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Grey Raine Cloud
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PostPosted: Sun Aug 10, 2008 9:19 pm


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It's open now. So everybody can post. Sorry for having to delete some posts from previously.User Image
PostPosted: Mon Aug 11, 2008 6:02 am


I'm stealing your idea for journals and what not. Hope you don't mind. ^^

-Elite Dreamer-


Grey Raine Cloud
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PostPosted: Mon Aug 11, 2008 8:46 am


-Elite Dreamer-
I'm stealing your idea for journals and what not. Hope you don't mind. ^^
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It's Okays ^^
I hope you like the idea.User Image
PostPosted: Mon Aug 11, 2008 11:34 am


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- Sunday August 10th -
I keep pushing away the mirrors in my house. I hate how I do that. But I can't bear to look at myself anymore. That's how horrible my self esteem is. You know, I always day dreamed when I was little that when I was older I would be skinnier and beautiful. And would just meet the most fantastic guy who would take care of me. But I'm learning to face that, it might just never happen. I realized I'm the youngest in this guild. Which really is okay. I guess. Just thought somebody would be near my age for some reason. I just..don't know what to do anymore. I wanna push myself to hurry and lose weight, but then again..I keep tricking myself that I'm perfectly fine. Sometimes I cry because thinking of everything I'm not..And what I want to be. Shannon is perfect. So is Sam. I wonder sometimes why they are even my friends when I'm the complete opposite. Uglier, fatter, shorter, and more emotional-er. God, just thinking of all this is making me teary. I guess I'll go to sleep and just try to forget everything in my mind.


*squee* Oh hun we all feel like that. And even though you are one of the youngest in this guild, it doesn't show. You are very mature and know exactly what you are doing to get into shape. There are days that we all feel a little down on ourself. I look at my friends and get jealous. My friend are gorgeous. They have had hundreds of boyfriends and are always looked at. I look at myself and frown. Why couldn't I look like them? But you know what? We need to think positive! We are strong women and we have a lot of blessings in this world. The more positively we think the faster we can get into shape! I wish you all the best heart

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GummyxBear_Massacre

PostPosted: Wed Aug 13, 2008 1:23 pm


I think your doing the best! Keep it up hun and it will pay off.
How have you been doing?
PostPosted: Thu Aug 14, 2008 12:51 pm


GummyxBear_Massacre
I think your doing the best! Keep it up hun and it will pay off.
How have you been doing?
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I've been going crazy @__@
You? xDUser Image

Grey Raine Cloud
Captain


-Elite Dreamer-

PostPosted: Thu Aug 14, 2008 6:04 pm


your really doing a great job ariana
keep up the fantastic work! 3nodding
PostPosted: Thu Aug 14, 2008 7:08 pm


-Elite Dreamer-
your really doing a great job ariana
keep up the fantastic work! 3nodding
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Thanks biggrin
Today I found out I lost 2 pounds in one week biggrin User Image

Grey Raine Cloud
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GummyxBear_Massacre

PostPosted: Thu Aug 14, 2008 9:33 pm


Grey Raine Cloud
GummyxBear_Massacre
I think your doing the best! Keep it up hun and it will pay off.
How have you been doing?
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I've been going crazy @__@
You? xDUser Image


I haven't been that great either......
I don't have the need to eat "problem" foods but I have been anyways. I am glad school is starting though.
PostPosted: Sat Aug 16, 2008 9:22 am


You're doing WAYYY better compared to me. X D
Keep it up I guess 3nodding

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GummyxBear_Massacre

PostPosted: Sun Aug 31, 2008 4:56 pm


Thats AMAZING!!!!!
Keep up the good work but I don't think your getting enough calories per day. It won't hurt to eat more hun.
PostPosted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 9:04 am


It's really not healthy to lose 17 pounds in a month. You are really not eating enough!!!! Please eat more! I can see that this is during into an eating disorder.

GummyxBear_Massacre


Grey Raine Cloud
Captain

PostPosted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 6:54 pm


Don't worry! I kinda forgot to tell everybody something.
The month (or more, I forgot D: ) before I started with the whole guild I was already starting to lose weight. The reason why I kinda not officially started that month I started with the whole guild, I was really splurging a lot and it was kinda switching between healthy and not so I was losing some weight already. That's why I kinda consider this being a new start for eating healthier. Sorry to leave that detail out! I'm so retarded ><; D:

PostPosted: Sun Sep 07, 2008 8:43 am


Well thats good to know! LOL! I'm going to splurge today because I'm making pecan pie for my family! I love fall!

GummyxBear_Massacre


Grey Raine Cloud
Captain

PostPosted: Sun Sep 07, 2008 11:33 am


GummyxBear_Massacre
Well thats good to know! LOL! I'm going to splurge today because I'm making pecan pie for my family! I love fall!


Gah I'm so stupid to forget to tell xD;

Pecan Pie..Mhmm..
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