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That's right! The Dark Mystic is coming back and is better than ever!

After a long vacation spent researching herself, her Somebody, and the mysterious past that had become blurred to her over time, Xenalia is back and ready to come back to the Organization.

[ Surely most of you noticed that I had a large 'speech' of sorts at the bottom of my last profile. And, by per request, I shall post it here. ]

I will endure what ever is thrown to me. I will risk all that I have, am, and will be. Nothing can hold me back. Not fear, nor weakness, nor chains. I will free myself from any restraint and I shall fly with these broken wings of mine. I shall dance on the clouds of life and smile the whole way. Nothing that you can say, do, or think will stop me from fulfilling my dream. I will find love, pursue happiness, and live my life worry-free.

Do not tell me that I am not in touch with reality. Do not tell me that I shall never prevail in my search. I will not listen.

Life is too precious to give up on because of fear. Completing this life is the only trial you have. It is up to you whether you overcome it or succumb to the fear of failing... Because that is exactly what you shall do if you succumb to that fear: fail.

All of us fall at some point in or lives... It is only how you pick yourself up from that fall that matters. And sometimes it'll leave a scar... But one must live with that scar and know that it will never go away.

So say what you will about me. Say that I am delusional and that I have no future. Say that I am an out-cast, a loner. Call me what you will. But your harsh words shall not break my wings.

I am tattered and torn and covered in blood but I still pick myself up. I choose to believe that these wounds of mine will heal over time. I continue to fight for life, for hope... But mainly...

For my loved ones.

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The inner thoughts and happenings of a Nobody who happens to enjoy wine and angst.

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celtic viper

Report | 11/29/2009 10:06 pm

celtic viper

lo yeah umm hacker guess what 1 she knows it was hacked 2 ive talked to her on the phone 3 you have no life 4 i miss you amberly i wanna talk to you again
heart broken queenx

Report | 08/05/2009 8:22 am

heart broken queenx

Hey, remember this?





A NOTE TO THE b***h GIRLS LEAVING COMMENTS::: OKAY!!! What the ******** is up with all these bitches getting pissed off over the god damned internet? I mean, honestly! If you're pissed at him... Be pissed at him. This whole thing is like calling someone a 'slut' over myspace comments... Do you think you're cool because everyone will see it on this profile? Chase is a cool kid. Yeah, I admit, he's an a** sometimes... But you know what? I've learned to live with that. And if you give up hope with him on the first little bullshit thing that he does then you're just a ******** retard. People come with the good and the bad. He's a really great guy and contrary to your beliefs, he actually DOES have feelings. Stop being heartless bitches and leave him alone. Get over yourselves and, get a life. Because if you really think you have a life then you don't know what a life is... You're wasting your time on the computer typing some stupid a** hate mail to some one who is an okay guy. It's pointless to waste your time on something like that. Me, on the other hand.... I have a life. I'm wasting my time on trying to make some stuck-up no-good bitches learn this place and make a guy I hold very dear to me feel better. All you guys are doing is putting him down. He deserves so much better than your skanky a** typing bullshit comments on his profile. So just get over it and move on. GOD!



Oh... and another thing... if you have something to say to someone... say it over the god damned PMs... comments are just retarded... It doesn't make you cooler because people can read all the lame-a** wannabe disses you have going on in your pathetic little comments. I'm just commenting on his profile because I know that eventually all you skank a** whores (which... you over-charge, I'm sure, BTW) will come back on this profile to "diss" him some more for... what will it be next time... breathing? Well I have news for you you're not the s**t. You're not the coolest person in the world. Because the coolest person in the world... Is some one who has many friends... And actually stands up for those people that are being picked on.



PLUS:: PLEASE, I'M BEGGING YOU, Pm me and try to justify yourself. I'm DYING to hear what bullshit story you guys can come up with to convince me that you're not some PMSing slutty b***h that gets no REAL love from anyone so you throw yourself all over other guys to make yourself feel better...



Oh... and one more thing... I have knews for all of you... The guys you're all sleeping with... they may they really love you... but they really don't. They just love the fact that your a walking, talking p***y. You'll think you're in love with them (or, you know... maybe you won't... *shrugs*) and then you'll find out that he's only using you for sex. So I hope you get your heart broken in the worste way possible because you're crushing Chase's heart...



I just wanna say you are a b***h. Yes, I am Chase...oh but guess what, I was a girl all along.
And yerah, that one little sentence at the end...uhm yeah, that was bitchy of you...and uhm yeah....uhm...I hope you get a WORST punishment than a broken heart.
Did I ever tell you you were ugly? I guess not.
You got mad AT THEM, over the INTERNET.
PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH, YOU DUMB b***h.
celtic viper

Report | 05/31/2009 10:35 pm

celtic viper

hey whats up
The Dark Heroine

Report | 06/26/2008 6:13 pm

The Dark Heroine



User Image Admit your love for me.
The Dark Heroine

Report | 06/26/2008 1:54 am

The Dark Heroine



YOU ARE ONLINE AND YOU CAN HIDE FROM ME NO LONGER.



hehe. hi. ilu. ♥
iMoony

Report | 05/19/2008 7:48 pm

iMoony

I wondered if you were ever going to put a song on your profile. I know it's a little hard to find a good one for an OC ( exp. a 'heartless' one ) but still my odd habits keep on bringing me back to your profile and the soundlessness of it makes me shiver. ( I made a new word XD ACCEPT IT! )



Anywho, random-ish comment is over. (BTW I'm back now ^^)
Serun

Report | 04/30/2008 6:37 pm

Serun

*dances in new profile*
The Enlightened Penguin

Report | 04/30/2008 1:31 am

The Enlightened Penguin

Beautiful and deep words you have there in your profile...I agree with it and I must add that when you fall down and shatter, no one but yourself will be able to pick you up and put you together. Brava, o Girlfriend of Serun, brava! Btw, I'm his friend and he told me you were here, so I thought I'd just mosey over and meet ya! ^_^
Jax-and-temp

Report | 12/30/2007 8:41 pm

Jax-and-temp

hey who wrote that on the bottom of yor profile i really injoyed it and i know a few people who need to read it including me of course its really inspirational

jax
Mithos-kun

Report | 07/16/2007 10:22 am

Mithos-kun

Sniggy sniggy teh comment. ;P

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