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 Posted: Sat May 02, 2020 8:12 pm
mama_bearr Spooky-Fangula mama_bearr You have every right to feel the way you do. I am glad that you are in AMG so you can talk out your frustrations and feel less alone. Do something just for you every day whether it is a bubble bath or a walk. You have spent your life taking care of everyone else you deserve some time to your self. I would be happy to chat anytime you would like. id be happy just for a bath! but the tub is to small sweatdrop so showers it is. walking...i get the where are you going. or don't walk far, the coyotes are out. i used to walk at night out on the property but they insist i stop cause we have a pack of coyotes nearby. yaaay. for some reason im not allowed to walk since when i used to and come back they are freaking out cause they didnt know where i went, or took to long. since i have a bad habit it seems to just go and not tell anyone so everyone gets their panties in a wad. so i stay ..in my room. I prefer showers to bathes too. Coyotes never attack people. We have lots of coyotes around here. Tell them you are gong for a walk and will be gone for 1 hour. If you walk for 1 hour and return for several days then they will stop bugging you and no panty wadding. lol i wonder how a hot tub would feel. the coyotes here are hybrids. they are mixed with other dogs and even wolf. one growled at my son in the back yard the other week. ive given up on walking.
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Posted: Sat May 02, 2020 8:32 pm
Spooky-Fangula mama_bearr Spooky-Fangula mama_bearr You have every right to feel the way you do. I am glad that you are in AMG so you can talk out your frustrations and feel less alone. Do something just for you every day whether it is a bubble bath or a walk. You have spent your life taking care of everyone else you deserve some time to your self. I would be happy to chat anytime you would like. id be happy just for a bath! but the tub is to small sweatdrop so showers it is. walking...i get the where are you going. or don't walk far, the coyotes are out. i used to walk at night out on the property but they insist i stop cause we have a pack of coyotes nearby. yaaay. for some reason im not allowed to walk since when i used to and come back they are freaking out cause they didnt know where i went, or took to long. since i have a bad habit it seems to just go and not tell anyone so everyone gets their panties in a wad. so i stay ..in my room. I prefer showers to bathes too. Coyotes never attack people. We have lots of coyotes around here. Tell them you are gong for a walk and will be gone for 1 hour. If you walk for 1 hour and return for several days then they will stop bugging you and no panty wadding. lol i wonder how a hot tub would feel. the coyotes here are hybrids. they are mixed with other dogs and even wolf. one growled at my son in the back yard the other week. ive given up on walking. I had a hot tub for a couple of years. It was very soothing but it was too much upkeep. Your coyotes sound more dangerous than ours
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Posted: Tue May 05, 2020 12:20 pm
I am sorry you feel like this and are going through this. I hope you are okay right now.
I don't like that your son a grown man at 19 told ordered you to get in the house. sad
Is it possible for you to do a part-time job at all, even a few hours a day? I would start saving money, for yourself. And it would be good to get out of the house, that way.
If you ever need to talk, I am here and listening. emotion_hug
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Posted: Tue May 05, 2020 2:28 pm
n o i r i s t I am sorry you feel like this and are going through this. I hope you are okay right now.
I don't like that your son a grown man at 19 told ordered you to get in the house. sad
Is it possible for you to do a part-time job at all, even a few hours a day? I would start saving money, for yourself. And it would be good to get out of the house, that way.
If you ever need to talk, I am here and listening. emotion_hug i would Love to get a part time job, but it is very hard to get a job where i live. =[ there supposed to be new businesses coming so im hoping i might get lucky. i feel like im cracking. thats....ok im trying to calm my mind down from him going on another yelling fit.
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2020 8:08 am
I hope you can apply, as soon as they are ready!! I would start saving money for yourself, quietly.
I really hope you are doing okay today. When you are feeling down, I would think/plan on all the things you would like to do, for yourself, when the world is more stable. It's not impossible for you to do those things. x
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2020 6:02 pm
n o i r i s t I hope you can apply, as soon as they are ready!! I would start saving money for yourself, quietly.
I really hope you are doing okay today. When you are feeling down, I would think/plan on all the things you would like to do, for yourself, when the world is more stable. It's not impossible for you to do those things. x since the stores haven't been worked on yet, im guessing it be awhile. Oh most definitely will be saving up. Many things i'd like to be able to get, like my own car. yesterday wasn't a good day. i stayed in my room pretty much the whole day since i done screwed up sons day according to him.
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Posted: Wed Jul 01, 2020 2:56 am
I only stay because of the animals I care for 🐀
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Posted: Wed Jul 01, 2020 12:41 pm
Trappernicus58 I only stay because of the animals I care for 🐀 what animals would that be? we only have cats
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Posted: Thu Jul 02, 2020 4:18 am
I posted a list in a pet thread but here it is.
x5 Chickens
x1 rooster
x2 ducks
x1 Rabbit
x2 cats
x1 mouse
x1 lizard
I’m getting another cx5 chickens soon 🐀
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Posted: Thu Jul 02, 2020 3:49 pm
Trappernicus58 I posted a list in a pet thread but here it is. x5 Chickens x1 rooster x2 ducks x1 Rabbit x2 cats x1 mouse x1 lizard I’m getting another cx5 chickens soon 🐀 my son had chickens (bantams)....that i had to take care of. I don't miss the roosters.
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Posted: Fri Jul 03, 2020 12:56 am
Spooky-Fangula Trappernicus58 I posted a list in a pet thread but here it is. x5 Chickens x1 rooster x2 ducks x1 Rabbit x2 cats x1 mouse x1 lizard I’m getting another cx5 chickens soon 🐀 my son had chickens (bantams)....that i had to take care of. I don't miss the roosters. I raised Undori from a little chook. He will put on a show and try and challenge me. Especially if I’m holding one of the chooks. He knows I’m alpha male 🐀
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Posted: Sun Jul 05, 2020 1:14 am
I know I’m trapped and I can’t run away. So I just imagine where I would go. What I would do once I got there. What new name and back story I would use to evade the past. What I would need to do to escape and avoid being found.
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Posted: Wed Jul 29, 2020 7:26 pm
i can relate to how you feel .... my life is upside down right now sweatdrop crying
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Posted: Wed Jul 29, 2020 8:49 pm
Dear Spooky,
You're about 8-9 years younger than I am, but I'm here to tell you that you matter. Without you, your children won't be the same. Without you, the world won't be the same. You've gone through some deep madness that nobody should have to go through. I can't relate to too much being a man, and not being a Mom, but you've been blessed to have been given children into your life and that they've made it to nigh adulthood.
Running away won't accomplish anything. You'll run into the same problem but in a different location. It's not easy, but you'll need to face it head on. It's more mental than physical. It's okay if you're not strong enough to take it on yourself, you can always find people that can and will help you because they care about you and love you. Leaving your children to fate because you choose to give up isn't going to help.
You've got to handle this though. Handle it with a sense of urgency.
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