ear your love for me or brushed my hair with your fingers or just held me.I miss you and everything about you.I still get sad thinking about losing you and never seeing you again.I still cry,not many know this.*places a dozen roses on his tomb*.
I will never ever forget you my love.ever.
