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 Posted: Sun Jul 03, 2011 9:08 am
Sakura_Moonlight2421 silver_crystal18 Sakura_Moonlight2421 I know what you mean. I'm usually shy so with what friends I had, I made a lot friends through my friends. In high school I was part of two different groups, a group of friends that included my cousin, and another group of friends I made myself but within the groups were sub-groups. In Junior year, I was in a small sub-group of five friends. We were all good friends but sometimes I'm the last to know when something goes on in the group; since I'm painfully oblivious and that I didn't get to hang out with them much. Anyway it was the first year we all had a class together. It was a typical day when I noticed that two of my friends didn't sit with the rest of us in class. [We all sat on one side of the classroom before that day arrived.] Since I didn't know what was going on I asked one of my friends what was going on. Apparently something happened when I wasn't present in the group {the two I was talking to didn't really go into detail so I'm still wondering what happened six years after the fact}. During that time I stayed completely neutral since they were all my friends so I ended up being caught in the cross-fire sometimes but I did what I had to stay close to all of them. After high school they kind of made up but I'm not sure since I don't get to talk to them much. It's hard to be a shy person. Isn't it? We get stuck with people who seem nice but then later on leaves you. It's funny how I'm shy and I want to be friends with everyone.. I can't even say hi to most of my batchmates. Hmm.. being in more than a group is very difficult. I mean it leads to many bad things when we get clueless about things. In my case.. I knew what was going on and I tried to help out but then I didn't choose a side. I was stuck in the middle like what happened to you. It's sad that friends aren't always honest. Sometimes all they have to do is tell you what's up so you can help them. That's why its so hard to find the truth with them. Sometimes when you apologize they say "it's okay" but then you know that its not. They just don't want to forgive. We sometimes have to do that part which brings us down sometimes. You ask yourself .. "What did I do?". Being the last person to know.. Did it somewhat offend you in a way? Ahh.. the horrible middle. The one wherein we try to keep everyone together you we kind of rip ourselves apart. It's hard to be caught there.. especially when the group splits. You'll have to choose to be with someone who needs you more as support. It's good your group got along. It's never too late if you believe it. Yup being shy is hard but that's also a part of the territory we set ourselves up in. I think I was crazy trying to keep up with many friends but I somehow managed at times. Technically speaking, yes it did kind of hurt to be the last to know. Its like, "Hi I'm right here if you need me", and yet no one fills me in on things till I ask what had happened or I ask a question with outdated knowledge. For example during my senior year, I was with another group of friends and we were just talking because it was the day before going on winter break. I asked my friend (well acquaintance technically), "How she and her boyfriend were doing?" Everyone stared at me like I had done something wrong. It took 30 seconds for someone to answer me, when someone said, "They're no longer dating". I was like, "Ohhh.........I didn't know." It really hurt since I felt alienated from the group as no one told me that they stopped dating 4-5 months prior to me asking. The middle is difficult since we're pulled in many different directions but that's where we most shine as we give support where its needed rather than full support to one or the other. For me I'm usually the person my friends come to when they need an ear or some advice.
Hmm.. but being shy gives you edge. It keeps you safe enough.. then you break that shell and become someone who can be of help to everyone and anyone. May friends.. I wish I had them but I can never keep up. How did you manage? surprised
Being last.. I can see now that it is not pleasant. Why do you think your friends leave you out with these kinds of things? I mean you eat with them? Yes? You hang out with them? Yes? Why is it that they don't take into consideration the things you don't know.. that you need to know? I hope you figure this one out because its not fair that they do this to you. Chat with them for a while.. Wait.. do you think you're trust worthy? If yes then there is a big problem here..
That's why the middle can be perfect. Its our home in a big group.. It's amazing to be there yet you know that you will need to be more than just any person from the middle. You show your friends that you are a good friend who will do everything to help them out.
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Posted: Sun Jul 03, 2011 11:44 pm
silver_crystal18 SilentRose13 I went through the same thing all through my school life by the time I was in 8th grade I was apart of 3 cliques the smart,the unknown,and the rockers/emo.Everyone was cool with each other but then some people of each group got into a disagreement this eventually led to everyone hateing each other and the ones who really didn't care were forced to chose a side,I was one of those people.none of us chose a side so there for unfriended we became our own group and watched out for eachother(since some of the other kids were kinda violent)its been 2 years since then and we all go to the same school and everyone(except my group of friends)are still pissed off at each other.I could really use some help with this problem. Ahh.. that's a wide variety of people. Some are great but then some seem scary. It's not easy to watch people get hurt. You feel like you'll need to take a step to stop it but then there will be a consequence for you if you step up to stop something like that. I have one question for you.. Do you think you're ready to take a bigger role? One that will involve you becoming a shield to your friends.. be the bridge to link the groups in war. Try to little by little talk to them and find out if the feud they are having is even worth the time. You'll be in the middle.. a hard place to be in but you know what.. you'll make the change. You'll need help from your fellow friends though. Ask them the same thing. But don't go overboard. You'll know it when you get into their battles. I believe you can do it. You want the change? You be the change.
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Posted: Mon Jul 04, 2011 1:59 am
silver_crystal18 Sakura_Moonlight2421 silver_crystal18 Sakura_Moonlight2421 I know what you mean. I'm usually shy so with what friends I had, I made a lot friends through my friends. In high school I was part of two different groups, a group of friends that included my cousin, and another group of friends I made myself but within the groups were sub-groups. In Junior year, I was in a small sub-group of five friends. We were all good friends but sometimes I'm the last to know when something goes on in the group; since I'm painfully oblivious and that I didn't get to hang out with them much. Anyway it was the first year we all had a class together. It was a typical day when I noticed that two of my friends didn't sit with the rest of us in class. [We all sat on one side of the classroom before that day arrived.] Since I didn't know what was going on I asked one of my friends what was going on. Apparently something happened when I wasn't present in the group {the two I was talking to didn't really go into detail so I'm still wondering what happened six years after the fact}. During that time I stayed completely neutral since they were all my friends so I ended up being caught in the cross-fire sometimes but I did what I had to stay close to all of them. After high school they kind of made up but I'm not sure since I don't get to talk to them much. It's hard to be a shy person. Isn't it? We get stuck with people who seem nice but then later on leaves you. It's funny how I'm shy and I want to be friends with everyone.. I can't even say hi to most of my batchmates. Hmm.. being in more than a group is very difficult. I mean it leads to many bad things when we get clueless about things. In my case.. I knew what was going on and I tried to help out but then I didn't choose a side. I was stuck in the middle like what happened to you. It's sad that friends aren't always honest. Sometimes all they have to do is tell you what's up so you can help them. That's why its so hard to find the truth with them. Sometimes when you apologize they say "it's okay" but then you know that its not. They just don't want to forgive. We sometimes have to do that part which brings us down sometimes. You ask yourself .. "What did I do?". Being the last person to know.. Did it somewhat offend you in a way? Ahh.. the horrible middle. The one wherein we try to keep everyone together you we kind of rip ourselves apart. It's hard to be caught there.. especially when the group splits. You'll have to choose to be with someone who needs you more as support. It's good your group got along. It's never too late if you believe it. Yup being shy is hard but that's also a part of the territory we set ourselves up in. I think I was crazy trying to keep up with many friends but I somehow managed at times. Technically speaking, yes it did kind of hurt to be the last to know. Its like, "Hi I'm right here if you need me", and yet no one fills me in on things till I ask what had happened or I ask a question with outdated knowledge. For example during my senior year, I was with another group of friends and we were just talking because it was the day before going on winter break. I asked my friend (well acquaintance technically), "How she and her boyfriend were doing?" Everyone stared at me like I had done something wrong. It took 30 seconds for someone to answer me, when someone said, "They're no longer dating". I was like, "Ohhh.........I didn't know." It really hurt since I felt alienated from the group as no one told me that they stopped dating 4-5 months prior to me asking. The middle is difficult since we're pulled in many different directions but that's where we most shine as we give support where its needed rather than full support to one or the other. For me I'm usually the person my friends come to when they need an ear or some advice. Hmm.. but being shy gives you edge. It keeps you safe enough.. then you break that shell and become someone who can be of help to everyone and anyone. May friends.. I wish I had them but I can never keep up. How did you manage? surprised Being last.. I can see now that it is not pleasant. Why do you think your friends leave you out with these kinds of things? I mean you eat with them? Yes? You hang out with them? Yes? Why is it that they don't take into consideration the things you don't know.. that you need to know? I hope you figure this one out because its not fair that they do this to you. Chat with them for a while.. Wait.. do you think you're trust worthy? If yes then there is a big problem here.. That's why the middle can be perfect. Its our home in a big group.. It's amazing to be there yet you know that you will need to be more than just any person from the middle. You show your friends that you are a good friend who will do everything to help them out.
Oh I forgot to mention that I'm actually a guy. sweatdrop Having an edge is good since our shells were prep to protect us from anything that may harm us I could be myself around them since I felt safe to show my colors. 3nodding Anyway, the way I kind of managed was to ask what's been going on in the group while I wasn't present, I would ask people like my cousin who's able to hang out with everyone else and my friend in the other group since she hangs out with them a lot. I usually bounce back and forth between both groups so I would ask them to fill me in on the time I was gone (when I was in High school). But if they're really sick and don't come to school then I would be cut off for from those groups since they were my sources of knowledge and I wouldn't have been able to really hang out with the others due to everyone being in different places at the same time. That was pretty much how I got caught up back then.
Though the issue of not being told something important is something that needed to be addressed when I was in High school. I mean I think I'm trustworthy enough to hold deep secrets since some of my friends have confided in me. To this day I've not spoken to anyone about it even though its old news. I just felt like it was my duty to keep it under wraps. But the ones I was talking about probably thought that since I'm a guy I wouldn't be trustworthy enough. I think being friends was one-sided with them as they haven't talked to me in years.
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Posted: Mon Jul 04, 2011 6:40 am
SilentRose13 silver_crystal18 SilentRose13 I went through the same thing all through my school life by the time I was in 8th grade I was apart of 3 cliques the smart,the unknown,and the rockers/emo.Everyone was cool with each other but then some people of each group got into a disagreement this eventually led to everyone hateing each other and the ones who really didn't care were forced to chose a side,I was one of those people.none of us chose a side so there for unfriended we became our own group and watched out for eachother(since some of the other kids were kinda violent)its been 2 years since then and we all go to the same school and everyone(except my group of friends)are still pissed off at each other.I could really use some help with this problem. Ahh.. that's a wide variety of people. Some are great but then some seem scary. It's not easy to watch people get hurt. You feel like you'll need to take a step to stop it but then there will be a consequence for you if you step up to stop something like that. I have one question for you.. Do you think you're ready to take a bigger role? One that will involve you becoming a shield to your friends.. be the bridge to link the groups in war. Try to little by little talk to them and find out if the feud they are having is even worth the time. You'll be in the middle.. a hard place to be in but you know what.. you'll make the change. You'll need help from your fellow friends though. Ask them the same thing. But don't go overboard. You'll know it when you get into their battles. I believe you can do it. You want the change? You be the change.
Then all you have to do is make your move. Just know that you shouldn't rush things. Be patient. I hope you find answers and I hope nothing bad will happen. I'm certain you're ready. Brace yourself.
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Posted: Mon Jul 04, 2011 6:58 am
Sakura_Moonlight2421 silver_crystal18 Sakura_Moonlight2421 silver_crystal18 Sakura_Moonlight2421 I know what you mean. I'm usually shy so with what friends I had, I made a lot friends through my friends. In high school I was part of two different groups, a group of friends that included my cousin, and another group of friends I made myself but within the groups were sub-groups. In Junior year, I was in a small sub-group of five friends. We were all good friends but sometimes I'm the last to know when something goes on in the group; since I'm painfully oblivious and that I didn't get to hang out with them much. Anyway it was the first year we all had a class together. It was a typical day when I noticed that two of my friends didn't sit with the rest of us in class. [We all sat on one side of the classroom before that day arrived.] Since I didn't know what was going on I asked one of my friends what was going on. Apparently something happened when I wasn't present in the group {the two I was talking to didn't really go into detail so I'm still wondering what happened six years after the fact}. During that time I stayed completely neutral since they were all my friends so I ended up being caught in the cross-fire sometimes but I did what I had to stay close to all of them. After high school they kind of made up but I'm not sure since I don't get to talk to them much. It's hard to be a shy person. Isn't it? We get stuck with people who seem nice but then later on leaves you. It's funny how I'm shy and I want to be friends with everyone.. I can't even say hi to most of my batchmates. Hmm.. being in more than a group is very difficult. I mean it leads to many bad things when we get clueless about things. In my case.. I knew what was going on and I tried to help out but then I didn't choose a side. I was stuck in the middle like what happened to you. It's sad that friends aren't always honest. Sometimes all they have to do is tell you what's up so you can help them. That's why its so hard to find the truth with them. Sometimes when you apologize they say "it's okay" but then you know that its not. They just don't want to forgive. We sometimes have to do that part which brings us down sometimes. You ask yourself .. "What did I do?". Being the last person to know.. Did it somewhat offend you in a way? Ahh.. the horrible middle. The one wherein we try to keep everyone together you we kind of rip ourselves apart. It's hard to be caught there.. especially when the group splits. You'll have to choose to be with someone who needs you more as support. It's good your group got along. It's never too late if you believe it. Yup being shy is hard but that's also a part of the territory we set ourselves up in. I think I was crazy trying to keep up with many friends but I somehow managed at times. Technically speaking, yes it did kind of hurt to be the last to know. Its like, "Hi I'm right here if you need me", and yet no one fills me in on things till I ask what had happened or I ask a question with outdated knowledge. For example during my senior year, I was with another group of friends and we were just talking because it was the day before going on winter break. I asked my friend (well acquaintance technically), "How she and her boyfriend were doing?" Everyone stared at me like I had done something wrong. It took 30 seconds for someone to answer me, when someone said, "They're no longer dating". I was like, "Ohhh.........I didn't know." It really hurt since I felt alienated from the group as no one told me that they stopped dating 4-5 months prior to me asking. The middle is difficult since we're pulled in many different directions but that's where we most shine as we give support where its needed rather than full support to one or the other. For me I'm usually the person my friends come to when they need an ear or some advice. Hmm.. but being shy gives you edge. It keeps you safe enough.. then you break that shell and become someone who can be of help to everyone and anyone. May friends.. I wish I had them but I can never keep up. How did you manage? surprised Being last.. I can see now that it is not pleasant. Why do you think your friends leave you out with these kinds of things? I mean you eat with them? Yes? You hang out with them? Yes? Why is it that they don't take into consideration the things you don't know.. that you need to know? I hope you figure this one out because its not fair that they do this to you. Chat with them for a while.. Wait.. do you think you're trust worthy? If yes then there is a big problem here.. That's why the middle can be perfect. Its our home in a big group.. It's amazing to be there yet you know that you will need to be more than just any person from the middle. You show your friends that you are a good friend who will do everything to help them out. Oh I forgot to mention that I'm actually a guy. sweatdrop Having an edge is good since our shells were prep to protect us from anything that may harm us I could be myself around them since I felt safe to show my colors. 3nodding Anyway, the way I kind of managed was to ask what's been going on in the group while I wasn't present, I would ask people like my cousin who's able to hang out with everyone else and my friend in the other group since she hangs out with them a lot. I usually bounce back and forth between both groups so I would ask them to fill me in on the time I was gone (when I was in High school). But if they're really sick and don't come to school then I would be cut off for from those groups since they were my sources of knowledge and I wouldn't have been able to really hang out with the others due to everyone being in different places at the same time. That was pretty much how I got caught up back then. Though the issue of not being told something important is something that needed to be addressed when I was in High school. I mean I think I'm trustworthy enough to hold deep secrets since some of my friends have confided in me. To this day I've not spoken to anyone about it even though its old news. I just felt like it was my duty to keep it under wraps. But the ones I was talking about probably thought that since I'm a guy I wouldn't be trustworthy enough. I think being friends was one-sided with them as they haven't talked to me in years.
Ohh.. I'm sorry for mistaking you for a girl. >.< That's very true but then.. someday we can get out of it and be a shell to someone who needs it. blaugh What a hard highschool life that must have been.. I mean you were able to keep up but then what kind of friendship was that? Between the people you needed your cousin for info. I'm scared when that kind of thing happens to my other friends.. they just don't know what they do wrong and people just get mad at them like what happened to you.
Well then I get a bit of the picture. You are trustworthy.. you just have/had ignorant friends who kept you out of their little lives. You had no one to open to? I hope you don't have any weight stuck upon you. If ever you do.. I hope you'd find a good person you can tell it to. Just to release a bit of the past and let it die off in the present. Hmm what's with being a guy? I don't know much about them. sweatdrop Well.. there are friends like that.. just there to give you a place in a group but not a place in their hearts. Sad truths come about.. I get silent that way.
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Posted: Sat Jul 09, 2011 12:17 pm
Do you still want my help?
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Posted: Sat Jul 09, 2011 12:31 pm
silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ Jeez.... My friend history is just plain fudge((tried not to curse)) Not gonna even try to explain it because I did that before and it took up like three posts. Basically I just have a history of people just stop being my friends.... I also go for damaged people..... Hopefully the friends I have now will be nicer than my old ones ((Although I've know two of them for over 11 years)) but yeah so I've been through a load of friend s**t and only turning 15 how fun. Anyone needs any help or someone to talk to just quote my post or pm me Aww.. it's fine. Many things happen.. especially with friends because they seem to hold your world at times. It's sad that old friends turn back and NEVER look back for you. It's just sad.. when you thought they'd be there to help you out. I know it sucks but then again.. "damaged people" might be of help. You'll see things in a different way. My friend helped me see that. Even if she's changed.. people still treat her badly. It sucks that I can't be there to help her out. 'Damaged people' make you see a whole different world. I know my current boyfriend before we were going out had once said he was always feeling depressed and he seemed to hide it from everyone so well. I thought he had gotten better but just a week or so ago he felt depressed again and our relationship ended for about a day before he realised that he didn't want to end the relationship. But during that time he was in a really bad place and he ended up hurting himself. Now some of his usual jokes seem to just bring my mind to sad things. My friend told me not to get 'attached' to him but when you know so much about eachother that no one else knows it's kind of hard not to get attached? Regarding your questions, around the start of December last year my (so I thought) closest friend just stopped talking to me all together, I tried to talk to her and make conversation but she just ignored me the whole time. I spent 3 months apologising even though I had done nothing, she did that to my now close friend when they were very young and I guess I just turned my sadness into slightly anger towards her..... I dont hate her or ignore her but I just don't try anymore.... If they're worth fighting for then by all means fight for them, but if it comes to the stage were there is nothing you can do you have to step back and let nature take it's course.... Sorry for babbling on....
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 5:00 am
_LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ Do you still want my help?
Well right now we're waiting to see what happens with SilentRose first. Just be ready if she needs help.
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 2:56 am
_LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ Jeez.... My friend history is just plain fudge((tried not to curse)) Not gonna even try to explain it because I did that before and it took up like three posts. Basically I just have a history of people just stop being my friends.... I also go for damaged people..... Hopefully the friends I have now will be nicer than my old ones ((Although I've know two of them for over 11 years)) but yeah so I've been through a load of friend s**t and only turning 15 how fun. Anyone needs any help or someone to talk to just quote my post or pm me Aww.. it's fine. Many things happen.. especially with friends because they seem to hold your world at times. It's sad that old friends turn back and NEVER look back for you. It's just sad.. when you thought they'd be there to help you out. I know it sucks but then again.. "damaged people" might be of help. You'll see things in a different way. My friend helped me see that. Even if she's changed.. people still treat her badly. It sucks that I can't be there to help her out. 'Damaged people' make you see a whole different world. I know my current boyfriend before we were going out had once said he was always feeling depressed and he seemed to hide it from everyone so well. I thought he had gotten better but just a week or so ago he felt depressed again and our relationship ended for about a day before he realised that he didn't want to end the relationship. But during that time he was in a really bad place and he ended up hurting himself. Now some of his usual jokes seem to just bring my mind to sad things. My friend told me not to get 'attached' to him but when you know so much about eachother that no one else knows it's kind of hard not to get attached? Regarding your questions, around the start of December last year my (so I thought) closest friend just stopped talking to me all together, I tried to talk to her and make conversation but she just ignored me the whole time. I spent 3 months apologising even though I had done nothing, she did that to my now close friend when they were very young and I guess I just turned my sadness into slightly anger towards her..... I dont hate her or ignore her but I just don't try anymore.... If they're worth fighting for then by all means fight for them, but if it comes to the stage were there is nothing you can do you have to step back and let nature take it's course.... Sorry for babbling on.... Very true.. there is quite a big world they share but sometimes.. just sometimes.. they make it up. Aww.. did you ever find out what made him depressed? It's sad how people hide so much.. or the other way around. It's hard in both ways.. sometimes.. these people never find the right person to tell their problems to. I hope you got to help him with your time.. It's truly hard to let go.. sometimes it's unfair. There is a lot of truth in your words.. Are you guys friends today? Or.. That was unusual.. it's hateful when they give you the silent treatment and never tell you what you did wrong.. cause this time.. they make a mistake and dig more problems. I see... it's awful to end a friendship that way. Silence gives me the worst feeling.. it makes my heart cave in. Never again.. did you try? It's good that you acted well about it. Ahh.. the painful truth. To resume nature as it is. I am hard headed at times.. I feel like there's hope but it doesn't make things easier. I guess some things will remain as they are. I just can't accept the fact that my help.. wasn't enough. What kind of friend was she? (Your friend..) Nothing's babbling to me. It's just a good conversation being made.
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 6:50 am
silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ Jeez.... My friend history is just plain fudge((tried not to curse)) Not gonna even try to explain it because I did that before and it took up like three posts. Basically I just have a history of people just stop being my friends.... I also go for damaged people..... Hopefully the friends I have now will be nicer than my old ones ((Although I've know two of them for over 11 years)) but yeah so I've been through a load of friend s**t and only turning 15 how fun. Anyone needs any help or someone to talk to just quote my post or pm me Aww.. it's fine. Many things happen.. especially with friends because they seem to hold your world at times. It's sad that old friends turn back and NEVER look back for you. It's just sad.. when you thought they'd be there to help you out. I know it sucks but then again.. "damaged people" might be of help. You'll see things in a different way. My friend helped me see that. Even if she's changed.. people still treat her badly. It sucks that I can't be there to help her out. 'Damaged people' make you see a whole different world. I know my current boyfriend before we were going out had once said he was always feeling depressed and he seemed to hide it from everyone so well. I thought he had gotten better but just a week or so ago he felt depressed again and our relationship ended for about a day before he realised that he didn't want to end the relationship. But during that time he was in a really bad place and he ended up hurting himself. Now some of his usual jokes seem to just bring my mind to sad things. My friend told me not to get 'attached' to him but when you know so much about eachother that no one else knows it's kind of hard not to get attached? Regarding your questions, around the start of December last year my (so I thought) closest friend just stopped talking to me all together, I tried to talk to her and make conversation but she just ignored me the whole time. I spent 3 months apologising even though I had done nothing, she did that to my now close friend when they were very young and I guess I just turned my sadness into slightly anger towards her..... I dont hate her or ignore her but I just don't try anymore.... If they're worth fighting for then by all means fight for them, but if it comes to the stage were there is nothing you can do you have to step back and let nature take it's course.... Sorry for babbling on.... Very true.. there is quite a big world they share but sometimes.. just sometimes.. they make it up. Aww.. did you ever find out what made him depressed? It's sad how people hide so much.. or the other way around. It's hard in both ways.. sometimes.. these people never find the right person to tell their problems to. I hope you got to help him with your time.. It's truly hard to let go.. sometimes it's unfair. There is a lot of truth in your words.. Are you guys friends today? Or.. That was unusual.. it's hateful when they give you the silent treatment and never tell you what you did wrong.. cause this time.. they make a mistake and dig more problems. I see... it's awful to end a friendship that way. Silence gives me the worst feeling.. it makes my heart cave in. Never again.. did you try? It's good that you acted well about it. Ahh.. the painful truth. To resume nature as it is. I am hard headed at times.. I feel like there's hope but it doesn't make things easier. I guess some things will remain as they are. I just can't accept the fact that my help.. wasn't enough. What kind of friend was she? (Your friend..) Nothing's babbling to me. It's just a good conversation being made. I'm not sure the exact reason for him being depressed but I think it was a self confidence thing, like he felt people would be better off without him even though I explain multiple times how he was wrong. I think I helped him.... He seems a lot better when I see him now, although I do worry most of the time weather it's an act or not. Our relationship only ended for that one day then he sent me loads of apology texts saying he was stupid for letting me go and stuff but he's seemed better since.... That friend was one of those friends who you told everything to and their house was your second home and visa versa. We had so much in common and shared so many secrets. She had gone on holiday and when she got back she just ignored me from that day on. The worst time was at a friends sleepover the other girls were having a one on one talks and we were left standing there. I asked her how she was and she just turned around and walked away even though she heard me. I talked to her any chance I got but now I'm just fed up of no reply so might just stop all together.
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 7:10 am
_LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ Jeez.... My friend history is just plain fudge((tried not to curse)) Not gonna even try to explain it because I did that before and it took up like three posts. Basically I just have a history of people just stop being my friends.... I also go for damaged people..... Hopefully the friends I have now will be nicer than my old ones ((Although I've know two of them for over 11 years)) but yeah so I've been through a load of friend s**t and only turning 15 how fun. Anyone needs any help or someone to talk to just quote my post or pm me Aww.. it's fine. Many things happen.. especially with friends because they seem to hold your world at times. It's sad that old friends turn back and NEVER look back for you. It's just sad.. when you thought they'd be there to help you out. I know it sucks but then again.. "damaged people" might be of help. You'll see things in a different way. My friend helped me see that. Even if she's changed.. people still treat her badly. It sucks that I can't be there to help her out. 'Damaged people' make you see a whole different world. I know my current boyfriend before we were going out had once said he was always feeling depressed and he seemed to hide it from everyone so well. I thought he had gotten better but just a week or so ago he felt depressed again and our relationship ended for about a day before he realised that he didn't want to end the relationship. But during that time he was in a really bad place and he ended up hurting himself. Now some of his usual jokes seem to just bring my mind to sad things. My friend told me not to get 'attached' to him but when you know so much about eachother that no one else knows it's kind of hard not to get attached? Regarding your questions, around the start of December last year my (so I thought) closest friend just stopped talking to me all together, I tried to talk to her and make conversation but she just ignored me the whole time. I spent 3 months apologising even though I had done nothing, she did that to my now close friend when they were very young and I guess I just turned my sadness into slightly anger towards her..... I dont hate her or ignore her but I just don't try anymore.... If they're worth fighting for then by all means fight for them, but if it comes to the stage were there is nothing you can do you have to step back and let nature take it's course.... Sorry for babbling on.... Very true.. there is quite a big world they share but sometimes.. just sometimes.. they make it up. Aww.. did you ever find out what made him depressed? It's sad how people hide so much.. or the other way around. It's hard in both ways.. sometimes.. these people never find the right person to tell their problems to. I hope you got to help him with your time.. It's truly hard to let go.. sometimes it's unfair. There is a lot of truth in your words.. Are you guys friends today? Or.. That was unusual.. it's hateful when they give you the silent treatment and never tell you what you did wrong.. cause this time.. they make a mistake and dig more problems. I see... it's awful to end a friendship that way. Silence gives me the worst feeling.. it makes my heart cave in. Never again.. did you try? It's good that you acted well about it. Ahh.. the painful truth. To resume nature as it is. I am hard headed at times.. I feel like there's hope but it doesn't make things easier. I guess some things will remain as they are. I just can't accept the fact that my help.. wasn't enough. What kind of friend was she? (Your friend..) Nothing's babbling to me. It's just a good conversation being made. I'm not sure the exact reason for him being depressed but I think it was a self confidence thing, like he felt people would be better off without him even though I explain multiple times how he was wrong. I think I helped him.... He seems a lot better when I see him now, although I do worry most of the time weather it's an act or not. Our relationship only ended for that one day then he sent me loads of apology texts saying he was stupid for letting me go and stuff but he's seemed better since.... That friend was one of those friends who you told everything to and their house was your second home and visa versa. We had so much in common and shared so many secrets. She had gone on holiday and when she got back she just ignored me from that day on. The worst time was at a friends sleepover the other girls were having a one on one talks and we were left standing there. I asked her how she was and she just turned around and walked away even though she heard me. I talked to her any chance I got but now I'm just fed up of no reply so might just stop all together. Hmm.. confidence is hard to attain. I myself find it hard to hold on to. It's good that you helped it! 3nodding I hope he gets to see that he is cared for and that he is needed. This world needs a lot of people and he can be what the world needs to change. Simple things can turn into great ones. Everyone counts. I hope he isn't acting.. it would be heart breaking to know he just continues to hide things. Aww.. I hope you stay happy with him. smile What a friend she was.. it's hard to lose those kinds of friends because it's like they hold your world... they take things away. Things you want to keep. It hurts so much to know that someone changed without you knowing. Oh no.. a hangout with her.. how hard to get somewhere. How could she... now she leaves you waiting for answers. Let time pass a little. Give her some space and find a way to calm your heart. That was how I did it... it was hard. I felt like a loser.
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 7:27 am
silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ Jeez.... My friend history is just plain fudge((tried not to curse)) Not gonna even try to explain it because I did that before and it took up like three posts. Basically I just have a history of people just stop being my friends.... I also go for damaged people..... Hopefully the friends I have now will be nicer than my old ones ((Although I've know two of them for over 11 years)) but yeah so I've been through a load of friend s**t and only turning 15 how fun. Anyone needs any help or someone to talk to just quote my post or pm me Aww.. it's fine. Many things happen.. especially with friends because they seem to hold your world at times. It's sad that old friends turn back and NEVER look back for you. It's just sad.. when you thought they'd be there to help you out. I know it sucks but then again.. "damaged people" might be of help. You'll see things in a different way. My friend helped me see that. Even if she's changed.. people still treat her badly. It sucks that I can't be there to help her out. 'Damaged people' make you see a whole different world. I know my current boyfriend before we were going out had once said he was always feeling depressed and he seemed to hide it from everyone so well. I thought he had gotten better but just a week or so ago he felt depressed again and our relationship ended for about a day before he realised that he didn't want to end the relationship. But during that time he was in a really bad place and he ended up hurting himself. Now some of his usual jokes seem to just bring my mind to sad things. My friend told me not to get 'attached' to him but when you know so much about eachother that no one else knows it's kind of hard not to get attached? Regarding your questions, around the start of December last year my (so I thought) closest friend just stopped talking to me all together, I tried to talk to her and make conversation but she just ignored me the whole time. I spent 3 months apologising even though I had done nothing, she did that to my now close friend when they were very young and I guess I just turned my sadness into slightly anger towards her..... I dont hate her or ignore her but I just don't try anymore.... If they're worth fighting for then by all means fight for them, but if it comes to the stage were there is nothing you can do you have to step back and let nature take it's course.... Sorry for babbling on.... Very true.. there is quite a big world they share but sometimes.. just sometimes.. they make it up. Aww.. did you ever find out what made him depressed? It's sad how people hide so much.. or the other way around. It's hard in both ways.. sometimes.. these people never find the right person to tell their problems to. I hope you got to help him with your time.. It's truly hard to let go.. sometimes it's unfair. There is a lot of truth in your words.. Are you guys friends today? Or.. That was unusual.. it's hateful when they give you the silent treatment and never tell you what you did wrong.. cause this time.. they make a mistake and dig more problems. I see... it's awful to end a friendship that way. Silence gives me the worst feeling.. it makes my heart cave in. Never again.. did you try? It's good that you acted well about it. Ahh.. the painful truth. To resume nature as it is. I am hard headed at times.. I feel like there's hope but it doesn't make things easier. I guess some things will remain as they are. I just can't accept the fact that my help.. wasn't enough. What kind of friend was she? (Your friend..) Nothing's babbling to me. It's just a good conversation being made. I'm not sure the exact reason for him being depressed but I think it was a self confidence thing, like he felt people would be better off without him even though I explain multiple times how he was wrong. I think I helped him.... He seems a lot better when I see him now, although I do worry most of the time weather it's an act or not. Our relationship only ended for that one day then he sent me loads of apology texts saying he was stupid for letting me go and stuff but he's seemed better since.... That friend was one of those friends who you told everything to and their house was your second home and visa versa. We had so much in common and shared so many secrets. She had gone on holiday and when she got back she just ignored me from that day on. The worst time was at a friends sleepover the other girls were having a one on one talks and we were left standing there. I asked her how she was and she just turned around and walked away even though she heard me. I talked to her any chance I got but now I'm just fed up of no reply so might just stop all together. Hmm.. confidence is hard to attain. I myself find it hard to hold on to. It's good that you helped it! 3nodding I hope he gets to see that he is cared for and that he is needed. This world needs a lot of people and he can be what the world needs to change. Simple things can turn into great ones. Everyone counts. I hope he isn't acting.. it would be heart breaking to know he just continues to hide things. Aww.. I hope you stay happy with him. smile What a friend she was.. it's hard to lose those kinds of friends because it's like they hold your world... they take things away. Things you want to keep. It hurts so much to know that someone changed without you knowing. Oh no.. a hangout with her.. how hard to get somewhere. How could she... now she leaves you waiting for answers. Let time pass a little. Give her some space and find a way to calm your heart. That was how I did it... it was hard. I felt like a loser. You speak very wise words there that make so much sense.... I find that I lack in the self confidence area too.... I'm very self cautious which I'm aware isn't exactly the same but at least I can relate some what to how he feels and have a better idea what way to help. That sleepover was somewhere in Feburary I think. The whole thing started November/December and I don't know if she really is worth fighting for anymore... She's different and I'm not sure I like the 'new' her, she seems slightly.....cocky-ish if that is the right word and the type of person she's turned into is the type I tend to stay away from.
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 7:47 am
_LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ 'Damaged people' make you see a whole different world. I know my current boyfriend before we were going out had once said he was always feeling depressed and he seemed to hide it from everyone so well. I thought he had gotten better but just a week or so ago he felt depressed again and our relationship ended for about a day before he realised that he didn't want to end the relationship. But during that time he was in a really bad place and he ended up hurting himself. Now some of his usual jokes seem to just bring my mind to sad things. My friend told me not to get 'attached' to him but when you know so much about eachother that no one else knows it's kind of hard not to get attached? Regarding your questions, around the start of December last year my (so I thought) closest friend just stopped talking to me all together, I tried to talk to her and make conversation but she just ignored me the whole time. I spent 3 months apologising even though I had done nothing, she did that to my now close friend when they were very young and I guess I just turned my sadness into slightly anger towards her..... I dont hate her or ignore her but I just don't try anymore.... If they're worth fighting for then by all means fight for them, but if it comes to the stage were there is nothing you can do you have to step back and let nature take it's course.... Sorry for babbling on.... Very true.. there is quite a big world they share but sometimes.. just sometimes.. they make it up. Aww.. did you ever find out what made him depressed? It's sad how people hide so much.. or the other way around. It's hard in both ways.. sometimes.. these people never find the right person to tell their problems to. I hope you got to help him with your time.. It's truly hard to let go.. sometimes it's unfair. There is a lot of truth in your words.. Are you guys friends today? Or.. That was unusual.. it's hateful when they give you the silent treatment and never tell you what you did wrong.. cause this time.. they make a mistake and dig more problems. I see... it's awful to end a friendship that way. Silence gives me the worst feeling.. it makes my heart cave in. Never again.. did you try? It's good that you acted well about it. Ahh.. the painful truth. To resume nature as it is. I am hard headed at times.. I feel like there's hope but it doesn't make things easier. I guess some things will remain as they are. I just can't accept the fact that my help.. wasn't enough. What kind of friend was she? (Your friend..) Nothing's babbling to me. It's just a good conversation being made. I'm not sure the exact reason for him being depressed but I think it was a self confidence thing, like he felt people would be better off without him even though I explain multiple times how he was wrong. I think I helped him.... He seems a lot better when I see him now, although I do worry most of the time weather it's an act or not. Our relationship only ended for that one day then he sent me loads of apology texts saying he was stupid for letting me go and stuff but he's seemed better since.... That friend was one of those friends who you told everything to and their house was your second home and visa versa. We had so much in common and shared so many secrets. She had gone on holiday and when she got back she just ignored me from that day on. The worst time was at a friends sleepover the other girls were having a one on one talks and we were left standing there. I asked her how she was and she just turned around and walked away even though she heard me. I talked to her any chance I got but now I'm just fed up of no reply so might just stop all together. Hmm.. confidence is hard to attain. I myself find it hard to hold on to. It's good that you helped it! 3nodding I hope he gets to see that he is cared for and that he is needed. This world needs a lot of people and he can be what the world needs to change. Simple things can turn into great ones. Everyone counts. I hope he isn't acting.. it would be heart breaking to know he just continues to hide things. Aww.. I hope you stay happy with him. smile What a friend she was.. it's hard to lose those kinds of friends because it's like they hold your world... they take things away. Things you want to keep. It hurts so much to know that someone changed without you knowing. Oh no.. a hangout with her.. how hard to get somewhere. How could she... now she leaves you waiting for answers. Let time pass a little. Give her some space and find a way to calm your heart. That was how I did it... it was hard. I felt like a loser. You speak very wise words there that make so much sense.... I find that I lack in the self confidence area too.... I'm very self cautious which I'm aware isn't exactly the same but at least I can relate some what to how he feels and have a better idea what way to help. That sleepover was somewhere in Feburary I think. The whole thing started November/December and I don't know if she really is worth fighting for anymore... She's different and I'm not sure I like the 'new' her, she seems slightly.....cocky-ish if that is the right word and the type of person she's turned into is the type I tend to stay away from.
Thank you very much... <3 I love using these words to help out and reach out to those who need to be reached. I'm a thinker... these problems stimulate my mind the best. But its always hard to help. It's hard to be confident... no one can be there to motivate you or say who you really are. Someone told me that I've made an image of myself which is fake.... and lived it until today. She told me I should find a way to shatter that image I made and live the image that I really am. It makes a lot of sense... we live up to who we think we are. True.. I hope you find a way for him to know more about himself. He needs to know.. so much more. You may show him the world... Everything you see. Make him see.
It's been quite a long time! I feel like I'm in your place. My friend has changed so much... but then one day I got the guts to talk to her and I did. That was last week.. and now.. she fought with one of my good friends. I comforted both but then she thought I was in my good friend's side so she's now ignoring me again. SO much for hoping... If she's a person you need to be away form then.. make your distance. Stay true to yourself more than being true to a friend who's demands ask for a big change in you. (that is bad of course..)
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 8:46 am
silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ 'Damaged people' make you see a whole different world. I know my current boyfriend before we were going out had once said he was always feeling depressed and he seemed to hide it from everyone so well. I thought he had gotten better but just a week or so ago he felt depressed again and our relationship ended for about a day before he realised that he didn't want to end the relationship. But during that time he was in a really bad place and he ended up hurting himself. Now some of his usual jokes seem to just bring my mind to sad things. My friend told me not to get 'attached' to him but when you know so much about eachother that no one else knows it's kind of hard not to get attached? Regarding your questions, around the start of December last year my (so I thought) closest friend just stopped talking to me all together, I tried to talk to her and make conversation but she just ignored me the whole time. I spent 3 months apologising even though I had done nothing, she did that to my now close friend when they were very young and I guess I just turned my sadness into slightly anger towards her..... I dont hate her or ignore her but I just don't try anymore.... If they're worth fighting for then by all means fight for them, but if it comes to the stage were there is nothing you can do you have to step back and let nature take it's course.... Sorry for babbling on.... Very true.. there is quite a big world they share but sometimes.. just sometimes.. they make it up. Aww.. did you ever find out what made him depressed? It's sad how people hide so much.. or the other way around. It's hard in both ways.. sometimes.. these people never find the right person to tell their problems to. I hope you got to help him with your time.. It's truly hard to let go.. sometimes it's unfair. There is a lot of truth in your words.. Are you guys friends today? Or.. That was unusual.. it's hateful when they give you the silent treatment and never tell you what you did wrong.. cause this time.. they make a mistake and dig more problems. I see... it's awful to end a friendship that way. Silence gives me the worst feeling.. it makes my heart cave in. Never again.. did you try? It's good that you acted well about it. Ahh.. the painful truth. To resume nature as it is. I am hard headed at times.. I feel like there's hope but it doesn't make things easier. I guess some things will remain as they are. I just can't accept the fact that my help.. wasn't enough. What kind of friend was she? (Your friend..) Nothing's babbling to me. It's just a good conversation being made. I'm not sure the exact reason for him being depressed but I think it was a self confidence thing, like he felt people would be better off without him even though I explain multiple times how he was wrong. I think I helped him.... He seems a lot better when I see him now, although I do worry most of the time weather it's an act or not. Our relationship only ended for that one day then he sent me loads of apology texts saying he was stupid for letting me go and stuff but he's seemed better since.... That friend was one of those friends who you told everything to and their house was your second home and visa versa. We had so much in common and shared so many secrets. She had gone on holiday and when she got back she just ignored me from that day on. The worst time was at a friends sleepover the other girls were having a one on one talks and we were left standing there. I asked her how she was and she just turned around and walked away even though she heard me. I talked to her any chance I got but now I'm just fed up of no reply so might just stop all together. Hmm.. confidence is hard to attain. I myself find it hard to hold on to. It's good that you helped it! 3nodding I hope he gets to see that he is cared for and that he is needed. This world needs a lot of people and he can be what the world needs to change. Simple things can turn into great ones. Everyone counts. I hope he isn't acting.. it would be heart breaking to know he just continues to hide things. Aww.. I hope you stay happy with him. smile What a friend she was.. it's hard to lose those kinds of friends because it's like they hold your world... they take things away. Things you want to keep. It hurts so much to know that someone changed without you knowing. Oh no.. a hangout with her.. how hard to get somewhere. How could she... now she leaves you waiting for answers. Let time pass a little. Give her some space and find a way to calm your heart. That was how I did it... it was hard. I felt like a loser. You speak very wise words there that make so much sense.... I find that I lack in the self confidence area too.... I'm very self cautious which I'm aware isn't exactly the same but at least I can relate some what to how he feels and have a better idea what way to help. That sleepover was somewhere in Feburary I think. The whole thing started November/December and I don't know if she really is worth fighting for anymore... She's different and I'm not sure I like the 'new' her, she seems slightly.....cocky-ish if that is the right word and the type of person she's turned into is the type I tend to stay away from. Thank you very much... <3 I love using these words to help out and reach out to those who need to be reached. I'm a thinker... these problems stimulate my mind the best. But its always hard to help. It's hard to be confident... no one can be there to motivate you or say who you really are. Someone told me that I've made an image of myself which is fake.... and lived it until today. She told me I should find a way to shatter that image I made and live the image that I really am. It makes a lot of sense... we live up to who we think we are. True.. I hope you find a way for him to know more about himself. He needs to know.. so much more. You may show him the world... Everything you see. Make him see. It's been quite a long time! I feel like I'm in your place. My friend has changed so much... but then one day I got the guts to talk to her and I did. That was last week.. and now.. she fought with one of my good friends. I comforted both but then she thought I was in my good friend's side so she's now ignoring me again. SO much for hoping... If she's a person you need to be away form then.. make your distance. Stay true to yourself more than being true to a friend who's demands ask for a big change in you. (that is bad of course..) Yeah... It's always nice to help people and it tends to clear your mind. Hopefully I'll see him more over the summer so he doesn't feel alone or sad. That's good advice, and I will follow it :3 I shall brighten up every dull moment with some stupid thing that I always tend to say randomly. Aw, that's too bad about your friends. Do you still talk to both of them or...? It was good that you tried to stay on both sides and not choose between them. It's a pity your friend didn't see that though. Never lose hope in something you hold dear, I'm not going to lose hope in my old friend but I'm not going to stop her from being who she wants to be. I shall be true to myself, but first I'm going to get a better idea of who I really am. I hope all ends well with your friend.
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 9:01 am
_LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ silver_crystal18 _LiL_ImmortaL_AngeL_ I'm not sure the exact reason for him being depressed but I think it was a self confidence thing, like he felt people would be better off without him even though I explain multiple times how he was wrong. I think I helped him.... He seems a lot better when I see him now, although I do worry most of the time weather it's an act or not. Our relationship only ended for that one day then he sent me loads of apology texts saying he was stupid for letting me go and stuff but he's seemed better since.... That friend was one of those friends who you told everything to and their house was your second home and visa versa. We had so much in common and shared so many secrets. She had gone on holiday and when she got back she just ignored me from that day on. The worst time was at a friends sleepover the other girls were having a one on one talks and we were left standing there. I asked her how she was and she just turned around and walked away even though she heard me. I talked to her any chance I got but now I'm just fed up of no reply so might just stop all together. Hmm.. confidence is hard to attain. I myself find it hard to hold on to. It's good that you helped it! 3nodding I hope he gets to see that he is cared for and that he is needed. This world needs a lot of people and he can be what the world needs to change. Simple things can turn into great ones. Everyone counts. I hope he isn't acting.. it would be heart breaking to know he just continues to hide things. Aww.. I hope you stay happy with him. smile What a friend she was.. it's hard to lose those kinds of friends because it's like they hold your world... they take things away. Things you want to keep. It hurts so much to know that someone changed without you knowing. Oh no.. a hangout with her.. how hard to get somewhere. How could she... now she leaves you waiting for answers. Let time pass a little. Give her some space and find a way to calm your heart. That was how I did it... it was hard. I felt like a loser. You speak very wise words there that make so much sense.... I find that I lack in the self confidence area too.... I'm very self cautious which I'm aware isn't exactly the same but at least I can relate some what to how he feels and have a better idea what way to help. That sleepover was somewhere in Feburary I think. The whole thing started November/December and I don't know if she really is worth fighting for anymore... She's different and I'm not sure I like the 'new' her, she seems slightly.....cocky-ish if that is the right word and the type of person she's turned into is the type I tend to stay away from. Thank you very much... <3 I love using these words to help out and reach out to those who need to be reached. I'm a thinker... these problems stimulate my mind the best. But its always hard to help. It's hard to be confident... no one can be there to motivate you or say who you really are. Someone told me that I've made an image of myself which is fake.... and lived it until today. She told me I should find a way to shatter that image I made and live the image that I really am. It makes a lot of sense... we live up to who we think we are. True.. I hope you find a way for him to know more about himself. He needs to know.. so much more. You may show him the world... Everything you see. Make him see. It's been quite a long time! I feel like I'm in your place. My friend has changed so much... but then one day I got the guts to talk to her and I did. That was last week.. and now.. she fought with one of my good friends. I comforted both but then she thought I was in my good friend's side so she's now ignoring me again. SO much for hoping... If she's a person you need to be away form then.. make your distance. Stay true to yourself more than being true to a friend who's demands ask for a big change in you. (that is bad of course..) Yeah... It's always nice to help people and it tends to clear your mind. Hopefully I'll see him more over the summer so he doesn't feel alone or sad. That's good advice, and I will follow it :3 I shall brighten up every dull moment with some stupid thing that I always tend to say randomly. Aw, that's too bad about your friends. Do you still talk to both of them or...? It was good that you tried to stay on both sides and not choose between them. It's a pity your friend didn't see that though. Never lose hope in something you hold dear, I'm not going to lose hope in my old friend but I'm not going to stop her from being who she wants to be. I shall be true to myself, but first I'm going to get a better idea of who I really am. I hope all ends well with your friend.
Words of truth that is. Hopefully you do get to see him more often. He needs you. You know how to brighten his day. Thank you for taking it. You might not know but you can be his day. Even just a smile or sight of you.. I feel like you make him smile without you seeing it. smile
I'm fine with my good friend.. but that other friend is the same person from my story.. she used to be my best friend. Reality hits me whenever she changes or turns her back once more on me. I feel emptier.. I've made her take my world. She cannot see.. she usually thinks she's right. Ahh.. very well then. Keep your hope but take time to think as well. Sometimes we throw away the hope we have without our consent. Good idea.. good goal. I hope you find yourself.. usually you find it out when you ask a true friend or someone who is understanding... Thank you. May it be.
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