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Random Fact About Me: My natural hair color is blonde. >_<
My Gaian Family
Hearts show who I'm close to!
Sister(s): Sleeping Snowflake
Brother(s): Fallen Hero X (<3)
Mother: None
Father: None
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Height: 5'2" (short whee )
Age: 15 (but I look 13, so I'm told)
Hair: Blackish with brown streaks (both colors have been chemically dyed into my hair)
Eyes: Green with a brown circle around the pupils
Body: Meh.....I weigh 98 pounds but I'm not 'anorexicly' skinny.
So I'll just say 'average'
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I don't really know where to begin with this, so I'll start writing and hope something nice comes out o.o
I'm mostly a quiet person. I study people from a distance before talking to them. I can be very serious at times, and most people take this as me being mad.
I'm the type of person who dances and twirls around for no reason. I am always curious about everything that surrounds me, even if I've seen it one hundred times over, I never get bored with breaking down every last little detail that makes it unique, and looking at it with awe as I figure out how it was made or what it is constructed of.
I am the person that everyone passes by, I am utterly invisible to just about everyone. I am the type of person who could spend hours talking to a fish, and never get bored. I am the person who gets lost in books. I am the person who can walk around in the middle of no where, and be completely happy. I love everyone, but only half of them love me as well. I am the one that cuddles with everyone else, and pats them on the shoulder from time to time, and they know that I am always there for them.
I rarely get a temper, I'm not easily pushed over the edge really, but when you do I can normally control myself depending on what I'm angry about. I am logical, but I am always believing in what does not exist. Inside of my soul, deep deep down, there lives a very rebellious, indifferent, and mischievous creature that appears sometimes only around those who know me best. I do not like people who try to please other people all of the time (unless doing so is what you truly wish to do and as long as it does not cost you your happiness.), you have your own life to take care of, you should not have to feel like you must please everyone all of the time by doing something they want you to do.
I'm a sucker for hugs, and all someone has to do when I'm mad at them is hug me for a little while and all is forgiven.
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But lets take a walk to the other side of my personality, shall we?
I am the girl that secretly growls along with all of the rough and grungy songs (like some of Disturbed's and Social Distortion's. Though I'm not saying that I'm good at it, because I'm not XP). I could careless about how you look. While some little girls spend their time dreaming of being a princess locked away in a tower awaiting her 'Knight in shining armor', I dream of finding my 'werewolf' to stalk around at night with. At times, I can be a bit of a freak, at others, I am a complete dork. I am imperfect in every way, and I'm not afraid to show it. I hate the word 'Never', because 'Never' is never forever. I'm lazy. I'm horrible about procrastinating. I don't like 'proms' or any other teenage social fantasy.
I have a lot of fears about getting my heart broken again. (but who doesn't?)Sometimes I just like sitting on the sidelines watching everyone else. Other times I'm sitting there wishing that one of them would give me a second look.
I hate how I have random flashes of suicide 'what if's'.
I love concerts, and I would go to one every night if I had the chance. I hate the fact that my age keeps me from many of the things I love to do. (Not a bad thing to be young, but you can't exactly walk into a bar to listen to a band play, drive to a play ground just to swing on the rusty swings when you have nothing else to do, spend hours in a bookstore and not worry about being pressed for time, or spend a few extra minutes to 'chat' with the only person in this crazy little town who seems to share the same type of interests as you.)
I play guitar, and I love how the strings against my fingers feel. I also love the smell of the nickel.
And as you can clearly see, I like to babble (on some levels it makes me happy, and on others I find it just as annoying as you do!). As I near the end, I hope that none of this is boring to you (But if it is, then I must say that you are the one who is making yourself read this, am I right?).
-And now you are at the end! May your days always kick a**!- ( snort how poetic of me)
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